So Sick
Northern19 Lyrics


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Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walking round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin' you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?




(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Northern19’s song “So Sick” are a reflection on the aftermath of a breakup. The singer is struggling to move on from the past, even though it has been months since their partner left. The song starts with the singer changing their answering machine message. They state that although their partner left them, it's the only way they can still hear their voice. The lyrics suggest the singer is in disbelief, as they are unable to comprehend why they are unable to move on from the relationship. Despite this, they try to convince themselves they’re stronger and that they need to stop walking around with their head hung low. The chorus reveals that they are "so sick of love songs,” tired of crying, and "done with wishing she was still here."


The second verse suggests how the singer is fed up with their thoughts and memories of their relationship. They talk about how every song reminds them of what used to be. They want to forget their past relationships, and the chorus repeats the same feelings of being sick of love songs and wanting to turn off the radio. The bridge tells the listener that the singer is letting go of their feelings and doesn’t want any reminders of what was.


The lyrics to “So Sick” are powerful and relatable to anyone who has experienced a breakup. They reflect the pain and frustration that accompanies letting go of a past relationship. The song's catchy chorus and upbeat melody contrast with the sadness and pain that the lyrics explore, making it both an emotional and catchy tune.


Line by Line Meaning

Gotta change my answering machine
I need to update my voicemail greeting because it still mentions you, even though you left.


Now that I'm alone
Since you left me, I'm all by myself.


Cause right now it says that we
The greeting on my answering machine is misleading because it refers to both of us.


Can't come to the phone
I'm not available to speak to anyone right now.


And I know it makes no sense
I understand that it's illogical to still want to hear your voice, but I can't help it.


Cause you walked out the door
You left me and walked away.


But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
The voicemail is the only way for me to hear you speak, even though it's just a recording.


(it's ridiculous)
I acknowledge that this behavior may seem foolish or unreasonable.


It's been months
A considerable amount of time has passed since you left.


And for some reason I just
Despite the amount of time that has passed, I can't help but still feel attached to you.


(can't get over us)
I can't move on from our relationship and what we had together.


And I'm stronger than this
I know I should be able to overcome my feelings, but it's proving to be difficult.


(enough is enough)
I've had enough of feeling sad and alone and need to take action to get past it.


No more walking round
I'm not going to mope around anymore.


With my head down
I'm done feeling hopeless and defeated.


I'm so over being blue
I'm done feeling sad and upset about the situation.


Crying over you
I'm not going to continue crying over you and what we had.


And I'm so sick of love songs
I'm tired of hearing music that reminds me of our relationship and the love we shared.


So tired of tears
I'm done crying and being upset about the situation.


So done with wishing you were still here
I'm tired of wanting you back and wishing things could be like they were before.


Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
I'm over listening to slow, depressing love songs that just make me feel worse.


So why can't I turn off the radio?
I'm asking myself why I can't stop listening to music that only makes me feel bad.


Gotta fix that calendar I have
I need to change my calendar because it's a reminder of our past and our anniversary.


That's marked July 15th
Our anniversary was on July 15th, and it's a painful reminder of our past.


Because since there's no more you
Since you're no longer around, there's no point in keeping the calendar for that date.


There's no more anniversary
Without you, there's no reason for me to celebrate our anniversary anymore.


I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
I'm tired of constantly thinking about you and our past together.


And your memory
Your memory is always on my mind, and it's hard to forget about you.


And how every song reminds me
Every song I hear seems to remind me of you and our past together.


Of what used to be
It's a reminder of what we had, and how it's now gone.


Leave me alone
I need to be left alone to work through my feelings and move on from our relationship.


Stupid love songs
Love songs that only remind me of our relationship and make me feel bad.


Don't make me think about her smile
I don't want to be reminded of your smile and our past together.


Or having my first child
Thinking about starting a family with you just brings up painful memories.


I'm letting go
I'm finally starting to let go of my feelings and move on from our relationship.


Turning off the radio
I'm turning off the music that only reminds me of you and our relationship.


Said I'm so sick of love songs
Repeating my previous sentiment that I'm tired of hearing love songs.


Why can't I turn off the radio?
Asking myself again why I can't seem to stop listening to music that only makes me feel bad.




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