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Remy Ma Lyrics

See, it's crazy, 'cause people be thinkin that I be changin, but it's really them [that be changin],
People think I'm changing, but it's actually them who are changing.

I remember the day, I first signed my record deal with Loud... everything was so good, everyone was so proud
I reminisce the day I signed my record deal, where everything was good and everyone was proud.

I was so very happy, stood with my baby daddy... We livin with my granny, but we was all family.
I was happy with my partner, living with my grandma, and we were all a family.

It's like wen the tour began, that's wen the war began...he would be flippin, rippin soon as I'm walkin in.
The conflict between me and my partner began when the tour started, and he would start arguing the moment I entered.

And I'm so sleepy, could barely stay awake, you don't understand, I been in the studio for six weeks straight... till 4 in the mornin tryna finish these songs
I am exhausted, and it's because I have been working in the studio for six weeks straight to finish recording even till 4 in the morning.

N all you wanna talk about is how many times you was callin N I'm always lyin...it's never the truth...it never crossed you're mind that I couldve been in the booth??
You keep asking about how many times I am supposedly ignoring you while I'm not answering genuinely because you never wondered if I was in the recording booth.

...Tryna hurry up n get back home to you, tryna get these checks so we could get out the 'jects I wasn't thinkin bout no niggas, wasn't thinkin bout sex..tryna do this show so I could get this dough.
I am working hard to make sure we get out of the projects, and I am not thinking about any man or sex. I am just focused on doing this show and getting the money.

All I was thinkin was I gott finish Remy on the rocks n I'm not tryina flop so it gotta be hot... Everybody on my back sayin hurry up n drop so I'm askin you, wut I'm suppose to do?
All I am thinking about is making sure my song is finished well, and I don't want it to be a failure. Everyone is rushing me, so I ask, what am I supposed to do?

Listen y'all, I kno it seem like I be dissin y'all, I'm jus tryina reach my goals and remain focused but Ain't shit changed, naw, I'm still the same So wish me well, Sometimes I might scream and yell...But even people with a fan base have bad days but Ain't shit changed, for real, I'm still the same.
I might seem like I'm disrespecting you, but I am only trying to reach my goals and stay focused. Nothing has changed, and I am still the same. So please wish me well, and sometimes I might express my frustration, but even people with fans have bad days. Nothing has changed, I am still the same.

[Yo] You was the only child, until I came See we was buckwild back in the days... I was scared to have a boyfriend 'cause you would beat him up, We'd eat cereal together, watch cartoons wen we got up
You were an only child until I came along, and we used to be wild back in the day. I was too scared to have a boyfriend because you would beat him up. We were close, eating cereal together and watching cartoons.

So I couldnt believe that you flipped on me right in the streets for a bitch so weak that ain't got shit but A fucked up weave n I'm your blood, your little sister, I started to cry... said it must be the liquor,
I couldn't believe that you turned against me in the streets for a weak woman who has nothing but a messed up weave, even though I am your blood and little sister. I started crying, and you blamed it on the alcohol.

See I almost died wen you took sides with her then walked off, and just left me there, like I was nobody n you really ain't care. Said you would die for me, how you ain't gon ride wit me, how you see me on the block and don't say hi to me??
I almost felt like dying when you took her side, walked off and left me there like I meant nothing, as you didn't care. You said you would die for me, so how come you don't support me, and not even say hi to me?

Mommy... you was the one that named me, but you didn't raise me... You left me all alone, I had to home my own, But now I'm all grown n far away from home
You named me, Mommy, but you did not raise me as I was left all alone to fend for myself, and now I am all grown and far from home.

I kno you love me, but you did me wrong... I guess it was all the drugs that you was on or the beatings you got from my foul step pops... Remember the time his punk ass had the nerve to raise his hands to me bitch nigga blackin my eye...
I know you love me, but you did me wrong. Perhaps it was due to the drugs you were on, or the beatings you got from my horrible stepfather. I remember the time when he had the nerve to raise his hands to me, and he blacked my eye.

I was wishin he would die, now I wish him life. I kno he seein me blowin, and its killin him slowly, but what kills me is that you watched him hit me, So I'm askin you, wut I'm suppose to do??
I wished he would die before, but now I wish him life. I know he sees me succeeding, and it's killing him slowly. But it pains me that you watched him hit me, so I'm asking you, what am I supposed to do?