Delusion
S.O.T Lyrics

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I'm trying to see brighter days
Like girl how you lie to me
Acting all cool but you know that
You ain't gon' ride for me
And you not gon' be stopping me
Once it's cut then it's out of me
Cause' baby I trusted you
I told you feelings inside of me

I'll be back to back smoking now baby girl I be rolling out
Posting on your instagram like bitch why showing out
If I gave you my all you would take shit and go throw it out
She be talking bout' bitches and i'm like bitch what you talking bout'
Knew I couldn't trust you I seen your lo' in some parking lot
What you doing you can't answer the phone right now?
Oh for real?
Nah nah nah it's cool
Tripping and stumbling i'm falling for you, and i'm fascinated with the things you do
Hit from the back and i'm fucking you raw
Take you a rest you gon' need you a few
Beat up her box and she's calling me floyd
Moving real fast and i'm scared where it's going
Dodging your love I don't feel that its potent
Ratting out bitch u moving so rodent
You doing me dirty i'm doing you dirty
Girl I guess we evil twins
Blocking me out don't fight the signs
Babygirl just let me in
Lord I know i'm fucking up
Just let me make my damn amends
I done lost another battle, I done let my feelings win
I'm trying to see brighter days
Like girl how you lie to me
Acting all cool but you know that
You ain't gon' ride for me
And you not gon' be stopping me
Once it's cut then it's out of me
Cause' baby I trusted you
I told you feelings inside of me
All the shit I said before, I don't really mean it bae
I just want your love, I don't wanna' wait I want that shit today
Sending me them angel numbers girl I think you cricken' trey
Only things im worried bout' is you and get my money straight
Break your heart i mend it back
Sometimes I be playing games
Wonder if you thinking bout me, tell me if I cross your brain
Ima' busy guy but fuck it all like bae you know i'm on the way
I'm not captain save a hoe but go and pass me that cape
Bae you my psychedelic
I don't know why you acting jealous
You look me in my eyes and you just fronting and I can tell it
I'm hoping you get the message
Instead you just left and read it
If I gave you the world would you give me a little credit?
I'm chasing a fairly tale, got dreams of some wedding bells
Hoping you wishing well, put my heart in the wishing well
Witch with a wicked spell
Lonely no one to tell
Play me i'm raising hell
You play me i'm raising hell
I'm trying to see brighter days
Like girl how you lie to me
Acting all cool but you know that
You ain't gon' ride for me
And you not gon' be stopping me
Once it's cut then it's out of me
Cause' baby I trusted you
I told you feelings inside of me
I'm trying to see brighter days
Like girl how you lie to me
Acting all cool but you know that
You ain't gon' ride for me
And you not gon' be stopping me
Once it's cut then it's out of me

Cause' baby I trusted you
I told you feelings inside of me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of S.O.T's song "DELUSION" delve into the complexities of a tumultuous relationship marked by betrayal, distrust, and emotional turmoil. The singer expresses his desire to move past the darkness and find solace in brighter days, yet he finds himself grappling with the deceit of his partner. The opening lines illustrate a sense of disillusionment as the singer confronts the lies and facade his partner presents, acknowledging that she won't truly support or stand by him.

Throughout the song, there is a recurring theme of betrayal and the struggle to trust. The singer reflects on the moments of vulnerability and intimacy shared with his partner, only to discover that his trust has been misplaced. There is a palpable sense of hurt and disappointment as he realizes that his feelings have been disregarded and discarded, leading to a deep sense of betrayal and emotional turmoil.

The lyrics also touch upon the physical aspects of the relationship, depicting moments of passion and intimacy intertwined with feelings of frustration and unease. The singer grapples with conflicting emotions, torn between his desire for connection and his realization of being let down. The references to physical intimacy and raw emotions highlight the intensity and complexity of the relationship dynamic, which is marked by both love and betrayal.

As the song progresses, the singer struggles to make sense of the tumultuous relationship, acknowledging his own faults and mistakes. There is a sense of introspection and self-awareness as he confronts his own shortcomings and the consequences of his actions. The repeated refrain of trying to see brighter days underscores the longing for redemption and hope amidst the chaos and confusion of the relationship, ultimately reflecting the ongoing journey of self-discovery and healing in the face of heartbreak and betrayal.

Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Baby Pe, Lil Mop

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Comments from YouTube:

@tjk3430

5w↑33

The navigating kind of reminds me of Thief & Thief II. Whenever you were given a map in a level it was not a license to easily go from point A to B. You ran into dead ends, blocked paths. Difficult to figure out getting around but when you did complete a level, especially on max difficulty, very rewarding.

@kendrel2099

5w↑39

Nice to see dread delusion again on this channel

@OutlawMaxV

5w↑11

This is definitely awakening the same feelings I had as a kid starting up his first Morrowind playthrough

@idontwantahandlethough

5w↑5

leaving notes on the map would be awesome. That's one of the [only] things The Phantom Hourglass did right: you could write reminders right onto the map!

@jaycebelea5109

5w↑15

The game is quite fun. Been eating up all the content as they've been releasing it. I think one thing people need to remember is that this was initially part of the Haunted PS1 Demo Disk from 2020 so PS1-era graphics (including polygon jitter) and PS1-era gameplay is part of the point of this game.

@GoodmansGhost

5w↑2

Of course it's the point, otherwise it wouldn't be there.

@jaycebelea5109

5w↑1

@@GoodmansGhost Yeah, but a lot of commenters don't seem to get that. Lots of complaints about the graphics and simplicity.

@ttsymphonyg

5w↑1

@@GoodmansGhost You'd be surprised by the frecuency of indie game developers that use stock (generic) or cheap (very low quality) assets, either for lowering the budget impact or just focusing on other game aspects. Usually, graphics never gets revisited on later stages of the game development, so that first decision of being mediocre stays until release. That's the main reason everyone always complain about graphics, but also a great reason to praise a bold and well done intentional decision on a game like this one.

@kotzebrecher

5w↑2

Nice, I had this on my wishlist for ages but was kind of waiting for 1.0. Glad to hear it is approaching and that the gameplay and gameworld does look like what I hoped it would be

@bestboy897

5w↑7

this game looks so cozy to watch really magical literally

@brightenblack207

5w↑34

Morrowind? That's a name I like to hear

@dgage7776

They should remaster that game. Playing it is a rare highlight from my childhood of howling despair

@brightenblack207

4w↑2

@@dgage7776 I wouldn't have faith in Bethesda doing a good job given their recent track record. I'd love if they handed it to Nightdive though. They could do a great job

@teratoma.

5w↑3

dread delusion's artstyle is one of my favorite in video games

@Dougifresh01

5w↑12

Absolutely love the looks of this game, I bought a copy long ago to support its development at least a bit, but am holding out till 1.0 so I can experience it in it's finished state. Your videos make that harder to do lol.

@Eener1000

5w↑1

Holding out is a good idea. There is this overarching quest that guides you through the game which last time I played it came to sort of an abdrupt end and I couldn't progress further. Still, the game is already chock full of content and little side quests.

@gallow_

5w↑1

When it hits 1.0 you're in for a good'un

@olivergottkehaskamp3369

5w↑2

To quote from the latest update on Feb 29th:
"Please note that save data will be wiped come 1.0’s release. (Well, not technically wiped, your old save data will be preserved, but the game will use a new set of files for save data tracking. If you’d like to use your older save files when 1.0 hits, all you’d need to do is overwrite the new file slot with the old one. There’s a high chance that this may cause issues with your save, but we wanted to leave that option available for players)."

So holding out until 1.0 seems like a good idea. 😅

@erictrinque6513

5w↑1

the deadpan turn and stare of the scholar is straight nigtmare fuel. game looks awesome

@IzSaru

5w↑2

I liked all of what I saw in this video, but the thing that got me really interested was the "cozy RPG". That's exactly the vibe I'm seeking these days.

@igorthelight

5w↑1

What about "My time at Portia/Sandrock"? ;-)

@IzSaru

@@igorthelight I'll check them out. Thanks for the recommendation!

@daniell1483

5w↑1

Watching this, I was immediately reminded of my first Dwemer ruin in Morrowind. The weird clockwork monsters were my first introduction to 3D RPGs. This game is so for me!

@TheGallicWitch

it reminds me of Lunacid, which was my best surprise and game of the year for 2023. Lunacid is clearly an hommage to Kingsfield and other old games like Morrowind, and since you give similar comparisons, I'm already in love with this. I'll go play it right now, thanks so much for the recommendation

@nuruddinshah684

6:52
Damn talk about that Quake hit sound.

