Overdose
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Tryna cover pain up buyin' all these things
I'm trying to mask my emotional hurt by buying material possessions.

Lately I been feeling like it's something missing (oh, missing)
I've been feeling like there's a void in my life, something that's lacking.

Lately it's a problem every time the phone ring (ring, ring)
Whenever my phone rings, it's usually someone calling with a problem or request.

Can't help everybody, gotta do my own thing (yeah)
I can't please everyone, I have to focus on myself and my own goals.

Wish that when I die could change my batteries
I wish that death wasn't the end, and that I could recharge myself and continue living.

Can't believe I thought about a salary (yeah)
I can't believe that at one point all I cared about was money.

Love my fans, they get everything outta me
I love my fans and I want to give them everything I have.

But when I get depressed, no one can help me (help me)
When I'm feeling down, no one can really offer me help or support.

Don't know why they hate me since I came on the scene
I don't understand why people dislike me just because I'm successful.

Don't nobody know what it feel like to be me (whoa)
No one can truly understand what it's like to be me and experience the things I've gone through.

They be so naive, it's easy fooling family
Even my own family can be easily fooled and don't really know me.

They think I'm happy just 'cause they see me on TV (yeah)
Just because I'm on television doesn't mean I'm always happy and fulfilled.

Three years ago these bitches weren't fuckin' with me (with me)
Three years ago, these women weren't interested in me and now they are.

When she said she love me, yeah, it's hard to believe
When someone says they love me, I find it hard to believe because I've been hurt before.

I think she just in love with who I'm destined to be (whoa, yeah)
I think she's only in love with the idea of who I'm going to become, not who I am now.

If I wasn't getting checks, nobody checking for me
If I wasn't making money, no one would care about me or pay attention to me.

Xannies had me comatose (yeah)
Xanax pills had me in a state of unconsciousness.

And it was all my problem's fault (my problem's fault)
I take responsibility for my addiction and the problems that come with it.

Sometimes I hope I overdose (overdose)
At times, I wish I would accidentally take too many pills and die to escape my problems.

Just to get all of my problems solved
Death seems like a solution to all of my problems.

Gotta get my brothers out the cage (cage)
I have to help my brothers out of their difficult situations.

And don't care what it cost
I'm willing to pay any price to help my brothers.

All my brothers on the same page
My brothers and I are united and have the same goals.

Nobody takin' orders, everyone a boss (yeah)
We're all leaders and refuse to take orders from others.

I was sellin' weed on foot (on foot)
I used to sell marijuana by walking around on foot.

I trapped the soles of my Jordans off
I worked so hard by walking to sell weed that my Jordan sneakers fell apart.

Somebody from my hood just got took
Someone from my old neighborhood was killed or arrested.

And I still feel like I should get involved
I feel like I should do something to help, even though I'm not directly involved anymore.

I ain't tryna give into the pain
I'm not going to let my pain control me.

But it's getting hard stayin' strong
It's becoming increasingly difficult to stay strong and not give up.

You wonder why I be takin' all these things
You might wonder why I take drugs and medication to cope with my problems.

I been stressed, but not for too long
I've been under stress for a while, but I won't let it go on forever.

Thumbs hurtin', I been countin' hunnids all day
My thumbs are sore from counting money all day.

Workin' hard so I go hard when it's time to play
I work hard so I can play hard too.

With XO all your dreams come true, you know you gettin' paid
Being a part of the XO label means your dreams come true and you'll make money.

Abel went and got a different car for everyday
The leader of the XO label, Abel, has a different car for every day of the week.

Bitches love us so much, my assistant getting laid
Our fame attracts a lot of women, even my assistant is getting laid.

Diamonds need psychologist, they going insane
Our diamonds are so expensive, they almost seem to have a mind of their own.

My jeweler told me that he want like thirty for the chain
My jeweler told me that he wants $30,000 for a chain.

Told him send the invoice, I ain't sweating over petty change
I told him to send me the bill, because I'm not going to worry about such a small amount of money.

Happiness gon' come and go, it balance with the pain
Happiness and pain come and go, they balance each other out.

People know I'm smart, they always tryna pick my brain
People recognize that I'm intelligent and always try to gain knowledge from me.

Didn't cheat, but I still cracked the code to the game
I didn't cheat, but I figured out how to succeed in the music industry.

My DNA got "go and get it" running through my veins
I come from a lineage of hard workers and the drive to succeed is in my blood.

Celebrating every time I'm making big cake
I'm always celebrating when I make a lot of money.

We was smoking backwoods full of roaches and shake
We used to smoke cheap, low-quality marijuana.

Now we buy another pound every seven days
Now we buy a pound of high-quality marijuana every week.

Got everyone a Visa, book a jet to LA
I provided everyone with a Visa and booked a private jet to Los Angeles.