Find What You're Looking For
Olivia O Brien Lyrics

I always knew you'd be the one
I always had a feeling that you were going to be the person who would break me down.

To break me down, no, it's not fun
You breaking me down wasn't fun and it hurt me deeply.

To be the girl you hit and run
I felt like you weren't taking our relationship seriously and that I was just a temporary fling for you.

Wish you were sorry for the things you've done
I wish you would apologize for the way you treated me.

And after all you put me through
After everything you've put me through, I'm tired and worn out.

I'm sick and tired of loving you more
I've grown tired of loving you more than you love me.

I just can't give you what you're looking for
I've come to the realization that I cannot give you what you want in a relationship.

I hope you find what you're looking for
I hope you find what you're searching for in life.

What you're looking for
Whatever it is that you're searching for.

Didn't give you what you want
I wasn't able to provide you with what you desired in a relationship.

Gave you what you need
However, I did provide you with what you needed from me.

You beg me "please, baby, baby, don't leave"
You begged me not to leave you.

They say you don't know what you got
It's said that sometimes we don't realize what we have until it's gone.

'Til it's too late, I'm already gone
But in my case, it was too late and I had already moved on.

I don't care that you're not here
I've come to not care that you're no longer in my life.

Won't wipe my eyes, cause there's no tears
I won't cry over you anymore because I have no tears left to shed.

I'm not what you wanted, I'm not what you need
I realized that I'm not the type of person you wanted or needed in your life.

Just not what you wanted and that's fine with me
And that's okay with me, I don't need to be what you want.

I don't why I cared so much
I don't understand why I put so much effort and energy into our relationship.

I'm doing fine without your love
But now, I'm doing just fine without your love.

I always knew that you were not about me
I always had a feeling that you weren't truly invested in our relationship.

Always doing things I like without me
It seemed like you were always making decisions without taking my desires into consideration.

Tryna front you, say you're just a bad boy
You tried to act tough and like a bad boy to impress me.

But I know you, you're nothing but a sad boy
But in reality, I see through your act and realize that you're just a sad and unhappy person.

You lie to me, you tell me that you love me
You told me you loved me, but it was just a lie.

Saying that you put no one above me
You claimed that no one was more important to you than me.

But I'm not dumb, I know just what you wanted
But I'm not naive, I know that you were only saying those things to get what you wanted from me.

I never should've stayed, just being honest
Looking back, I realize that I shouldn't have stayed in our relationship for as long as I did.