You Don't
Mr. Wayfarer Lyrics

When you see my smilin', I'm really frownin'
My outward appearance does not accurately reflect my true emotions

You think you're really wildin'? I'm killa clownin'
You believe you are acting recklessly, but I am actually the dangerous one

Meaning I don't give a fuck about nothing you say that you do
I have no interest in anything you have to say or do

Because stupid is how everybody sounded
Everyone else is acting foolishly in my opinion

Nigga you think you know me, but only if you knew me
You believe you understand who I am, but you really don't

Homie, you would leave me by my lonely
If you truly knew me, you would not want to associate with me

I'm thinking death and destruction
My thoughts revolve around death and causing destruction

Images of blood and pus and I ain't looking for nothing but trouble
I am envisioning violence and chaos and seeking out trouble

Thinking of murdering you when I'm just lounging
Even when I am relaxed, I am still considering the idea of killing someone

(That's just the devil, just the devil)
I am attributing my dark thoughts and impulses to the influence of the devil

Block it out and keep it moving
I am trying to ignore my negative thoughts and continue on with my life

I'm evil and it's pussy that I'm pursuing
I am a villainous person and am seeking out weakness to exploit

Gimme the Bible, yes I need it 'cause Tecca Nina's in ruin
I am in a state of ruin and need the guidance of the Bible to help me

Mentally I'm fuckin' up when really I don't know what I'm doin'
My mental state is deteriorating even though I am unsure of what I am doing

My tolerance for physical pain has gained rapidly
I have become able to withstand physical pain more easily than before

I'm gobbling more thizzles then thangs but it came back at me
I am taking in more drugs than I can handle and it is causing negative consequences for me

The holy father must have flipped and became mad at me
I believe that God is angry with me because of my actions

Because I'm pondering a wicked insane strategy
I am considering a cruel and crazy plan

How to end it all (Yeah), many men will fall (Yeah)
I am planning to cause destruction and harm to many people

Any sin I saw (Yeah), Nina been involved (Yeah)
I have been involved in committing many sins

You don't really want it with me punk you don't have the gall
You are not brave enough to challenge me

The taste of blood on my tongue makin' me want to brawl
The experience of violence is enticing and makes me want to fight

No sentimental shit, death is the penalty
There is no room for sentimentality, death is the punishment for wrongs committed

For any bitch you try to re-kindle this
Anyone who tries to reignite a conflict with me will face severe consequences

It'll get your temple hit
You will face a violent attack

'Bout to bubble, about to pop just like a pimple get
I am about to burst with violent energy similar to a ready-to-burst pimple

Send it something so insane I'm so not for simple shit
I am planning to carry out an insane and complex plan

So teeter totter mothafucka if you want it
If you are looking for conflict, be prepared to face the consequences

But just keep it to the left of me, crazy 'til the death of me
Stay away from me and my craziness, I will be like this for life

Pussy money more money blood and guts is the recipe
My recipe for success involves exploiting weakness and violence

Half and hell of drama for Nina is a necessity
Being involved in intense and chaotic situations is a necessary part of my life

Good and bad is fightin' within me and I'm the referee
I am in a constant struggle between my good and bad side and am the one in control

Shit is looking like it is evil getting the best of me
My evil side is starting to overpower my good side

Bitches think I'm pleasant and really wantin' the sex with me
Women believe I am a nice person but I am really only interested in sex

I'm promisin' you I'm losing it, you don't really want to mess with me
I am warning you that I am losing control and it is not wise to provoke me

Betta load up your drums
Prepare yourself for a violent confrontation

Load up your guns
Arm yourself for battle

Everybody better get to runnin'
Everyone should flee and run away

You don't want it from me
You do not want to engage in conflict with me

See I'm believing that people are really angels and demons
I believe that people are either good or evil and there is no in-between

Instead of human beings
I do not see people as complex individuals

I'm havin' feelings of wanting to be the cause of you bleeding
I am fantasizing about causing someone else physical harm

Causin' your family to be grieving now your soul is leaving
I am considering the consequences of my violent actions and how they would affect others

Entered in my mind the raw holy words and religious battles
I am considering religious themes and battles in my thoughts

Keep 'em mutilated like cannibal over serpent rattles
I imagine myself as a cannibalistic person, causing gruesome harm to others

I'm seeing shadows and bodies swingin' from gallows
I am imagining a violent and oppressive environment

As I'm sitting in a circle surrounded by seven candles
I am in a dark and foreboding setting

My eyes rolls back, I speak in tongues, I bleed from gums
I am experiencing a physical and spiritual breakdown

It's time to hit the streets with guns
I am preparing to act violently in a public setting

I'm bustin' seventy shots laughin' as the people run
I am engaging in a violent and chaotic act and finding amusement in it

I plead to be free from these evil deeds I've done
I am asking to be released from the cycle of violence and wrongdoing I have participated in

Until the pain coincides with my violence and agony
I will continue to inflict pain and cause suffering until it catches up with me

Oh the humanity, why does he keep stabbing me
I feel like I am being punished or attacked by a higher power

But it's me that I'm stabbing, it's self-inflicted wounds
I am the one causing myself harm, both physically and mentally

The Hitchcock of hip-hop, the end is comin' soon
I am likening myself to a director of horror films and implying that my violent tendencies will bring about my downfall