I Need Help
PRoject OxiD feat Hopsin Lyrics

I just, I just don't, I just, I just, I just don't know
I am feeling confused and unsure about my current situation.

I just, I just don't know what to do
I am struggling to find a solution or make a decision.

I'm back nigga, what's up?
I have returned and want to know what's going on.

Hop, how'd you get your buzz up?
How did you become popular or gain attention?

I heard you signed over your soul to the devil
I have heard rumors that you made a pact with the devil.

Is it true? Nigga shut the fuck up!
If those rumors are true, then please stop talking to me.

In my heart there ain't much love
I don't have much love or compassion in my heart.

So if you get bashed then that tough luck
If you receive criticism or negative comments, that's your own problem.

FV doin' shit so bigheaded I'm on your side now nigga, fuck us!
I used to be arrogant and on your side, but now I'm against you.

It's Knock Madness! Yeah, I'm back up in this
I am returning with a vengeance and ready to cause chaos.

I'm a real nice nigga but I rap for vengeance
While I may appear nice, my music is driven by anger and revenge.

Only got bad intentions & I'm looking for a new mouth
I have malicious intentions and want to find someone who will support me.

That my nutsack could fit in
Someone who will follow me blindly, like a subordinate.

I look like an idiot to grab attention
I deliberately act foolish to gain attention from my new fans.

But my new fans tellin' me to trash my lenses
My new fans are suggesting that I should abandon my current perspective or image.

It's bad for business, I'm lacking senses
Acting foolish may harm my reputation and I am foolishly unaware of this.

It feels like I'm trapped in a black dimension
I feel as though I am stuck in a dark and negative state of mind.

Stepped in this biz to wreck
I entered the music industry to cause chaos and destruction.

So don't disrespect, I promise it'll be a big regret
You should not disrespect me, as it will result in significant consequences.

I'll twist ya' neck, I'm lookin' for a fish to catch
I will harm or manipulate anyone who crosses my path.

I chop niggas up, yeah I learned it from Tech
I learned to be violent and aggressive from another artist named Tech.

I got hoes all over me that wanna get me (dome)
I have many women pursuing me for sexual activities.

They all yellin' Hop so you turn me (on)
My fans call out my name and it excites me.

But I feel like it's the Devil tryna' to get me (whoa)
I have a sense that the Devil is attempting to manipulate or control me.

And I don't wanna do it nigga, send me (home!)
I don't want to engage in those activities, so please take me away from this situation.

Nigga, I'm so cool, but I feel so low
Although I may appear confident, I am actually feeling depressed.

See I got a crew, but I feel so low
Despite having friends, I still feel down and isolated.

I cruise, but the wheels don't roll
I am moving forward in life, but I feel like I'm not progressing.

You feel what I'm sayin'? Shit neither do I
I am expressing my confusion and frustration, as neither myself nor others understand.

I'ma give you niggas one more album and after that
I will release one more album for my fans, and then I am done.

It's peace out and I'm leaving you guys, you know why?
I am saying goodbye and leaving because of the reasons I have explained.

Man, ya'll niggas tryna' kill my vibe
You all are attempting to ruin my positive energy and mood.

Lately, don't nobody feel my rhymes
Recently, nobody appreciates or enjoys my music.

Dizzy goin' up tryna' steal my shine
Others are becoming successful and trying to overshadow me.

I'm all outta ammo, my skills just died
I have run out of creative ideas and my skills are no longer effective.

"Oh my God, I love Ill Mind 5!"
People express their admiration for a specific song I released.

Do what I want, bum skippity bums get high
I have the freedom to do as I please while others remain stagnant and get high.

That will change my whole entire life
If I can continue creating popular songs, it will drastically change my life.

You make more things like that? I'll buy!
If you release more songs similar to that, I will support you financially.

My screws are loose
I am mentally unstable or unbalanced.

This rap thing here's what I use to do
I used to rap as a way to express myself.

Now I'm movin' to (Australia)
I am planning to move to Australia to start a new life.

When I go ghost I'mma get a house
I will disappear from the public eye and live in a secluded home.

On the gold coast yelling YOLO
Living extravagantly on the Gold Coast and embracing the YOLO lifestyle.

On a couch, feelin' so dope, livin' low pro
Relaxing on a couch, feeling great and living a low-profile life.

So these foul niggas don't know
I want to live away from negative or fake individuals.

I'll be strutting around like (hell yeah!)
I will confidently showcase myself to others.

Man, I'm losin my mind
I am slowly losing my sanity or mental stability.

Ya'll assume that I'm cool when I rhyme
Many people mistakenly believe that I am mentally stable based on my music.

See I'm tryin' to be Marcus and Hopsin
I am attempting to balance my two personas, Marcus and Hopsin.

But I get depressed when the two intertwine
When these two identities mix, it causes me to feel sad or down.

Truthfully, I'm not the man that I used to be
To be honest, I am no longer the person I once was.

Nobody cares who I used to be
No one is interested in my past or who I used to be.

To talk to, so I lose to heat
I have no one to confide in, so I struggle with internal turmoil.

I cut bad and the bruise is deep
I engage in harmful actions and the emotional pain is severe.

There isn't anything you can do for me
There is nothing anyone can do to help or support me in this situation.