I Thought You Didn't Even Like Leaving
Prince Daddy & The Hyena Lyrics


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Whenever I fall asleep I keep on waking up to the same goddamn dreams
It′s just me drowning with my arm from the elbow up
Reaching out for anything
Like in Ninja Turtles Two: The Secret of the Ooze
Is it my friends with their t-break
Moves...
Or just a little bit less fast food?
When you decide to leave
This bullshit for bullshit and nothing
If you forget about me, it's alright, I understand I guess
I′d leave and forget if I had the chance

I still never got to the bottom of why you gave up
Ain't it kind of funny how the only thing that's never quite so mutual
Is me preaching perpetual while you′re fulfilling rituals?
I′m sorry to get technical
But I find it acceptable

I'm moving on
There′s something about my new stitched up thumb
That makes it feel kind of funny calling it "moving on"

Now that you're gone
We need something to mask the weed smell here
Like a candle or fumes from the old space heater

Whenever I′m freaking out I keep the thought
Of the cast of "Friends" real close to my head
It's not absurd to say that ten goddamn
Seasons would be the longest friendship I′d ever have
And if Ross and Rachel last, maybe this feeling too shall pass
But now you fuckers know I'm sad from
All of these twenty minute intervaled claps

When I decide to go
Illegally download my movies
I shouldn't have to take a breather




I really shouldn′t have to get so mad
If the video and audio don′t quite match

Overall Meaning

These lyrics from Prince Daddy & The Hyena's song "I Thought You Didn't Even Like Leaving" explore themes of longing, confusion, and acceptance in the aftermath of a failed relationship. The singer reveals feelings of frustration and disappointment, as they find themselves constantly waking up to the same unsettling dreams. The imagery of drowning and reaching out for anything represents their desperate attempt to hold on to something tangible amidst the chaos.


The reference to the movie "Ninja Turtles Two: The Secret of the Ooze" suggests that the singer is searching for answers or solutions, similar to the characters in the film. They wonder whether their friends' habits, like taking breaks from work ("t-break moves"), or making healthier choices ("a little bit less fast food"), could provide some semblance of stability or escape from their emotional turmoil.


The chorus reflects a resignation to the situation, acknowledging that if the other person decides to leave and forget about them, it's understandable. The singer recognizes that they too would probably do the same if given the chance. This sentiment indicates a sense of acceptance and a willingness to move on.


In the second verse, the singer reflects on the reasons why the relationship ended and finds it ironic that the only thing not mutual in their connection was their commitment. While the singer remains stuck in perpetual longing, the other person moves forward with their own rituals and routines. The line "I'm sorry to get technical, but I find it acceptable" suggests a sarcastic response to the situation, perhaps indicating their frustration with their own inability to let go.


The bridge introduces a shift in perspective. The singer acknowledges that they are moving on, possibly suggesting a newfound sense of hope. However, they still find it difficult to fully embrace this new chapter in their life ("...feels funny calling it 'moving on'"). The reference to masking the weed smell with a candle or the fumes of an old space heater reflects the need to create distractions or find comfort in physical objects to cope with their emotions.


The final verse brings a slightly lighter tone, as the singer humorously admits that thinking about the TV show "Friends" helps them during moments of distress. The duration of the show's ten seasons is even joked about as possibly being the longest-lasting friendship they will ever have. The mention of Ross and Rachel's relationship lasting implies that the singer hopes their own pain may also eventually fade away.


Overall, these lyrics portray a complex mixture of emotions - from frustration, longing, and confusion to a gradual acceptance and even humor in the face of heartbreak.


Line by Line Meaning

Whenever I fall asleep I keep on waking up to the same goddamn dreams
No matter how much I try to escape, I constantly find myself haunted by recurring nightmares.


It′s just me drowning with my arm from the elbow up
In these dreams, I am trapped and struggling to stay afloat, only my arm visible above the water.


Reaching out for anything
Desperately trying to find something, anything, to hold onto for support and comfort.


