Surprise
S.G.S. Lyrics
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Can't get enough of the meds
Pale looking face
Staring the mirror while felt my emotions were red
Said that it was too late
Found that it wasn't till 8
I couldn't take it enough of the waiting
Yo this isn't fate
Praising for only the great
I couldn't praise you for something destroyed
How did you say?
The cunningness ploy
On that sickening day
Playing your toy
Actin all coy
Nevertheless your health I will pray
No darkness today
Mood of forgiveness light seeking its ray
Month of the may
May you get paid
Pay all your bills
Hope you stay safe
Making your meals
Cooking your deals
Find you be happy with day after day
Hope you be smiling like Lisa Monet
Give a bouquet
No need to repay
Why did you take me by surprise?
Feeling alone without you in my hands
(Ehhh)
Feeling abyss while I'm losing my soul
Killing internal I'm feeding the roles
We coulda grown till we living in old
Times we regret now I'm feeling so low
The wheel keep on rolling
What's life tryna throw?
Reeling me in to the drama the show
Distance myself cause I'm just tryna grow
Out of this vest that a flak couldn't hold
Bullet is proof that a Judas is born
Dirty in looks how you looking in scorn
Even in death you still couldn't give mourn
Peace to the dead yeah you chased 'em all gone
Monster a demon don't know what you are
Repent in this sermon reborn when its dawn
Sent you to learn no no not giving scars
Days that I yearn you keep texting my phone
Tell you to stop
Listened all night
Head boutta pop
Building ya' ego
You're right its the pop
This isn't opera no need for the bop
Shaking your head
Saying what's not
Lies finna rot
Like me my truth
Don't give me the false
Livin in tune
Calm in the pulse like the weather in June
Summer is bought
You (took me) took me by surprise
(Why) Why did you take me by surprise?
Feeling alone without you in my hands
(Ehhh)
You (took me) took me by surprise
Why did you take me by surprise?
(Feeling alone without)
Feeling alone without you in my hands
In the first paragraph of the song, the artist expresses a state of deep sadness and despair. They describe their inability to get out of bed and their reliance on medication to cope with their emotions. The line about their pale face staring in the mirror while feeling their emotions were red suggests a stark contrast between their physical appearance and their inner turmoil. They also mention feeling a sense of hopelessness, stating that it feels like it's too late for something. The artist questions the existence of fate and wonders where the creativity and power to create have gone.
In the second paragraph, the artist mentions feeling unable to praise someone or something that has been destroyed. They address a cunning and manipulative person who played with their emotions like a toy. The artist hopes for healing and light, seeking forgiveness and a brighter future. They wish the person well, hoping they find happiness, financial stability, and safety. The artist emphasizes the importance of being genuinely content day after day, using the example of Lisa Monet's smile to express this.
The third paragraph delves into the aftermath of a relationship or situation that caught the artist off guard. They feel alone and lost without the other person, and they experience a sense of emptiness. The artist acknowledges the internal battle they are facing, describing it as feeding roles and losing their soul. They mention the regrets of the past and feeling low, while uncertain about the challenges life throws at them. The artist emphasizes the need for personal growth and distancing oneself from drama. They compare interpersonal conflicts to a vest that cannot protect them from harm. The mention of a bullet and Judas alludes to betrayal and the realization that even in death, the person they trusted couldn't offer them solace.
In the final paragraph, the artist continues to address the person who took them by surprise. They ask why this person had such a profound impact on them and left them feeling alone and empty. The repetition of the line "Feeling alone without you in my hands" emphasizes the emotional void that the absence of this person creates for the artist. The artist yearns for peace and confesses to having told this person to stop their actions. They mention feeling overwhelmed and that this situation has boosted the other person's ego. The artist rejects falsehoods and seeks truth, calmness, and harmony in their life. They compare their emotions to the weather in June, suggesting a desire for warmth and stability. The final lines are a repetition of the chorus, emphasizing the lingering confusion and pain caused by this unexpected turn of events.
Line by Line Meaning
I couldn't get out of bed
I felt unmotivated and unable to face the day
Can't get enough of the meds
I rely on medication to cope with my emotions
Pale looking face
My face appears tired and lifeless
Staring the mirror while felt my emotions were red
I stared at myself in the mirror, overwhelmed by intense emotions
Said that it was too late
I believed that it was too late to change the situation
Found that it wasn't till 8
Realized that it was not as late as I initially thought
I couldn't take it enough of the waiting
I couldn't handle the prolonged anticipation
Yo this isn't fate
I refuse to believe that this is my destined outcome
Where are these hands that create?
