Don't You Want Me
N.E.R.Y Lyrics

When you see my smilin', I'm really frownin'
My outward appearance may appear happy, but inside I am actually feeling sad

You think you're really wildin'? I'm killa clownin'
You believe you are acting out of control, but in reality, I am just pretending to be a dangerous and crazy person

Meaning I don't give a fuck about nothing you say that you do
This means that I have no interest or care in anything you say or do

Because stupid is how everybody sounded
Everyone's words sounded foolish and unintelligent

Nigga you think you know me, but only if you knew me
You believe you understand who I am, but you would only truly know me if you had a deeper understanding

Homie, you would leave me by my lonely
If you truly knew me, you would distance yourself from me

I'm thinking death and destruction
My thoughts are consumed by ideas of death and causing harm

Images of blood and pus and I ain't looking for nothing but trouble
I constantly have disturbing images in my mind of violence and chaos, and I seek out trouble intentionally

Thinking of murdering you when I'm just lounging
Even in moments of relaxation, I entertain thoughts of murdering you

(That's just the devil, just the devil)
I attribute these dark thoughts and desires to the influence of the devil

Block it out and keep it moving
I try to suppress these thoughts and continue with my life

I'm evil and it's pussy that I'm pursuing
I embrace my evil nature and actively seek out sexual encounters

Gimme the Bible, yes I need it 'cause Tecca Nina's in ruin
I request the Bible as a way to find solace and guidance because I am in a state of chaos and destruction

Mentally I'm fuckin' up when really I don't know what I'm doin'
My mental state is deteriorating, and I feel lost and uncertain about my actions

My tolerance for physical pain has gained rapidly
I have developed a high tolerance for physical pain at a fast rate

I'm gobbling more thizzles then thangs but it came back at me
I am consuming more drugs and pills than I can handle, and it is resulting in negative consequences

The holy father must have flipped and became mad at me
I believe that God has become angry with me and turned against me

Because I'm pondering a wicked insane strategy
I am contemplating a twisted and deranged plan

How to end it all (Yeah), many men will fall (Yeah)
I am considering ways to bring about my own demise, which would result in the harm of many others

Any sin I saw (Yeah), Nina been involved (Yeah)
I have been involved in committing various sins and wrongdoings

You don't really want it with me punk you don't have the gall
You do not truly desire to engage in conflict with me because you lack the courage and audacity

The taste of blood on my tongue makin' me want to brawl
The sensation of blood in my mouth is triggering my desire to engage in a violent fight

No sentimental shit, death is the penalty
I have no emotional connection or attachment, and death is the consequence of crossing me

For any bitch you try to re-kindle this
If anyone attempts to revive or rekindle any conflict with me, they will face severe consequences

It'll get your temple hit
Their actions will result in harm to their head or mind

'Bout to bubble, about to pop just like a pimple get
I am on the verge of exploding and causing chaos, similar to a pimple bursting

Send it something so insane I'm so not for simple shit
I will initiate something incredibly insane and complex, as I am not interested in simple matters

So teeter totter mothafucka if you want it
So, if you wish to engage in a conflict with me, be prepared for the consequences

But just keep it to the left of me, crazy 'til the death of me
But ensure that your actions remain distant from me, as I am always going to be insane and volatile until I die

Pussy money more money blood and guts is the recipe
My desires revolve around sex, wealth, and violence, and they are the ingredients that drive me

Half and hell of drama for Nina is a necessity
Causing and being involved in significant amounts of chaos and conflict is essential for me, Nina

Good and bad is fightin' within me and I'm the referee
There is a constant battle between good and evil inside me, and I am the one who decides which side will prevail

Shit is looking like it is evil getting the best of me
It seems that evil is overcoming me and having a stronger influence

Bitches think I'm pleasant and really wantin' the sex with me
Women perceive me as pleasant and are attracted to me for sexual encounters

I'm promisin' you I'm losing it, you don't really want to mess with me
I assure you that I am losing control of myself, and you should not involve yourself with me

Betta load up your drums
You should prepare and arm yourself

Load up your guns
Get your firearms ready

Everybody better get to runnin'
Everyone should start fleeing

You don't want it with me
You do not desire to confront me

I'm a lyrical cynical rippin' ya pinnacle
I am a skilled and critical lyricist, tearing down your achievements

Damage anybody when I see they really want it with me
I will harm anyone who actively seeks conflict or confrontation with me

Techa-ninna told me nigga get money
The persona of Tech N9ne advised me to prioritize acquiring wealth

And never been dumby
To never be foolish or easily deceived

Shit on a nigga when he comin' funny with me
I will humiliate someone who tries to provoke or disrespect me

Follow the beat follow your feet
Follow the rhythm of the music and let your instincts guide your actions

Gimme the weed keys G's
Give me marijuana, car keys, and money

And a quarter pound of bullets with a machete
Provide me with a large amount of ammunition and a machete

Mister Reese known for getting it poppin'
My alter ego, Mister Reese, is known for initiating and creating chaos

You niggas be droppin'
You few individuals cannot withstand my actions and crumble under my pressure

And when you do your albums be floppin'
Your music projects do not succeed and fail to gain popularity

When ever I spit it
Whenever I rap or perform

Man better yet when ever I drop it
Actually, whenever I release new music

Your wifies gone cop it
Your wives will purchase and support my music

She even tell you nigga go cop it
She might even urge you to buy my music

And you don't want it from me
You do not desire to receive or engage with what I have to offer

See I'm believing that people are really angels and demons
I hold the belief that individuals can possess both angelic and demonic qualities

Instead of human beings
Rather than seeing others as regular humans

I'm havin' feelings of wanting to be the cause of you bleeding
I have a desire to inflict harm and make you bleed

Causin' your family to be grieving now your soul is leaving
By causing harm, your family will experience grief as your soul departs

Entered in my mind the raw holy words and religious battles
My mind is filled with intense and sacred words and conflicts related to religion

Keep 'em mutilated like cannibal over serpent rattles
I keep these words distorted and twisted, like a savage devouring prey over a hissing snake

I'm seeing shadows and bodies swingin' from gallows
I am witnessing eerie and unsettling scenes of shadows and corpses hanging from the gallows

As I'm sitting in a circle surrounded by seven candles
I am in a ritualistic setting, positioned within a circle and surrounded by seven lit candles

My eyes rolls back, I speak in tongues, I bleed from gums
During this ritual, my eyes roll upwards, I speak in unintelligible languages, and blood oozes from my gums

It's time to hit the streets with guns
It is now the moment to take to the streets armed with firearms

I'm bustin' seventy shots laughin' as the people run
I am firing seventy rounds while laughing as innocent individuals flee in fear

I plead to be free from these evil deeds I've done
I beg to be released from the wicked actions I have committed

Until the pain coincides with my violence and agony
I will continue to endure pain that aligns with my violent and tormenting nature

Oh the humanity, why does he keep stabbing me
Expressing despair and questioning why I continue to harm myself

But it's me that I'm stabbing, it's self-inflicted wounds
I am inflicting harm upon myself with self-destructive actions

The Hitchcock of hip-hop, the end is comin' soon
I am compared to Alfred Hitchcock in the world of hip-hop, and my journey is approaching its conclusion