Like in Ninja Turtles Two: The Secret of the Ooze
Similar to a scene in a movie where a character in distress reaches out for help.


Is it my friends with their t-break Moves...
Could it be that my friends changing their habits, like taking breaks from certain activities, could help me?


Or just a little bit less fast food?
Perhaps improving my diet and making healthier choices can alleviate these nightmares.


When you decide to leave
If you choose to walk away from this relationship


This bullshit for bullshit and nothing
Trading one meaningless and frustrating situation for another


If you forget about me, it's alright, I understand I guess
If you choose to move on from me and forget about our past, I suppose I can try to accept it.


I′d leave and forget if I had the chance
Given the opportunity, I would also leave and forget everything that has transpired.


I still never got to the bottom of why you gave up
I never truly understood the reasons behind your decision to give up on us.


Ain't it kind of funny how the only thing that's never quite so mutual
Isn't it ironic how the only thing that lacks mutuality or symmetry between us is our feelings?


Is me preaching perpetual while you′re fulfilling rituals?
While I keep talking about everlasting love, you seem to be content with following routine patterns.


I′m sorry to get technical
Apologies for delving into the specifics and getting analytical.


But I find it acceptable
Regardless, I come to the conclusion that I can accept this disparity in our approaches.


I'm moving on
I am ready to let go and move forward.


There′s something about my new stitched up thumb
Something about my healing injury, represented by my stitched-up thumb, makes me feel strangely sentimental.


That makes it feel kind of funny calling it "moving on"
It's ironic how I can refer to this process as moving on when part of me still holds onto the past.


Now that you're gone
Since you have departed from my life


We need something to mask the weed smell here
To cover up the scent of marijuana in this place


Like a candle or fumes from the old space heater
Utilizing a scented candle or the fumes emitted by the aging space heater to conceal the odor.


Whenever I′m freaking out I keep the thought
During moments of intense anxiety and panic, I hold onto the idea


Of the cast of "Friends" real close to my head
I find solace in thinking about the close-knit friendships portrayed in the television show "Friends."


It's not absurd to say that ten goddamn
It's not unreasonable to suggest that ten seasons of this show,


Seasons would be the longest friendship I′d ever have
would represent the most enduring and lasting companionship I could ever experience.


And if Ross and Rachel last, maybe this feeling too shall pass
If the fictional characters Ross and Rachel can overcome their struggles and have a lasting relationship, perhaps this pain and sadness will also fade away.


But now you fuckers know I'm sad from
However, now all of you know, in a rather vulgar way, that I am consumed by sadness


All of these twenty minute intervaled claps
Every twenty minutes, I try to find solace in applause, as if seeking validation and approval from others.


When I decide to go
When I choose to leave or depart


Illegally download my movies
Pirating or obtaining movies through unauthorized means


I shouldn't have to take a breather
I shouldn't need to pause and calm down


I really shouldn′t have to get so mad
It shouldn't provoke such anger within me


If the video and audio don′t quite match
If there is a discrepancy or mismatch between the video and audio in the downloaded movies.




Writer(s): Corey Gregory

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EpicGamingRevolution

"I always wanna go home when I'm already home" line gives me chills I can relate.

Jacob L

Hell yeah bro, Rock ON CHRISTIAN BROTHER!

chipzu

@Soci. i think it’s from i wish i could ctrl+alt+del my life

Soci.

Which track is that line from?

Eliott Smith

That build up at the end of Really? And what happens after is just absolute perfection

Farquad of the Islands

Saw them live last night in College Park. These guys are great, love the stage presence too

Evan Bahls

Stumbled on this last year, now it's decidedly dear to my heart and an instant classic.

Jacob

bass man goes nuts this entire album

Miles Loughman

Scot Stephenson kory (vocalist/guitarist) writes most of their music

gordon

Jay Malachi zak is a beaaast
the bass line at the “i still never got to the bottom of why” part in the title track is one of my favorite basslines

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