Messiah
Mozella Lyrics

Amazing grace
An unexpected incident occurred that had a profound impact on the person.

Came in the form of a slap in the face.
This incident was a painful one that made them question what they thought they knew.

Now I don't
As a result of this pain, the person has lost their faith in something they once believed in.

Believe what I see anymore.
They don't trust their own perceptions or judgment anymore.

Cuz it's all the same.
They feel stuck in a cycle of repetitive behavior that never seems to change.

We wander in and out of love
People often move in and out of relationships, sometimes leaving emotional scars behind.

Like it's meant to scar us and
Love often comes with pain and suffering, almost as if it's a natural part of the process.

We never change.
Despite repeated experiences of heartbreak, people often continue making the same mistakes.

No we never think to change
People rarely take the time to reflect on their actions and make changes for the better.

But don't tell me that I'm wrong.
Despite their doubts and struggles, the person doesn't want to be told that they're in the wrong or mistaken.

You know I'm not that strong.
They recognize their own weaknesses and limitations.

And I never thought that loving you
The person had high hopes and expectations for their relationship with this individual.

Would hurt for so long.
The pain of this relationship was unexpected and has lingered for a long time.

I worshiped you
The person put this individual on a pedestal and viewed them as almost godlike.

And I praised your name and I
They spoke highly of this person and sang their praises to others.

Lived through you like a messiah.
The person almost lived vicariously through this individual, as if they were a savior.

While saving face
The person tried to maintain a sense of dignity and pride, despite their struggles.

I let my pride control me
Their ego and sense of self-worth played a large role in their behavior and reactions.

When you refused to hold me.
The other person rejected them or didn't offer the emotional support they needed.

And I never placed blame.
Despite their pain and disappointment, the person didn't try to blame or hurt the other person in return.

And then one day
At some point, something changed or shifted for the person.

It just occurred to me that
They had a moment of clarity or realization about their relationship or themselves.

You talked and never heard me.
The other person was never really listening or understanding their perspective.

And I stood by you and never changed.
Despite recognizing the issues in their relationship, the person didn't try to make changes or leave the situation.

And I bled for you.
The emotional pain of this relationship caused them to suffer greatly.

And I screamed your name.
The person was desperate for the other person's attention and affection.

And I worshiped you like a messiah.
Despite everything, the person still viewed this individual as an almost divine figure in their life.