Could've Had Everything
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Heaven's sake everyone
Address to everyone who is blocking or interfering with her happiness

For standin' in my way
For being obstacles preventing her from getting what she wants

For ruining all my fun
For spoiling her enjoyment and happiness

You say your doing it for my sake
People who are trying to interfere are justifying their actions by saying that they are doing it to protect her or for her own good

I thought I did my best
She believed that she tried her hardest

It was nearly good enough
But in the end, it was not enough

But all that effort I guess
All her hard work and effort

It didn't add up to very much
Don't amount to an impressive outcome

It hurts me when you call
She's referring to the people who are calling her to lecture her or criticize her

I hate the way your thinkin'
She hates the negative and judgmental opinions which are fueling other people's actions

I could have so easily had it all
She is regretful that she had a chance to have everything she wanted but lost it or let it go

I could've had everything
She is lamenting about the missed opportunities and the things which did not come to fruition in her life

This perfect life I'm in, Screwin' myself over
She's blaming herself for things not working out even though, in hindsight, she realizes she was in a good position

They say that madness is Doing a thing the same way
She is bringing up the common phrase that insanity is doing the same things, repeatedly, and expecting different results

You almost got me thinking I'm screwing myself over
She starts to question her own choices and decisions, wondering if she is her worst enemy

That all my close mates hate me
Her friends, who used to be supportive, now seem to turn against her, which contributes to her feeling lost and alone

I really thought I had it all
She was convinced that her life was going to work out in a certain way

I came so near to thinking I had something
She was close to achieving her goals or happiness

It's the perfect life for me Screwin' myself over
She is affirming that her life seemed great on paper, but in reality, she derailed it with her actions and attitude

I should've had everything
She's looking back and saying how everything should have been easy and in her grasp, but things did not work out as planned

You almost got me thinking I'm screwing myself over
She feels guilty that she's responsible for her failures and starts to question the choices she's been making