@arcticcirclepit2008

5w↑1

This is legit one of my favorite games on Steam right now. Has been for a while now. Need to dive back in and explore the newest location/realm. Still haven't checked it out. But yea, I love this game.

@maxx21285

Looks very interesting. Gotta love the flow automatic pick ups allows, especially in games heavy on exploration.

@edendrake8204

Thank you Splat. I really need something to play while waiting the next Elder Scroll

@glakoblako

5w↑4

This is an excellent game and I look forward to it being complete!

Here's my review of the game (Pre-Release):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MAwQph83yIU

@Grandmastergav86

5w↑1

Beautiful dream-like aesthetic, interesting world, there are flaws but DD has the makings of a classic.

@docmars

Can't wait for this to 1.0! Eagerly waiting for the day!

@erikmathy4211

5w↑1

This is f*cking cool! I dig it! Great find, man.

@Roy_Oy

This looks fantastic, I can't wait to explore this world!

@SigmaZer0

5w↑1

It would be nice if the textures in the game where the same rendered resolution, love the old-school look.

@jeffwren7815

5w↑1

Honestly after Lunacid, I'm here for this genre of game

@TheAzrai

Definitely getting King's Field vibes, and I actually think there should be a "fog" that limits view distance. It was for performance in KF, but it also helped with atmosphere. It would require a lot of sign-posting of locations, however.

@iihartii

5w↑1

Man I loved Lunacid (you should try it if haven't already) and this is giving me very similar amazing vibes

@RealAvus

5w↑3

BTW, Steam have a feature that you can make NOTES thru the overlay interface and it is CLOUD save to that particular game

@wishiwascooler

Looks amazing and definitely seems to evoke that 20 or so years ago vibe. I wish you could see your hands though. I played Morrowind when I was like 17 or so around 2003 and it was the most amazing thing I'd ever seen at the time. Definitely gonna check this out

@dromaeosaur42

I'm usually not a big fan of the early 3D aesthetic, but after Boltgun and now this I think I'm starting to come around.

@jameslowrance4849

It reminds me of Kings Field. Man I loved that game.

@clintonseay2560

Morrowind is great! Glad to see something like this come out

@ubertuna1

This game looks sweet!! Thankyou splat!

@CYI3ERPUNK

the polygonal work in this game is fucking AMAZING

@Warfoki

5w↑1

Okay, this looks really interesting, gonna pick this up.

@Reoh0z

5w↑1

0:50 He waved goodbye to you.

@CaptApocalypse

Dread Delusion is rad as hell and I can't wait for 1.0

@mjp152

I get a lot of "The Dying Earth" vibes from this - I dont hate it!

@paulrussert

definitely going to wishlist this and maybe keep it in mind until I have more free time!

@retroinspect

I was following this one since the PS1 demo disc but it didn't appear to be anything more than a vibes-check style of game. Glad to see it's now closer to Lunacid in delivering vibes and fun hack and slash gameplay.

@demonwing171

5w↑6

hey splatchat, I got a question if you guys please: I'm trying to find the name of a game splat covered 1-2 weeks ago but the video seems to be gone. copyright strike I guess? Anyways it was a top-down post-apocalyptic rouge-like/lite and I remember it being described in lore as a suicide mission where each new character is selected by lottery to explain in world why each character is so randomized. It definitely wasn't Jupiter Hell or Quasimorph, didn't wishlist it back then because I'm "smart"; going absolutely mad wracking my head to remember it. Oh yeah! there also was a giant worm as an enemy, if that helps.

for any who're curious: Found it, it's called "empty Shell". i wonder why the video is no longer available, oh well.

@GoodmansGhost

5w↑1

I believe Splatty only deletes videos when he feels he's misrepresented a game. He might have gotten a comment that made him think so after uploading.

@FeralKemet

That is weird. I even went and checked the game out based on his recent video of it, but I can only see on his videos the old one he made a year ago.

@vforwombat9915

@@GoodmansGhosthe's deleted a fair bit of videos the past 3 months.
approaching an avg of one a week.

