Another feature in the Dark Spy Magazine in January 2010 with the song "I Will Break You" included on the cd with the magazine.February 2010 the Electronic Saviors compilation on metropolis was released featuring an exclusive song called "Sleeping Beauty".
In March/April 2010 Mordacious did some mini tours in mexico and the USA with Reaxion Guerrilla and another Mexico tour with God Module in August 2010. The track "Execute" featured on the Infacted Volume 5 Compilation was released October 15, 2010.
In January 2011 was the Mordacious headlining Mexico tour with C-Lekktor opening. The album "Dead Inside" mastered By Jasyn Bangert of God Module was self released on 6/10/2011. The Limited Edition 2 CD Set Mordacious & I Love Club Sluts was self released October 1, 2011.
May 2012 came the USA and Canada tour with God Module performing 26 shows as well as two festivals; one with Blutengel, another with XRX and Aesthetic Perfection.
The CD "Suicide Club" with remixes from Alien Vampires, FGFC820, Assemblage 23, C-Lekktor, and mastered by Jasyn Bangert of God Module was released on Infacted Recordings May 25, 2012. Followed by magazine features in Nachtactive and Sonic Seducer.
2013 Brought the release of ''Kingdom of Fire'' on Jan 25, 2013 and the Mordacious tour with God Module in January and March all over the USA and Canada. A self released digital cd "Together We Die" was released in February 2013 consisting of extra and unreleased songs.
A headlining Mexico tour in May with shows all over Mexico followed the USA and Canada tours.
The new cd "Bone Breaker" was released on Infacted Recordings on November, 29 2013 followed by magazine features in Nachtactive and Sonic Seducer. 2014 bring more USA and Canada tours with God Module in Feb/March, May and several international shows to come.
I'm sorry
Mordacious Lyrics
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I thought you were so much more
So beautiful
So enchanting
The way you dress so enticing
I wanted you to myself
Little did I know
You're damaged
Inside and out
You're damage
I want you out
I'm so sorry
I don't love you
I just use you
For my pleasure
You mean nothing to me
Nothing more than an object
Stay away from me
I don't want you anymore
I don't want you
I never did
When I fuck you
It makes me sick
The lyrics of Mordacious's song "I'm Sorry" are a chilling portrayal of a person's selfish desires and lack of empathy towards another human being. The singer initially saw the subject of the song as someone beautiful and enchanting, but soon realizes that they are damaged both inside and out. Despite this realization, the singer continues to use and objectify the subject for their own pleasure, with no regard for their feelings or well-being. Ultimately, the singer admits to never actually wanting the subject and that engaging in sexual acts with them makes them sick.
The lyrics paint a picture of a highly toxic and abusive relationship, where one person is using another purely for their own selfish desires. The use of the word "object" to describe the subject of the song is particularly dehumanizing and underscores the lack of respect the singer has for the other person. The repeated line "I'm sorry" takes on a sinister tone, as the singer seems to use the phrase not as a genuine apology, but as a way to manipulate or control the other person.
Line by Line Meaning
When I saw you
From the moment I laid eyes on you, I was drawn to you and saw you as someone incredibly special in every way.
I thought you were so much more
I held you in very high regard in terms of your beauty, grace, and general attractiveness.
So beautiful
Your appearance was breathtaking and you commanded attention and admiration from everyone around you.
So enchanting
The way in which you carried yourself and had a natural, innate allure made you irresistible to me.
The way you dress so enticing
Your sense of style and fashion was captivating and drew me further into your orbit.
I wanted you to myself
The idea of us together and you being mine was all I could think about and I felt a deep desire to have you for myself.
Little did I know
However, I did not realize at the time that there was much more to you than met the eye.
What was in store
There were things about you, both internally and externally, that I did not initially comprehend or anticipate.
You're damaged
It became clear to me that you had been hurt and were struggling with internal pain and turmoil.
Inside and out
These difficulties manifested both emotionally and physically, affecting your wellbeing on multiple levels.
You're damaged
I recognized that you were not in a good place and realized that being with you was not in my best interest.
I want you out
It was apparent that we were not a good match and I wanted to break things off with you.
I'm so sorry
I apologize for misleading you and making you feel that you meant more to me than you do.
I don't love you
My feelings for you are not true love, but rather a selfish desire to use you for my own pleasure.
I just use you
I have been taking advantage of you and treating you merely as an object to satisfy my own needs.
For my pleasure
My selfish motives for being with you were solely to fulfill my own physical desires.
You mean nothing to me
I have come to the realization that I feel no genuine emotional attachment to you and that we should be apart.
Nothing more than an object
My perception of you was skewed and misguided, as I failed to recognize your worth beyond what you could do physically for me.
Stay away from me
I am asking you to avoid me completely, given that our relationship is unhealthy and detrimental to our well-being.
I don't want you anymore
I am ending things between us and have no interest in continuing a relationship further.
I don't want you
I never did have genuine feelings for you and I regret now the way I used you for my own ends.
When I fuck you
My involvement with you on a physical level only brought me discomfort and unpleasantness.
It makes me sick
I feel that my actions towards you to this point were inexcusable and inappropriate, and I regret them deeply.
Contributed by Elliot F. Suggest a correction in the comments below.