Shirts
Off With Their Heads Lyrics
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Whatever that's supposed to be
I've crossed lines I've never thought I'd cross
My only retreat is falling asleep
But I lie awake every night of the week
And think about how much worse it's become
Whatever that's supposed to be
I'm a different person every time I come home
How can I be so lonely
When you're in the room right next to me
Why has it been like these my whole life?
I need to say it, I need more
I need the feeling that I had before
I got back and started on this whole routine again
Always upstream, always against the grain
[x2]
And nothing will ever change
Nothing will ever change
Ever change
Nothing will ever change
The lyrics of Off With Their Heads's song "Shirts" express an inner conflict of not feeling like oneself and struggling with a sense of loneliness. The phrase "Whatever that's supposed to be" conveys a sense of ambiguity and uncertainty regarding one's identity. The song's opening line sets a pessimistic tone, indicating a sense of hopelessness that is echoed throughout the song. The idea of crossing lines that were never thought possible suggests a feeling of losing control or going against one's moral compass.
The only comfort the singer finds is in sleep, but even then, they lie awake with thoughts of how much worse things have become. The line "I'm a different person every time I come home" suggests a sense of detachment and disconnection from oneself. The feeling of loneliness is compounded by the presence of someone else in the room, emphasizing the emotional distance between the singer and the other person.
The final lines of the song, "And nothing will ever change, nothing will ever change, ever change, nothing will ever change," repeat a sense of hopelessness and give the impression that the situation is unchangeable. The sense of being "always upstream, always against the grain" suggests a feeling of being out of sync with the world or constantly battling against external forces.
Overall, the lyrics of "Shirts" express a deep sense of despair and inner turmoil, with a nihilistic outlook that suggests that change is impossible.
Line by Line Meaning
I don't feel like me
I feel disconnected from my true identity
Whatever that's supposed to be
I am unsure of what I am supposed to feel like
I've crossed lines I've never thought I'd cross
I have done things I never thought I was capable of doing
My only retreat is falling asleep
Sleep is the only refuge I have from my negative thoughts
But I lie awake every night of the week
Even though I try to sleep, my thoughts keep me awake
And think about how much worse it's become
I reflect on how much I have deteriorated emotionally
I'm a different person every time I come home
I feel like I change every time I return home
How can I be so lonely
I am surprised that I can feel so isolated
When you're in the room right next to me
Even though you're physically close, I still feel alone
Why has it been like these my whole life?
I question why I have always felt this way
I need to say it, I need more
I need to express myself and feel more fulfilled
I need the feeling that I had before
I want to feel the way I did before things got bad
I got back and started on this whole routine again
I returned to the same unfulfilling daily routine
Always upstream, always against the grain
I always feel like I am going against the flow, never fitting in
Nothing will ever change
I feel helpless and stuck in my current state
Nothing will ever change
I am repeating this thought again to emphasize my hopelessness
Ever change
I don't see a future where my situation gets better
Contributed by Harper L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Evan Hill
I don't feel like me
Whatever that's supposed to be
i've crossed lines i never thought i'd cross
My only retreat is falling asleep
But I lie awake every night of the week
And think about how much worse it's become
I don't feel like me
Whoever that's supposed to be
I'm a different person every time I come home
How can I be so lonely
When you're in the room right next to me
Why has it been like these my whole life?
I need to say it, I need more
I need the feeling that I had before
I got back and started on this whole routine again
Always upstream, always against the grain
I need to say it, I need more
I need the feeling that I had before
I got back and started on this whole routine again
Always upstream, always against the grain
And nothing will ever change
Nothing will ever change
Ever change
Nothing will ever change
Evan Hill
I don't feel like me
Whatever that's supposed to be
i've crossed lines i never thought i'd cross
My only retreat is falling asleep
But I lie awake every night of the week
And think about how much worse it's become
I don't feel like me
Whoever that's supposed to be
I'm a different person every time I come home
How can I be so lonely
When you're in the room right next to me
Why has it been like these my whole life?
I need to say it, I need more
I need the feeling that I had before
I got back and started on this whole routine again
Always upstream, always against the grain
I need to say it, I need more
I need the feeling that I had before
I got back and started on this whole routine again
Always upstream, always against the grain
And nothing will ever change
Nothing will ever change
Ever change
Nothing will ever change
Mark Martin
This band writes lyrics that we can relate to, with the same aggression we all feel.
kurt ward
This is like the 10th song I heard by this band, and nothing hit me harder like a brick in the face, Ryan straight described my life in 2 minutes, the level of him saying my life is scary good. There are mornings where if my child werent alone in her crib my anxiety would easy let me cross certain lines that would result in not having consciousness again for myself as the only solution to stop this anxiety and discomfort. If I didn't have these songs to sing as therapy I would be a pile of ashes in a jar
Kyle Lebowski
Right in the feels, every time.
JanieJones77
I love this band so goddamn much!
Cold Hands Kal
Very good singer
First Light Heyoka
I can relate with this very deeply
Hassan
Fuck I love this album..can relate to most of the songs
Entropy
I'm a different person everytime I come home. How can I be so lonely when you're in the room right next to me? ðŸ˜
Ben
I feel you bro.