@fus132

Dammit I remember what you're describing but not it's name, it's that game set in Japan with black & white colour scheme and a pixelated crt/camera filter where you had to use light/medium/heavy ammo types for guns.

@fus132

@OP Found it! It's called "EMPTY SHELL" in all caps.

@nickpetrossi2008

5w↑1

This looks amazing!

@The-Man-On-The-Mountain

The most amazing thing from this channel is that this guy won't shut up for even 2 straight seconds. No hostility herr or anything, I just think it's an amazing skill lol

@inkeddecker9964

the exploring, lore, and even building up your farm is what i loved wild shit. i teamed up with a eldritch horror and now he just sits in town making me uncomfortable. Anyone having trouble with the sky you wont after like an hour

@Starfighter_7

Thanks for the video Splat! This game looks really cool, I'll keep an eye on it! :D

@lololollololol629

I was born in 1994 and grew up with morrowind and oblivion so this is probably also my type of game lol..

@thundreturtle

I love how the game looks :D

@drago939393

Games with simple old-school, low-poly graphics yet modern technical capabilities is awesome IMO. I think there should be fog and whatnot to reduce visibility tho, make it more atmospheric and spooky. Moreso, limited vision and unknown stuff in the distance does help set the mood and is evocative for older games.

@igorthelight

Developers want you to see other floating isles ;-)

@dynaelder5037

I played every game in this style back in the day, but the only one I play these days is Barony. I still love pixel art though, pixel art done well.

@georgigeorgiev9931

My very first game was Blade of Darkness . I still remember the combos of all weapons , it was awesome 😌 I wish it got retouched and revived

@igorthelight

5w↑1

From the Steam version description:
We are happy to bring Blade of Darkness back to life, now in full HD. It's an enduring classic that, at the time of its release, inspired many games in the action-adventure genre through its approach to combat. With this edition we've re-engineered the game to work on modern PC hardware, upscaled the textures, added widescreen support up to 4K resolution, improved anti-aliasing, HDR, bloom, motion blur, reworked camera, added gamepad support and improved its overall stability. At the same time, the gameplay, content, and the story are untouched — featuring all the game’s quirks and charm.

@georgigeorgiev9931

@igorthelight I did find out after I left my comment , as I head on in search for it . Didn't know before that 😄🤷🏻‍♂️

@rocko8544

Love this game. Played it a few years back

@AeonSaint

I get Daggerfall & Primal (PS2) vibes from this game. Dunked so many hours into those games back then. :)

@basildaoust2821

Splattercat, wow, the people who ran the ships and blimps would tell you where they were going so you didn't have to waste your life sitting on a ship to find that oh look all the enemies are live 45 and I'm like level 10. Guess I should just get back on the ship.

@WinnieAndTwins

5w↑6

oooo caught a fresh one!!

@adriancttnc

5w↑1

As fresh as they come!

@Ekklo

Its a fun game. I put a lot of time into it. They do shove a metric ton of healing items at you. No reason to die.

@willow93932

I appreciate your stamina potion song

@ubertuna1

It looks like what I wanted Graven to be!

@corgibuttz2550

I already own this game, but I've been holding off playing it. Patiently waiting for the 1.0.

@MyMattinthehat

The ships in the background remind me of burning ship fractals

@her0n722

Arcanum is an amazing game that everyone should play. Same with Planeswalker: Torment

@-Slinger-

I like the sound of this project. Morrowind is a favorite of mine but I do hope they make the environments a little more cohesive when it comes to looks. Some of those walls look like 8x8 sprites while the doors look more 32x32 if that makes sense. A lack of consistent resolution to the environments I guess is what I think it looks like.

@RichardGrainger1980

You had me at Morrowind.

@YumLemmingKebabs

I have definitely heard of this and seen it on the store page several times, though didn't really look into it that deeply. I really loved Morrowind for what it was at the time, but I don't really wanna play it again. What I would want was a game that was like what a TES game would have been today if Bethesda hadn't decided to go off in a completely different direction.

@Loriethalion

This looks like my kind of game, wishlisted!

@marks.7211

Art style looks cool af

@jollyvoqar195

takes me back to EverQuest days almost

@DoctorKoT

I feel some Arx Fatalis vibes in this one :)

@diehleo

Would love to watch you stream this

@shangoat2008

It has the early Elder Scroll games vibes, which is good

@samuraile6625

Honestly, looks really good and I like it, maybe because I'm old😁 no I love games😁 It's cool to see npc using health potion and as you mentioned it's nice you can go anywhere.

