Far From Home
Revelation Theory Lyrics

I found my way back home
After all the wanderings and struggles, I eventually made my way back to my place of origin.

Everything's gone and changed, but me
While everything around me evolved with time, I couldn't follow the same path of transformation, rendering me feel out of place amidst the contemporary world.

I want to play back
I yearn to relive every life experience, moment of joy, and sorrow, which I endured all this while.

Every word and sound
I want to revisit every conversation, melody, or voice that has ever touched me in any way.

To show you
I aim to present to someone the vivid depiction of my journey so far, through the recollection of my past life events.

I want a real life
I aspire to have a fulfilling and genuine life, unmarred by any adversity, negativity or deceit.

So I broke away from here
To achieve this coveted life, I needed to escape from where I was then, and move towards a direction unknown but hopeful.

Until I feel it
I am waiting for an experience or emotion that would make my life seem substantial and worthwhile.

I feel nothing at all
Until that experience happens, I feel numb, disconnected, and uninterested in anything else.

And I'm telling you
I need to confess something to you - it's important and I want to express it.

I'm sorry
I regret something that happened in the past, and I am seeking forgiveness for that action.

Everything has changed
All the people, situations and things that I knew before hold a different form or meaning today.

Nothing I can do
The change that happened is irreversible, and I am impotent in changing the current state of affairs.

I want my world back
I yearn to reclaim the familiar environment, people, and situations that have changed beyond recognition, and which I feel I belong to.

I can't fix what is done
I understand that some things that have happened cannot be undone, and my options for setting things straight are limited.

It's over
An episode or phase of my life is ended, and there is no going back to that state of being or feeling.

Can you see it
I am asking for validation and understanding of my current distress, which I doubt others are able to see or comprehend.

All the faults that I have
I accept that some of the mistakes that contributed to the current situation are mine, and I am willing to take responsibility for them.

I can't remember
My memory fails me, and I am not able to recall the last time you made contact with me.

The last time you called
I want to be reminded of a time when I felt connected to someone who is now aloof, by recollecting the last point of contact.

I waited until I feel it
I held out hope for something to happen, perhaps the rekindling of a relationship, until the feeling or experience manifested into reality.

I can't believe it
I am in disbelief of the massive changes that have occurred since the time I was familiar with my surroundings.

All the things I've missed
I acknowledge that many good experiences or opportunities have passed me by when I was absent or not in tune with the world around me.

Can't you see all the ways I've changed
I exhort someone to observe how I have transformed in notable or subtle ways, and appreciate the growth that has occurred over time.

I want to witness
I aspire to experience for myself all the things that life has to offer, which I have missed due to my disconnection earlier.

Everything you have
I want to experience all that the other person has learned, felt, and experienced in their life journey.

Covered inside my own mistakes
The other person's experiences are unknown to me because my mistakes prevented me from interacting with people and engaging with life.