Close To Me
SONOS ROAM - The Cure Lyrics


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I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me

Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
To feel the fear before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out
Hold my breath and wait until I shake

But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door was a dream

I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me

But if I had your face
Then I could make it safe and clean




Oh, if only I was sure
That my head on the door was a dream

Overall Meaning

In the first verse of "Close to Me" by The Cure, the singer expresses a sense of impatience and discomfort, describing how they have been eagerly anticipating something for hours and it has made them physically unwell. They lament that they wish they had just stayed asleep, suggesting their current state of unease and anxiety. The day feels never-ending to them, and they seem surprised that the night has come so close to them, perhaps indicating a sense of reckoning or confrontation with something looming on the horizon.


The second verse delves into a more introspective and emotional realm, urging the listener to persevere in challenging circumstances. The singer encourages pushing through darkness and difficulties, attempting to make things function despite the fear that lingers before a crucial moment arrives. There is a sense of vulnerability as the lyrics speak of making shapes come too close and resorting to extreme measures like pulling out their own eyes metaphorically. The imagery conveys a feeling of desperation and readiness to confront whatever lies ahead, no matter how daunting.


The chorus highlights a longing for reassurance and safety, as the singer wishes for someone else's faith to guide them through their struggles and insecurities. There is a plea for security and clarity, wanting to believe that the surreal or unsettling experiences they are going through are just figments of imagination. The mention of "my head on the door" being a dream suggests a desire for escape or release from the current turmoil, hoping that it is not as real or impactful as it seems.


In the closing repetition of the chorus and final lines of the song, the singer repeats their earlier sentiments of waiting, feeling unwell, and dreaming of a different reality. There is a persistent yearning for solace and peace, perhaps through connection with another person symbolized by having their face. The uncertainty and disorientation expressed throughout the lyrics culminate in a plea for certainty and relief, encapsulating a mix of anxiety, longing, and a search for resolution in the face of internal and external turmoil.


Line by Line Meaning

I've waited hours for this
I've been looking forward to this moment for a long time.


I've made myself so sick
I've stressed myself out too much.


I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I wish I hadn't woken up today.


I never thought this day would end
I never expected this day to come to a close.


I never thought tonight could ever be
I never imagined that tonight would actually happen.


This close to me
This close to becoming reality.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Robert James Smith

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