@Urko2005

I like the artstyle.

@corbinkendall6330

26:06 A code to live by in the gaming space... graphics dont matter, as long as the game is fun.

@Orety6

Reminds me Hexen 2 but open world... looks great and something I expect.

@ATZag135

ThankYou SirSpla77

@johnnygames857

This is just the kinda game I was hoping for. :)

@korgullironclad1149

Looks awesome. Gives me EverQuest vibes.

@Szederp

Looks like Graven is done for. Also just one look at this game reminded me how under 30 years Bethesda never managed to create a good sandbox fps-rpg game. Maybe old schoolers will argue that Morrowind had depth.....but it is all muddy and just a bunch of stats and locations thrown together. Now this game looks like it can take the cake, even though it is an fps, its gameplay especially the exploration is a loveletter to the old Gothic series.

@AnoterosHershy

I only watched about half of the vid because im definitely going to play this. I hope upon release they bring it to Xbox as I like achievements. But if not i'll still play it. Looks like a lot of fun.

@igorthelight

Why not Steam achievements tho? ;-)

@johndegnan5703

Oh my.... this nostalgia-bait has hooked a fish. Daddy needs!

@owensthilaire8189

Erm...are you sure that's silk that comes out when you pet those bugs?

@Freaksnake

Reminds me of Tainted Grail: Fall of Avalon.

@e.matthews

Been craving a playthrough of Arx Fatalis. This is scatching the same itch!

@igorthelight

Don't forget to install Arx Libertatis community patch! ;-)

@e.matthews

@@igorthelight Never heard of it, so thank you so much!

@igorthelight

@@e.matthews ;-)

@genericvillain7534

This game looks super wierd and cool

@HaruIRAI

Is it finally out yet? Full release I mean?

@igorthelight

Nope!

@MrEvilWasp

5w↑1

The feeling of nostalgia in the way this looks and plays is tremendous. How could anyone not love the way it looks? This will be getting played a load by me.

@sunnyjim1355

Because visually it looks absolutely horrible, that's why.

@MrEvilWasp

@@sunnyjim1355 Maybe to you it does, but to me I think it's retro style looks amazing because the developers capture the age it's representing really well.

@Ffourteen

5w↑4

I so know what you mean, WoW was such an amazing place when no one knew what was going on and you really felt like you were exploring something new.

@mikecampos1193

I heard making the map for this game is like all but a quest on on its own I hope you found a way to get the map.

@igorthelight

He showed a working map in the video ;-)

@john_duncan

It'd be cool if some of the later things you unlock cause you to have better resolution. call it like true sight or something.

@igorthelight

5w↑1

Render resolution is the same as your native one ;-)
You mean texture resolution, most likely. There would be mods for that.

@john_duncan

@@igorthelight thanks nerd!

@igorthelight

@@john_duncan xD

@basildaoust2821

I lived through the 90's already and I see no fucking reason to go back. I do wish the new games would just fucking work like perfectly.

@igorthelight

There are still good games today. Most of them are not AAA but there are a few exceptions ;-)
One of those would be Baldur's Gate 3. To find more - just google "best game of 2023/2022" and so on. Ignore ant big "game journalists" - they are paid to say nice things xD

@TheMrDewil

Reminds me of Heretic 2 and Hexen 2.

@3db-

Anyone know which engine the game uses?

@igorthelight

Made with Unity.
But it uses low poly graphics and almost none of modern shaders so you could even make this game on your own 3D engine ;-)

@formdusktilldeath

Completely no lighting? That’s a bold choice…

@somdood3292

Reminds me of Lunacid

@estevaovieira2549

this game is nice, to bad it is not finished

@GauntRickley

Dread Delusion is great

@drinkyourtea

I loved morrowind but never finished it due to simply due to getting lost in the world doing random stuff lmao.

@MrDavidMoyer

For the curious: truth potion seems to last 50 seconds.

@iamthenrone

I was 12 in the late 90's and this DOES look cool to me.

@kraelic

Graphically it reminds me of Daggerfall.

@zaynevanday142

Looks sweet ❤

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