I'm Gone
Ray Garrison Lyrics

I'm always looking for the beauty in life
Despite my troubles, I am trying to find and appreciate the good things in life.

But I can't seem to get away from my vices now
My addictions are preventing me from moving on and improving my life.

We always seem to fall in love in the night
Nighttime and the atmosphere it brings often leads us to romantic situations.

Staying up because the music is loud oh oh
We are staying up late to enjoy the music and the energy that it brings us.

I see the sun in your eyes they shine
I see happiness and positivity in your gaze and it gives me hope.

It's a love story every time we get high
When we get high, it feels like we are experiencing a unique and intense kind of love story.

LSD and lucid dreams feels like the only time that you know me
When we are tripping on LSD and having lucid dreams, it feels like you are getting to know the real me.

I'm suffocating I can't breathe
My problems and addictions are making it difficult for me to live normally and breathe easily.

So If you love me let me leave let me leave I'm gone
If you truly care about me, you will let me go so that I can move on from my issues and find peace.

Girl can't you see you're killing me you're killing me right now
Your actions and behavior towards me are causing me pain and harm.

I stay at home but I always be gone
Even when I am at home physically, mentally I am often lost and absent.

I think I'm fine I swear nothing is wrong
Despite the obvious issues in my life, I am convinced that I am handling everything and that nothing is wrong.

I might just teach you a thing in my songs
I hope that through my music, I can teach and communicate important things to my audience.

I give you my word you know my word is bond
You can trust me and take my promises seriously, as I am always truthful and honest.

It's the truth I could never tell a lie into a real one
I am committed to always telling the truth, even if it is difficult to hear or damaging to myself.

You would know a lying ass bitch when you see one
I can recognize dishonest and insincere people when I encounter them.

I could see a broke mother fucker from a mile
I have a good eye for recognizing people who are struggling and in need of help.

I could spend a thou' and I'ma leave with a smile
I am not materialistic and can find happiness and contentment without having to spend a lot of money.

You turned your back and now I'm running I'm running but I will never get away
Although I am trying to escape the hurt you caused me, it will always stay with me and impact my life.

You pushed me down but got me higher than ever now
Even though you caused me pain and suffering, the experience has allowed me to achieve a new level of understanding and growth.

Yeah I wonder if you ever felt alone
I am curious if you have experienced the same feelings of loneliness and isolation that I have.

Yeah I feel it I do it all on my own
I am experiencing these difficult emotions and struggles by myself, with little support from anyone else.

Now the money keep coming but I don't even want it
Although I may have financial success now, I do not find it fulfilling or meaningful.

Anything you could do baby you know I've done it
I have experienced a lot in life, and there is little anyone can do to surprise or impress me at this point.