Fake Love
P.A.T. Lyrics

Fake love made me hate love
The experience of being deceived by false love has caused me to despise the concept of love itself.

Remember you was my Patna but now it feel like we enemies
I used to consider you a close friend, but now our relationship feels fractured and hostile.

Iss always a problem & I'm not feeling that energy
There seems to always be conflict and negativity surrounding us, and I am not receptive to that type of atmosphere.

This shit feeling finicky
This situation feels unstable and unpredictable.

I can tell you ain't feeling me
I can sense that your emotions and sentiments towards me have changed.

I admit that iss killing me
I acknowledge that this situation is causing me great emotional pain.

I didn't think this would ever be
I never anticipated that our relationship would deteriorate in this manner.

Wasn't worth it to say the least
In retrospect, the effort and investment put into this relationship were not justified or worthwhile.

How tf would I know that you'd end up hating me
There was no way for me to predict that you would develop such animosity towards me.

Used to love me now you don't know what to say to me
You once had affection for me, but now you are at a loss for words in our interactions.

Barely talk cause you rather be far away from me
Our communication has become minimal because you prefer to maintain distance from me.

I don't know what else that could be
I am uncertain about any other explanation for the current state of our relationship.

Yo heart don't got a place for me
Your heart no longer holds any space or affection for me.

Shidd I'm on the lamb with baggage
I am on the run, carrying emotional burdens and unresolved issues.

Nothing new thought it was you to understand the savage
I believed you were someone who could comprehend and accept my complex nature, but it seems I was mistaken.

But shidd i bumped my head made some mistakes it happens
However, I made errors and misjudgments, as is a common occurrence in life.

Couldn't see forest past the trees now it's just pain & ashes
I was unable to look beyond immediate circumstances and now all that remains is suffering and destruction.

I'm laughing
Despite the hardship, I find humor in the irony of this situation.

Cause it's funny how this shit go
Because it is amusing how life unfolds in unexpected and ironic ways.

The ones you love the most you always find you wasn't meant for
It is often the case that the people you deeply care for are not destined to be a part of your life.

Shidd I'm medicating to prevent me losing my mental
I am resorting to self-medication in order to preserve my sanity and emotional well-being.

I'm just writing off my tears with instrumentals
I am using music as a means to express and cope with my emotions instead of shedding tears.

Tryna find something to love
I am attempting to discover something or someone to genuinely love and connect with.

But somehow I can't
Unfortunately, I am unable to find that desired love.

Some how I keep looking in all the places you ain't
Strangely, I continuously search for love in locations or individuals where it does not exist.

Perhaps it's just me cause it feel like no one relates
Maybe it is solely my experience, but it seems as though no one understands or shares my perspective.

I wanted something to love but kept finding something to hate
Despite my longing for genuine love, I have consistently encountered disappointment, causing me to harbor feelings of hatred instead.

Only found something to hate
In my pursuit, I have only come across things or people that provoke feelings of animosity.

Kept running into the fake
I repeatedly encounter deceit and inauthenticity in my search for genuine love.

Man I can't focus on shit
I am unable to concentrate on anything.

Got it hard to think about anything Can't lie like I can see this shit will amount up to anything
It is challenging for me to envision a positive outcome or success for anything at the moment.

Prayed to the lord to get all the fake shit away from me
I have sincerely prayed to a higher power, seeking deliverance from all the insincere and deceitful aspects of my life.

Took you away you from me
Ultimately, you were removed from my life.

Crazy huh
It is quite remarkable, isn't it?

She was more than lover I guess that's why it's been killing me
She held a significance in my life beyond that of just a romantic partner, which is why her absence is causing me immense pain.

Nigga feeling like Billy D
I am experiencing emotions similar to those of Billy Dee Williams, a well-known actor.

Singing blues in the city streets
Expressing my sorrow and distress through the art of singing blues music in urban environments.

It probably wasn't meant to be
It is likely that our relationship was not destined to succeed.

Or my karma just getting me
Alternatively, it could be a result of my past actions catching up with me in the form of negative consequences.

Another lesson just testing me
This is another life lesson that is challenging and testing my resilience.

Probably something not meant for me
Perhaps this particular experience or relationship was never meant to be a part of my journey.

I'm on the plane with baggage
Metaphorically, I am traveling through life with unresolved issues and emotional baggage.

Feel like I can't stand the rain because my plane was damaged
I feel extremely vulnerable and unable to withstand adversity because my metaphorical plane of life has been damaged.

I'm flying tho shiddd you know this plane ain't average
Nevertheless, I am still moving forward, even though my journey is far from ordinary.

Tried to give her Eddie Cain but she want Kane it happens
I attempted to offer her something genuine and valuable, but she desired someone or something less substantial.

On gawd tho
I swear, I affirm the truth of my statement.

Life is funny I'm in pain but laughing
Life can be ironic, as I find myself experiencing both pain and laughter simultaneously.

Cause the one you love the most drive you insane and crash it
The person you love deeply can often be the cause of your mental instability and the destruction of your relationship.

Feel like I live in a room where the walls are padded
I have a constant sensation of being confined and isolated in a space where the surroundings offer no relief or escape.

Off my rocker didn't think that you'd come to make it happen
I have become mentally unstable, and I never anticipated that you would contribute to this state of mind.

Kept finding something to hate
Continuously, I encounter situations or individuals that elicit feelings of animosity in me.

Man I can't focus on shit
I am unable to concentrate on anything.

Got it hard to think about anything Can't lie like I can see this shit will amount up to anything
It is challenging for me to envision a positive outcome or success for anything at the moment.

Tryna find something to love
I am attempting to discover something or someone to genuinely love and connect with.

But somehow I can't
Unfortunately, I am unable to find that desired love.

Some how I keep looking in all the places you ain't
Strangely, I continuously search for love in locations or individuals where it does not exist.

Perhaps it's just me cause it feel like no one relates
Maybe it is solely my experience, but it seems as though no one understands or shares my perspective.

I wanted something to love but kept finding something to hate
Despite my longing for genuine love, I have consistently encountered disappointment, causing me to harbor feelings of hatred instead.

Kept finding something to hate
In my pursuit, I have only come across things or people that provoke feelings of animosity.

Fake love made me hate love
The experience of being deceived by false love has caused me to despise the concept of love itself.

Yea fake love made me hate love
Yes, indeed, false love has intensified my hatred towards the idea of genuine love.

Yea fake love made me hate love
Yes, indeed, false love has intensified my hatred towards the idea of genuine love.

Yea fake love made me hate love
Yes, indeed, false love has intensified my hatred towards the idea of genuine love.