restless soul
Perpetual Dilemma Lyrics

Restless soul
Addressing the singer's own soul as constantly agitated and uneasy

End your pain, change the page
Encouraging the character to come to terms with their trauma and the past by leaving it behind and starting anew

make him suffer death in life
Advocating for revenge against the person who caused the character to suffer and to make their life a living hell

he took away your innocence
Referring to the traumatic event that led to the character's current struggles, one which caused them to lose their naive and innocent view of life

now it´s your chance to take his life
Urging the character to act on their vengeful desires by taking the life of the person who wronged them

I lay alone hearing your angry scream
Describing the singer's emotional state while being forced to witness and absorb the character's intense anger and frustration

I just want you to leave and forget
Expressing the singer's longing for the character to let go of their past and move on from their pain

but a soft voice inside my head
Revealing the singer's internal struggle between desiring revenge and wishing for peace for the character

remembers me the beginning of all my pain
Recalling the source of the singer's own trauma and how it resonates with the character's situation

the root of all my fears and my sins
Identifying the trauma as a key factor in the singer's own personal struggles and faults

its reaching deeper and its hurting me
Illustrating the intensity of the pain and trauma and how it continues to affect the singer despite their attempts to move on

As the sun rised, I swore myself that someday he will pay
Showing the singer's resolve to seek revenge for their own past hurt and for the character's pain

So now you're back and speaking to me
Acknowledging the character's return and their attempt to reconcile with the singer

Wearing your best face and your sweatest words
Noticing the character's facade and deceptive behavior in trying to make amends

my heart and soul are forever gone
Indicating the singer's own personal loss and how their experiences have left a permanent impact on them

i wrote a final poem for you with my blood
Symbolizing the intense emotions and passion involved in the singer's response to the character's return, and how they have sacrificed for their own conviction

you´ll never find the sweet peace again
Warning the character that they will not be able to achieve inner calm or closure without facing their own past and undoing the harm they caused

until you set all my memories free
Demanding that the character release the hold they have on the singer's life and move on from their shared past

Revenge it's my way of forgiveness, and I promise I will forgive him
Justifying and admitting the singer's desire for revenge, and how it is their own method of processing and ultimately letting go of their own pain and hurt

At last my soul embraces rest, for that his blood is my rebirth
Expressing the singer's satisfaction and relief in avenging their own trauma and that of the character, and how it symbolizes their own personal growth and transformation