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R.I.P.(RapIsPower) Lyrics

So much you go through daily like
Life is full of constant struggles and challenges.

How you know when it's over
How do you know when to give up and move on?

How you know when you met the end
How do you know when you've reached the end of the road?

Shit get harder
Life gets tougher and more difficult.

I kept my head high
I tried to remain optimistic and positive.

Wasn't tryna act rude
I didn't want to come off as impolite or disrespectful.

But I then Been through so much Trauma
However, I have experienced a lot of emotional pain and distress.

Through my years of being under I don't know what else to do
Despite my struggles, I am unsure of how to overcome them at times.

How do you know if things turning around
How can you tell if your situation is improving?

How do you know when still ain't No one around
How do you know if you will still be alone even if things do get better?

Guess im pose to jump off head first
I feel like I am expected to take big risks and put everything on the line to succeed.

And put trust in everything I know
I must trust my instincts and beliefs to navigate through life's challenges.

But this a process so it happen slow
Success and progress take time and patience.

And that don't change a thing
Even though things may move slowly, I am still determined to push forward.

I'm fighting with my self my grandma callin say she wana pray
I am struggling with myself internally, while my grandmother is keeping me in her thoughts and praying for me.

She say she see them demons that be following every move I make
My grandmother sees the negative thoughts and influences that I face on a daily basis.

They plotting on my mind and heart The reason won't no female stay
These negative forces are affecting my relationships, preventing them from lasting.

I've strayed from who I am to find myself inside a lonely grave
I have lost sight of my true self and have become isolated and depressed.

My flaws ain't up for discussion
I am aware of my imperfections and don't need anyone to point them out or judge me for them.

I fell and fall to this day but this shit the reason I'm hustling
My failures and ongoing struggles motivate me to work hard and keep pushing forward.

My growth is different I still talk to God I know that I'm lucky
My personal growth and spiritual connection with God are unique and I am grateful for them.

Cuz I then seen so many patnas go I know death was huntin
I have lost many friends to death and am aware of its constant presence.

The reason I'm clutching Season is commin Please do not rush it
I am holding onto what I have and waiting patiently for better times to come.

I seem to believe my deed to be perceived as I wasn't
I worry that others may not see the good in me or my actions.

I see that it doesn't Leave me be out to flee in my rubble
I am learning to not care about others' perceptions of me and to find peace within myself despite any chaos surrounding me.

I know that I'm loving Tho I don't show my pride is above it
I am aware of my capacity to love, even though I may not always express it outwardly.

I need to be strong Need to be grown My knees hit the ground
I must be resilient and mature, even when faced with challenges that knock me down emotionally.

I'm deep in a sea of creatures wit my feet on a ground
I feel surrounded by negative influences, but am still grounded and connected to reality.

Am I dead did I drown I float don't see no people around
I question my existence and my place in the world, feeling like I have no one around to support me.

Did I make it to where I'm destined guess we'll never know now
I am unsure if I will fulfill my destiny or if my path will change in the future.

I got some many questions And I need answers
I have a lot of uncertainties in life and am seeking clarity and direction.

Like how a single mother struggling wit her kids And she can barely pay the rent become a dancer
I am confused about how some people can overcome difficult situations, such as a single mother struggling financially, and make drastic choices to maintain a living.

I know my life aint perfect But I just wonder why do other people suffer
I am aware of my own flaws and struggles, but question why others have to endure similar or even worse situations.

And still gotta go through hell to get from under
Despite their struggles, some people still have to go through extreme hardships to overcome them.

I thought if we do everything that we pose to do And be all good then somehow we end up having all the answers
I used to believe that if we follow the rules and do the right thing, life would become easier and we would have all the answers we need.

I see I'm wrong
However, I now realize that this is not always the case.

But it's not up to me to be the judge so I just carry on
I understand that I cannot control everything in life and must continue to push forward even when things seem unclear or unfair.

In hopes that when I'm talking up to God he hears my every song
I trust that God is listening to my prayers and that my voice will be heard.

And knows I'm tryna fight and keep it right when shit go wrong
God understands that I am trying my best to do the right thing even in the face of adversity.