Not Again
O.V.O. Lyrics

Ignore Me
Please don't disregard me or my feelings

When I say
In the moments when I express

I'll be fine
I'll manage and cope

I'm just trying
I'm attempting

To make You
To have you as mine

Be Mine
Be exclusively with me

I know that
I am aware

I'm wasting
I'm squandering

Free time
My available leisure moments

I'm not
I am not

Trying to speak
Attempting to communicate

Nonsense
Ridiculous or meaningless words

I'm just trying
I'm simply aiming

To clear My conscious
To alleviate my guilt or regrets

Deep down
Within the depths of my being

I really want this
I truly desire this

So bad
Intensely or desperately

Damn this shit
This situation frustrates and agitates me

Drive Me so mad
Causes me to feel insane or crazy

When I think of you
When you occupy my thoughts

The feelings comeback
The emotions resurface or return

Then You tell Me
When you inform me

That I can't have You
That you are unattainable for me

What the hell
Expressing frustration or confusion

Am I supposed to do
What actions should I take

Already let the tension
I have already allowed the strain or discomfort

Expose the truth
Reveal the reality or honesty

Of how bad
Of the intensity or severity

That I want You
That I desire you greatly

Baby Girl
Affectionate term for my love interest

You know that
You are aware that

I could never just let up
I would never simply give up

Even on the day
Not even on the specific day

That first I met You
When we initially crossed paths

I knew You were bad
I recognized that you were captivating or enticing

And I had to do everything
And I would put forth every effort

To get You
To have you as mine

Now I'm sitting in My feelings Fed up
Now I find myself overwhelmed with emotions and disappointment

And looking
And observing or searching

At the time that I gave up
At the moment when I surrendered or quit trying

Girl it's so tough to forget You
It is incredibly difficult to erase you from my memory

Now the only time You see Me
Now the only instance you encounter me

Is when I'm chasing that paper
Is when I am pursuing money or financial success

Apologize for My behavior
I express regret for my past actions

I'm back and matured
I have returned and grown wiser

And I've shaped up
And I have improved or gotten better

I know You feel something
I am aware that you experience some emotions

When they bring My name up
When my name is mentioned or discussed

Fuck the teasing
Disregard the playful or flirtatious behavior

That games up
That deceptive behavior is over

I want You now
I desire you at this very moment

Ain't ashame but
I am not embarrassed to admit that

I'm hoping
I have aspirations or desires

That You feel the same cause
That you share similar sentiments

I know what You want
I understand your desires

Is to be treated
Is to be respected and valued

Unlike these Girls
Unlike other women

That always get cheated
That continually experience betrayal

By these fuck Boys
By these dishonest or unfaithful men

That always deceive them
That consistently mislead or betray them

But luckily Girl
Fortunately, my dear

You keep My heart beating
You are the reason my heart continues to thrive

I don't give a damn
I couldn't care less

If that came out cheesy
If that sounded cliché or trite

Because this is the way
Because this is how

That You'll only believe Me
That you will only trust me

I'm trying to give more
I am striving to offer more

Than what You deserve
Than what you merit or are entitled to

And the best gift of all
And the most valuable present of them all

Is that My lessons are learned
Is that I have gained wisdom from my experiences

My situation
My current circumstances or predicament

It's hard to face My truth
It's difficult to confront my own reality

It's broke Me down
It has shattered my spirit

Turned Me to something new
Transformed me into someone different

And after all the things
And despite everything

That We've been through
That we have experienced together

I can't just move on
I am unable to simply let go and forget

You got Me
You have captured my emotions

Up all night
Remaining awake throughout the night

On My phone
Engrossed in my phone

Hoping I get that
Wishing to receive that

Message
Communication or notification

And even though
Despite the fact that

It's been long
A significant amount of time has passed

I can't forget
I am unable to erase from my memory

How it ended
How our relationship concluded

If I could ever
If I had the opportunity

Right My wrong
Correct my mistakes or errors

Trust Me Girl
Believe me, dear

I regret it
I feel remorseful for it

I want to
I desire to

Show You a change
Demonstrate a transformation or improvement to you

But If You can't see
But if you are unable to perceive

Then what's the difference
Then it doesn't matter, what significance does it hold

I hope you can hear
I wish for you to listen

My voice
What I am expressing or conveying

This was not
This was not the intention or plan

My choice
I did not actively choose this path

But I couldn't
But I was unable to

Find another way
Discover an alternative solution

Since You always
Because you consistently

Found Your way
Managed to navigate towards

Back to My brain
Back into my thoughts and consciousness

But I got to do
But I have to

What I got to do
What is necessary for me to accomplish

Otherwise
If not

I'm never
I will not ever

Going to make a move
Take action or progress further

And I just can't
I simply cannot

Let that be the end
Allow that to be the conclusion

No
Absolutely not

Not again
Not once more