Jaded
PLVTINUM Lyrics

I'm fresh out of love
I no longer have any feelings of love

My soul is degraded
My inner self has become damaged and lesser in quality

I'm sorry, I tried
I apologize, I made an effort

Too broken to cry
I am so emotionally shattered that I cannot even shed tears

I know that you hate it
I am aware that you despise the situation

Early 20s were wasted
The earlier years of my twenties were squandered

I'm so fucking tired
I am extremely exhausted

I'm not in denial
I am not refusing to acknowledge the truth

I'm sorry I'm jaded
I apologize for becoming disillusioned and cynical

If I call is it an issue?
Will it cause problems if I reach out to you?

Cause I wonder if you left town
Because I am curious if you have departed from this place

You were all I could commit to
You were the only person I could dedicate myself to

I feel nothing, it’s an issue
I have lost the ability to experience any emotions, and it is causing problems

I've given up, I know I let you down
I have surrendered, and I acknowledge that I disappointed you

I've been sipping girl I must just drown
I have been consuming alcohol, perhaps to the point of submerging myself

Need a re-do
I require a chance to start over

Everything is see through
Everything appears transparent and lacking substance

20-something
Referring to the age range in the twenties

I don't feel enough
I do not experience an adequate amount of emotions

Fill the void with drugs
I attempt to alleviate the emptiness with the use of substances

I'm fucked up
I am mentally and emotionally damaged

Brain won't shut the fuck up
My mind won't stop racing and tormenting me

Demons in my dreams
Nightmares involving malevolent beings haunt me

Talking to me
The demons and nightmares communicate with me

I feel better with my eyes closed
I find solace when I shut my eyes

Lil mama you can't love me caus I'm hollow
Little lady, you cannot have romantic feelings for me because I lack depth and substance

I'm Jaded
I have become disillusioned and emotionally hardened

Blue turn to back now
The color blue transforms into darkness or negativity

Stacking green, make me act wild
Accumulating money drives me to behave recklessly

They don't know it's all an act, wow
Others are unaware that my actions are merely a facade

Stage right, pull the curtain, I'll take a bow now
I am concluding my performance, gracefully exiting the stage

Patek panic attack
Experiencing a sudden and intense feeling of distress while wearing an expensive watch brand

Ice when I check the hour
Feeling a coldness within me when I glance at the time

Heart is frozen and black
My heart has become ice-cold and devoid of warmth

Dice, roll that shit
Dice, let's engage in a game of chance

I'm rolling, sipping the gnac
I am partaking in rolling the dice while simultaneously drinking cognac

I drink 1,2,3
I consume alcoholic beverages in increasing quantities

Call and ask for you back
I reach out and inquire about the possibility of rekindling our relationship

Give me a re-do
Please grant me another chance