Alongside Ghostie, KiddBeatz, and the late Loboloki, Sybyr is a co-founder of the Anti-World collectiveβformerly WeirdCLVN and Weird Melodiciansβa music collective founded upon social outsiders βexpressing abnormality through music,β as Chase explained inside a September 2014 interview with GOLD BUSHIDO. In a September 2018 interview with All Def Music, Sybyr described the concept of Anti-World to be βa place where no fuckery is allowed.β
Sybyrβs clothing preferences and appearance are oftentimes met with backlash due to his defiance of gender norms. Chase can be seen sporting high-heels, lipstick, nail polish, and platform boots inside social media postsβstylistic choices that have been a cemented part of his persona since June 2016.
Sybyrβs discography is extensive, with over fifty bodies-of-work self-released since July 2012. Sybyr would publicly debut as MacXVII, releasing his fully-instrumental record, Space Trips. It would take nearly two years before Chase would experiment with vocals, releasing his loose single, β1449,β in April 2014.
On June 4, 2017, Sybyr was reported missing by many of his associatesβhe was last seen on June 2, 2017, inside Commerce City, Denver. On June 12, 2017, it was stated that he had been found and was safe. Unbeknownst to fans of the Maryland artist, Chase was spending time inside behavioral facilities and hospitals, which he detailed inside a September 2018 HAM Radio interview with All Def Music
Following Chaseβs leave from the psychiatric ward on July 12, 2017, he decided to change his alias from Syringe to Sybhyr, first announced via a Facebook post. Chase later switched his pseudonym to Sybyr on July 16, 2017. Being homonymic with cyber, the Sybyr alias seemingly has roots from Sybyrβs childhood, where he routinely spent time on the internet.
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I Like Being
SYBYR Lyrics
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I like being fucked, in the head, so pathetic
All I wanna do, is bounce up, on some stock shit
And keep on climbing up, then go crash, like the spaceships
Fuck that dude Syringe, all he do, is go scream and shit
I just like the pain, in ya ears, when you stay listening
Fuck it, who am I, why do I even try shit?
Maybe it's because I gotta lot of fucking spite in me
Seems like we should try being more savage
My brain don't wanna think I just wan break shit
Press upon your body, as I weaken it
Still going off, where did my top go?
I never noticed, if I became psycho
All I wanna do is fuck you and bite you
Scream my name a thousand times as I plow through
I'm a horny motherfucker with issues
I need to get me some tissues
I keep on leaving my dick bruised
Maybe I'm liking the thought of you
Either way, I need to get away
Good thing I'm taking a vacay
Don't ever call me by my name
I don't think anyone cares, ay
Either way, I need to get away
Good thing I'm taking a vacay
Don't ever call me by my name
I don't think anyone cares, ay
Like being broken in a world, oh so distant
I like being fucked, in the head, so pathetic
All I wanna do, is bounce up, on some stock shit
And keep on climbing up, then go crash, like the spaceships
Fuck that- fuck that dude Syringe, all he do, is go scream and shit
I just like the pain, in ya ears, when you stay listening
Fuck it, who am I, why do I even try shit?
Maybe it's because I gotta lot of fucking spite in me
I like being broken in a world, oh so distant
I like being fucked, in the head, so pathetic
All I wanna do, is bounce up, on some stock shit
And keep on climbing up, then go crash, like the spaceships
The lyrics of Sybyr's "I Like Being" can be interpreted as a contradictory mix of self-destructive behavior and a craving for success. Sybyr seems to be embracing his broken and pathetic state, finding pleasure in the pain that his music might cause to his listeners. He acknowledges that his music is often loud and sometimes screams, but still finds comfort in the pain it brings to his fans. He then seeks to bounce back from this to climb to success but also to crash like a spaceship. This might be a reflection of how Sybyr views the music industry - a world where bouncing up and down is followed by crashes and setbacks, but a world he is willing to be a part of.
The lyrics also suggest that Sybyr might be struggling with issues of identity and purpose, wondering why he even tries. However, spite seems to be a driving force behind his music. Sybyr is angry and wants to double down on the damage, opting to be savage instead of thinking too much. In this light, the lyrics might be interpreted as a reflection of his psyche, one that is often dark and self-destructive.
Interestingly, Sybyr's lyrics play with the idea of the audience's perception of his music. He acknowledges that his music might be too much for some, and that it might be seen as screaming, but at the same time, he revels in the pain it might cause. This is further emphasized by the repetition of the chorus, where Sybyr talks about liking being broken and fucked in the head.
Line by Line Meaning
I like being broken in a world, oh so distant
Being broken in a world that seems far away satisfies me
I like being fucked, in the head, so pathetic
Emotionally damaging experiences make me feel fulfilled and submissive
All I wanna do, is bounce up, on some stock shit
All I want to do is take drugs and feel high
And keep on climbing up, then go crash,Like the spaceships
I want to constantly go through highs and lows like a spaceship crashing after ascending
Fuck that dude Syringe, all he do, is go scream and shit
I dislike Syringe because he just shouts and doesn't have the same emotional connection to pain as I do
I just like the pain, in ya ears, when you stay listening
I enjoy the discomfort others feel while listening to my pain
Fuck it, who am I, why do I even try shit?
I often question my identity and the purpose of my actions
Maybe it's because I gotta lot of fucking spite in me
Perhaps it's because I have a lot of anger and resentment inside me
All I know is doubling the damage
All I know is that causing more harm satisfies me
Seems like we should try being more savage
It seems that being more brutal would be beneficial
My brain don't wanna think I just wan break shit
I don't want to think, I just want to destruct
Press upon your body, as I weaken it
As I cause harm to your body, I enjoy feeling powerful
Still going off, where did my top go?
I am still feeling intense emotions, where did my control go?
I never noticed, if I became psycho
I've never realized if my behavior became abnormal
All I wanna do is fuck you and bite you
I want to have aggressive sexual encounters that involve biting
Scream my name a thousand times as I plow through
I want you to scream my name repeatedly while I have sex with you using force
I'm a horny motherfucker with issues
I am a sexually aroused individual who has severe personal problems
I need to get me some tissues
I need to masturbate
I keep on leaving my dick bruised
I often hurt myself while masturbating or having sex
Maybe I'm liking the thought of you
Perhaps I am only attracted to the idea of you rather than the reality
Either way, I need to get away
Regardless, I need to distance myself from this situation
Good thing I'm taking a vacay
Fortunately, I'm taking a break
Don't ever call me by my name
I don't want to be associated with my identity
I don't think anyone cares, ay
I don't believe anyone cares about me
Like being broken in a world, oh so distant
Being broken in a world that seems far away satisfies me
I like being fucked, in the head, so pathetic
Emotionally damaging experiences make me feel fulfilled and submissive
All I wanna do, is bounce up, on some stock shit
All I want to do is take drugs and feel high
And keep on climbing up, then go crash,like the spaceships
I want to constantly go through highs and lows like a spaceship crashing after ascending
Writer(s): Benedict Ihesiaba
Contributed by Julian B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@UVXCX
Times were so much better when this song first dropped man
@marlikwinnin
Exactly man
@sippcastro2696
It was all so simple
@ieDekay
facts
@supernatural.unicorn
Naw
@jakubdrevecky177
true
@TheFoolsArcana
Still speaks to me after all these years. RIP Syringe. Make way for Sybyr.
@stephenwilds9328
As soon as you said rip Syringe my heart dropped lol
@myieshagreen4653
Did you said rip syringe it make my ears sleep
@ijustsneezed8814
HES DEAD!?!?!