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S.B.O.T.H.I. Lyrics

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
You expressed a desire for distance, so I granted you the entirety of my love and warmth.

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
You mentioned a need for time, so I dedicated every ounce of my being to fulfill that request.

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
I was cautious and afraid of making mistakes because I believed you were my destined soulmate.

I guess I was wrong
However, it seems that my belief was misguided and inaccurate.

'Cause you never called
This realization is reinforced by the fact that you never reached out to me.

All i wanted was somebody to love
My primary desire was to find someone to share deep affection with.

I gave what you wanted girl I didn't think you would run
I provided everything you requested, my dear, never anticipating that you would abruptly depart.

Why did you run
I find myself questioning the reason behind your sudden departure.

Don't know why you're gone
I am unable to comprehend the underlying cause of your absence.

Don't know how I lost to him
I am uncertain about how I ended up losing you to another individual.

You moved on I couldn't do that so fast
While you were able to transition and find someone new, I struggled to move forward at such a rapid pace.

You said hold up and that you'd call me right back
You requested a brief pause and promised to contact me shortly thereafter.

What does forever mean
I contemplate the true essence and definition of everlasting commitment.

Maybe she meant the memories
Perhaps the notion of forever pertains solely to the cherished moments we shared in our past.

Clearly it didn't mean you and me
Evidently, forever does not extend to the connection between you and me.

'Cause now you're just my history
Consequently, you are now merely a part of my past.

Now you're a stranger I once knew
You have transformed into an unfamiliar individual despite being someone I was once intimately acquainted with.

I hate myself cause I lost you
Deep remorse envelopes me as I blame myself for losing you.

Know I said I no longer loved you but me and you both know that shit is not true
Although I claimed to have moved on from loving you, both you and I are aware that those words hold no truth.

I been living my best life
I have been actively embracing a fulfilling and gratifying existence.

But it feels like the worst at the same time
Paradoxically, despite living joyfully, there is a contrasting sense of immense pain and despair.

I shouldn't have come over late night
In retrospect, it was unwise of me to visit you during the late hours of the night.

Lies is all you know how to tell
Regrettably, deception and falsehoods are the only skills you possess in communication.

You're still the still the one I miss
You remain the individual I yearn for, despite everything that has transpired.

You're toxic I hate it
I acknowledge the detrimental and poisonous nature of our connection, and I despise it.

But you won't change
Alas, you refuse to undergo any transformation or personal growth.

I need someone or something to heal my pain
I long for someone or something capable of easing the emotional distress I am currently experiencing.

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
Once again, when you expressed a desire for distance, I provided you with all the warmth and radiance I possessed.

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
Similarly, in response to your need for time, I devoted all of myself to fulfill that requirement.

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
Out of fear of ruining our connection, I was careful in my actions and believed you were my destined partner.

I guess I was wrong
However, it seems that my belief was unfounded and misguided.

'Cause you never called
This conclusion is reinforced by the fact that you never reached out to me.

Said you needed some space so I gave you the sun
In response to your request for more room, I provided you with the vastness and brightness of the sun.

Said you needed some time so I gave you it all
Likewise, when you expressed the need for time, I sacrificed everything to fulfill that desire.

I didn't wanna mess up 'cause I thought you're the one
Out of fear of jeopardizing our relationship, I proceeded cautiously, convinced that you were my perfect match.

I guess I was wrong
Unfortunately, it appears that I had made a mistaken assumption.

'Cause you never called
This fact is solidified by the reality that you never reached out to me.