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Mr. Sam feat. ClAud 9 Lyrics

All the money in the world couldn't make me look your way
Even if I had all the money in the world, I still wouldn't give you another look.

I'd rather die alone
I would prefer to be alone forever than be with you.

Rather die alone
Being alone is a better option than being with you.

I wish you all the best but if you ever call my way
I hope everything is going well for you, but if you try to contact me, I won't answer.

I won't pick up the phone
I am not willing to talk to you or entertain any conversation with you.

I guess its only fair that you stabbed me last
You hurt me, but I also hurt you in the past, so maybe what you did was justified.

Because I stabbed you first
I initiated the conflict, so maybe you were just reacting to what I did.

But you still took me back
Despite what I did, you still forgave me and gave me a second chance.

I took you for granted to stuck in the past
I didn't appreciate you enough and was too focused on what happened before.

And I let you slip away
I didn't hold onto you tightly enough, and now you are gone.

I ain't sayin that I'm blameless in this
I am not saying that I am innocent in what happened.

But for six whole years you had me so masochistic
For six years, I allowed you to hurt me and make me suffer.

Trying to fix this
I kept trying to make things better between us.

Trying to fix me
I thought that if I fixed myself, things would be better between us.

But I wasn't good enough
Despite my efforts, I could not live up to your expectations or make things right.

No
Not at all.

And all the money in the world couldn't make me look your way
Even if I had all the money in the world, I still wouldn't give you another look.

It took me a minute to understand your game
It took me a while to realize the way you were manipulating and hurting me.

You loved to watch me bleed
You enjoyed seeing me suffer and being in pain.

Loved me in my pain
You thrived on my misery and agony.

Loved that I was touring the world with nothing but you on my mind
You took pleasure in knowing that I was constantly thinking about you while I was away.

You had me go back on the things I believed
You made me compromise my values and principles for the sake of our relationship.

You had me waiting on nothing for all eternity
You made me wait endlessly for nothing to happen between us.

And I waited
Despite everything, I still had hope and waited for you.

And fought for you baby
I struggled and fought to keep us together.

For nothing
But in the end, it was all futile and pointless.

Oo you had me waiting for nothing
You made me wait for something that was never going to happen.

My biggest mistake was assuming I still knew you at all
My biggest mistake was thinking that I still understood who you were as a person.

Oh I didn't know you at all
I was completely wrong about who you really are.

That night I died a thousand times
That night was so painful and traumatic that it felt like I was dying over and over again.

But my daughter breathed in new life in me
My daughter gave me hope and a reason to keep going.

She's all of the good you took away from me
My daughter represents all the positive things that I lost because of you.

My second chance at life
My daughter gave me a second chance to be happy and move on from my past.

And you could never take that away from me
No matter what, you cannot rob me of the joy that my daughter brings me.