PILLS
Ouse Lyrics

Pop another pill so I don't have to feel
Consume another pill to numb my emotions

Nothing seems so real you are gone until
Reality feels distant without you

I close my eyes
Seeking solace in darkness

Think of the ways we used to fight
Reflecting on past conflicts

I got high and I regret it
Feeling remorseful after getting intoxicated

I got demons in my attic
Internal struggles haunt me

Feel like flying like Aladdin
Longing for an escape from reality

But I know that's not gon' happen
Realizing the impossibility of the desired escape

Real life's tragic i got magic
Despite the hardships, I possess resilience

Like I'm Hagrid let me at it
Eager to confront challenges like Hagrid in Harry Potter

But nothing changed so I am sad again
Disappointed by the lack of transformation

The mountain's silhouette
The outline of the mountain

Our clothes are soaking wet
Drenched clothing

Beneath the purple sky
Under the colored sky

We clench our fists and cry
Expressing frustration and sorrow

Take me high, to the sky
Elevate me, uplift my spirits

Lay me down, take a ride
Allow me to rest and escape

Don't know why I feel this way
Uncertain about the emotions I'm experiencing

But I'm alright I'll be fine
Optimistic about overcoming difficulties

Fly away, for the night
Seek temporary relief

Tired of light, but you know what I'm like
Fatigued by reality, but recognizing my tendencies

Don't want to feel this way, but
Desire to break free from negative emotions

I'm alright, I'll be fine
Maintaining positivity despite struggles

My home is a graveyard mine like a bombard
My mind feels desolate and destructive

Eyes like a seafarer soon I gotta ask her
Eyes filled with longing to find answers

I know it can get hard my tears stay molten
Recognizing the challenges while maintaining emotional vulnerability

Got mind so broken no moping or hoping
Feeling mentally shattered, without optimism

Mind's soon exploding
Thoughts becoming overwhelming

Writing like I'm Tolkien
Expressing emotions and experiences through writing

Demon's got his hands on me
Feeling controlled or influenced by inner demons

Forgetting what I'm gonna be
Losing sight of my future prospects

Other people see me and they think
Perceived differently by others

They never wanted me to be me
Feeling misunderstood or unaccepted by others

Lying to myself implying I need help
Deceiving myself about my need for assistance

I just wanna stop feeling my sad health
Desiring relief from emotional pain

You and me are opposites
We have contrasting natures

That's why you always lose your shit
Explaining the reason for your anger outbursts

You told me I was losing it
Accusing me of losing my sanity

That's why are a hypocrite
Highlighting your hypocritical behavior

Yeah why are we still doing this?
Questioning the continuation of our relationship

Tell me something different
Share an alternative perspective

Like how you crushed my heart again
Acknowledging the pain caused by your actions

Can you hold me in your arms again
Yearning for physical affection

(The mountain's silhouette)
(Referring back to the outline of the mountain)

I don't remember your face
Memories of your appearance are fading

Hold me once again
Longing to be held again

(Our clothes are soaking wet)
(Recalling drenched clothing)

I don't remember your face
Struggling to recall your visage

So I am lost again (Beneath the purple sky)
Feeling directionless amidst the colored sky

Try not to think back or I'll get sad
Avoiding reminiscing to prevent sadness

So I am lost again
Feeling lost once more

(We clench our fists and cry)
(Revisiting the expression of frustration and sorrow)

I got nowhere to go so I'll be back
Having no alternative, I will return