I wonder where my creative abilities have gone
Praising for only the great
I only praise and appreciate exceptional things
I couldn't praise you for something destroyed
I couldn't commend you for something that has been ruined
How did you say?
I'm curious about your reasoning or explanation
The cunningness ploy
Your crafty and deceptive scheme
On that sickening day
On that dreadful and nauseating day
Playing your toy
You manipulated or controlled me as if I were a mere plaything
Actin all coy
You were pretending to be shy or innocent
Nevertheless your health I will pray
Despite everything, I will still pray for your well-being
No darkness today
Today, I refuse to let darkness consume me
Mood of forgiveness light seeking its ray
I am in a forgiving mood, seeking inner peace
Month of the may
The month of May, symbolizing new beginnings
May you get paid
I hope you are rewarded or compensated
Pay all your bills
Take care of your financial responsibilities
Hope you stay safe
I wish for your safety and well-being
Making your meals
Preparing your own meals
Cooking your deals
Negotiating and managing your own business matters
Find you be happy with day after day
I hope you find happiness in each passing day
Hope you be smiling like Lisa Monet
I hope you have a radiant and genuine smile like Lisa Monet
Give a bouquet
I present you with a bouquet of flowers
No need to repay
There is no obligation for you to reciprocate
Why did you take me by surprise?
I wonder why you caught me off guard
Feeling alone without you in my hands
I feel a sense of loneliness when I am not holding you
Feeling abyss while I'm losing my soul
I feel emptiness and despair as if my soul is slipping away
Killing internal I'm feeding the roles
I am destroying myself internally by conforming to societal expectations
We coulda grown till we living in old
We had the potential to grow and spend our old age together
Times we regret now I'm feeling so low
We now regret the times we had and I feel deeply saddened
The wheel keep on rolling
Life continues to move forward relentlessly
What's life tryna throw?
What challenges or obstacles is life presenting to us?
Reeling me in to the drama the show
I am being pulled into the drama and chaos of life
Distance myself cause I'm just tryna grow
I am creating distance because I am focused on personal growth
Out of this vest that a flak couldn't hold
I am trying to break free from the burden and protection that no armor could withstand
Bullet is proof that a Judas is born
Being betrayed is evidence that a traitor exists
Dirty in looks how you looking in scorn
Your judgmental gaze appears disapproving and contemptuous
Even in death you still couldn't give mourn
Even when you passed away, you couldn't provide comfort or solace
Peace to the dead yeah you chased 'em all gone
You caused unrest and drove away the peace that comes with death
Monster a demon don't know what you are
You are a monstrous and evil being, and I struggle to define you
Repent in this sermon reborn when its dawn
I hope you find redemption and transformation through self-reflection
Sent you to learn no no not giving scars
I didn't send you to hurt me, but to teach you and not inflict wounds
Days that I yearn you keep texting my phone
The days I long for you, you continuously message me
Tell you to stop
I repeatedly ask you to cease your actions
Listened all night
I listened to you all night long
Head boutta pop
My head is about to explode
Building ya' ego
You are constantly boosting your ego
You're right its the pop
You believe you are correct and it's popular opinion
This isn't opera no need for the bop
This is not a theatrical performance, so there's no need for showy movements
Shaking your head
You disapprove or disagree
Saying what's not
You speak untruths or distort the facts
Lies finna rot
Deception will eventually decay
Like me my truth
Just like how I embrace my truth
Don't give me the false
Don't provide me with false information
Livin in tune
Existing in harmony with oneself and surroundings
Calm in the pulse like the weather in June
My heartbeat is steady, like the tranquility of June's weather
Summer is bought
I have acquired or experienced summer
You took me by surprise
You caught me off guard unexpectedly
Why did you take me by surprise?
I question the reason for your unexpected actions
Feeling alone without you in my hands
I experience loneliness when I am not physically holding you
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: H. G
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@hecticherman
That bass in the beginning is 😍😍😍. Great melody. One of my favorite hardtrance tracks from Michael Simon and Shahin Moshirian aka Shahin & Simon.