A Snowflake in May
My Endless Winter Lyrics


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I know you'll never feel me
I'm dying to see tomorrow
There's noone left to save me now, life is upside down
And I'm falling endlessly
Cause it's over, it's over
And I'm drowning in regret
Dad forgive all of the things I've left unsaid
Stuck inside an hourglass
Time runs so fast
No future no past
Cause I know this time it won't last
I feel it
Crawling underneath my skin
From something become nothing
From a "being" become a "has been"
As you lay me down to sleep
Pray Thee Lord my soul to keep
Cause I'll never gonna have another chance to live
What was meant to be was meant to be
Mother hold me
As I'm reaching for the light
And now i'm counting down
The last grain of sand
Time could never heal me
I hope it can erase your sorrow
And though we said our last goodbye, there's no reason why
I should fear eternity
Well it's over, it's over
As i finally break free
God please justify the doubt inside of me
So bittersweet and gray
Like a snowflake in May
I feel myself decaying
Will I live to see another day
In pain - I 'm gone
I've been aching for too long
I got no strength to carry on
Cause everything is said and done
Don't you care now all the pain is gone
As you lay me down to sleep
Pray Thee Lord my soul to keep
Cause I'll never gonna have another chance to live
What was meant to be was meant to be
Mother hold me
As I'm reaching for the light
And now i'm counting down
The last grain of sand
Don't you care the pain is gone
I don't feel it anymore
Now my spirit's wearing off
Please don't cry and let me go
Don't you care the pain is gone
I don't feel it anymore




Now my spirit's wearing off
Please don't cry and let me go

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "A Snowflake in May" by My Endless Winter convey a sense of hopelessness and resignation, as well as a longing for forgiveness and release from pain. The singer feels unseen and unheard by others, yearning for a future that seems out of reach. They express a feeling of being alone and abandoned, with no one left to offer salvation or support. This leads them to feel like they are falling endlessly, overwhelmed by regret and a sense of finality.


The lyrics also touch upon the themes of time and mortality. The singer feels trapped in an hourglass, where time passes quickly, leaving them with no future and no past. They acknowledge that this time of suffering and despair won't last, but it still weighs heavily on them. There is a sense of decay and loss, as they feel themselves becoming nothing and transitioning from a "being" to a "has been."


The lyrics also express a desire for comfort and understanding. The singer seeks forgiveness from their father for the things left unsaid, indicating a longing for closure and reconciliation. They also reach out to their mother, wanting her embrace as they try to reach for the light. There is a countdown, symbolized by the last grain of sand, suggesting an impending end or a sense of finality.


The final verses of the song convey a sense of surrender and acceptance. The singer hopes that their pain can be erased and that their loved ones will find solace and peace in their absence. There is a plea to God for justification and a release from doubt. The lyrics describe the experience as bittersweet and gray, comparing it to a snowflake in May, which is unexpected and out of place. The ultimate desire is to escape the pain and suffering, to no longer feel it, and for loved ones to let go and move on.


Line by Line Meaning

I know you'll never feel me
I understand that you will never truly understand or empathize with my emotions and experiences


I'm dying to see tomorrow
I am incredibly eager and longing to experience what comes next, to have hope for the future


There's no one left to save me now, life is upside down
I feel completely alone and abandoned, with my life in a chaotic, disorienting state


And I'm falling endlessly
I am continuously descending into a state of despair and hopelessness


Cause it's over, it's over
The situation or relationship has come to an end, there is no going back


And I'm drowning in regret
I am consumed by deep remorse and guilt


Dad forgive all of the things I've left unsaid
Father, please grant me forgiveness for all the words and thoughts I never expressed to you


Stuck inside an hourglass
I feel trapped in a limited and constricting timeline, with time slipping away quickly


Time runs so fast
Time passes at an alarming rate, making it difficult to keep up or savor the present moment


No future no past
There is a sense of emptiness, with no foreseeable future or meaningful past to hold on to


Cause I know this time it won't last
I am aware that this current situation or phase will not endure or have a lasting impact


I feel it
I am aware of a certain sensation or emotion


Crawling underneath my skin
It is a feeling of discomfort or unease that penetrates deeply, affecting me on a fundamental level


From something become nothing
I have witnessed or experienced a transformation from significance to insignificance, from existence to non-existence


From a 'being' become a 'has been'
I have transitioned from being alive and active in the present to being someone who is seen as past their prime, irrelevant, or forgotten


As you lay me down to sleep
While you gently place me in a state of slumber or rest


Pray Thee Lord my soul to keep
I beseech the Lord to protect and safeguard my soul


Cause I'll never gonna have another chance to live
Because I will never have another opportunity to experience life or seize new opportunities


What was meant to be was meant to be
Accepting that whatever is destined or fated to occur cannot be changed


Mother hold me
Mother, embrace me tightly in your arms for comfort and solace


As I'm reaching for the light
While I strive to attain a sense of hope, positivity, or enlightenment


And now I'm counting down
Currently, I am engaged in the act of calculating or anticipating the remaining time or moments


The last grain of sand
Referring to the final granule within an hourglass, metaphorically indicating the end or passing of time


Time could never heal me
The mere passage of time cannot mend or alleviate my emotional pain or wounds


I hope it can erase your sorrow
However, I wish that time could bring about the erasure of your grief and sadness


And though we said our last goodbye, there's no reason why
Despite parting ways and bidding farewell, there is no logical justification for our separation or the circumstances surrounding it


I should fear eternity
I should not be afraid of an infinite or everlasting existence


Well it's over, it's over
Well, it has come to an end, it has concluded


As I finally break free
As I ultimately liberate myself from the shackles or constraints that have held me captive


God please justify the doubt inside of me
God, I implore you to provide validation or reasoning for the uncertainty and skepticism that reside within me


So bittersweet and gray
My emotional state is both melancholic and nostalgic, colored by a muted, subdued tone


Like a snowflake in May
Similar to a delicate snowflake in an unexpected and out-of-place season like May, I feel out of sync or inappropriate in my current circumstances


I feel myself decaying
I am aware of my own deterioration, whether it be physical, emotional, or spiritual


Will I live to see another day
Am I destined to survive or experience another day of existence?


In pain - I'm gone
I depart from this world, leaving behind a legacy or memory of suffering and anguish


I've been aching for too long
I have been enduring and suffering from pain for an extended period


I got no strength to carry on
I lack the necessary resilience or energy to continue persevering and moving forward


Cause everything is said and done
Because everything has been concluded and resolved, there is nothing more to be said or done


Don't you care now all the pain is gone
Do you not feel concerned or interested now that all the suffering has dissipated?


Now my spirit's wearing off
Now, the essence of my being or my inner strength is diminishing or fading away


Please don't cry and let me go
I implore you not to weep and to allow me to depart or move on peacefully


Don't you care the pain is gone
Do you not feel any concern or regard now that the pain has vanished?


I don't feel it anymore
I no longer experience the pain or suffering I once did


Now my spirit's wearing off
Now, the essence of my being or my inner strength is diminishing or fading away


Please don't cry and let me go
I implore you not to weep and to allow me to depart or move on peacefully




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Dimitrios Kalogirou, Diogenis Evgenidis, Isaak Evgenidis

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