borderline
Sarea Lyrics

Systematic overdrive
My thoughts are so intense and overwhelming that they continuously push me forward in a state of chaos and confusion.

My chaotic reality
My life seems to be in constant disarray and upheaval, never able to settle into a stable pattern.

A demon driven optimism
Despite my struggles, I cling to a hope that feels like it's coming from an outside force or entity rather than from within myself.

Delusionistic sanctuary
My illusions and delusions serve as a retreat from the painful truth of reality, offering me temporary comfort and solace.

A borderline impersonated
I feel like I am playing a role or pretending to be someone or something that I am not, never able to truly connect with my own identity.

On legacies of disbelief
My past experiences and traumas have left me feeling skeptical and distrusting of the world and of others around me.

Steering life with unseeing eyes
I am making decisions and taking actions without truly understanding their consequences or impact, blinded by my own confusion and desperation.

A disturbed mind in harmony
Despite my inner turmoil and unrest, I have found some sense of peace and balance within my own madness and chaos.

Come to me
I am reaching out and begging for someone to connect with me and help me find a sense of validation and purpose in my life.

Taste the sweets in my utopia
Join me in my delusions and fantasies, which provide me with a temporary escape from the harsh realities of life and a sense of pleasure and satisfaction.

Let me fabricate
Allow me to continue constructing a false reality that shields me from the pain and suffering of the world around me.

Let me live my reality
Please don't try to take away the illusions that help me cope with my struggles and hardships; they are the only things that offer me any semblance of hope and joy.

I'm the borderline
I am someone who hovers on the edge of sanity and insanity, constantly struggling to maintain a sense of balance and control in my life.

Help me fantasize
Assist me in creating and maintaining the illusions and delusions that allow me to cope with my pain and trauma.

Help me live my reality
Please don't try to change or control me, but instead support me in my attempts to find peace and happiness within my own mind and fantasies.

With devil eyes I passionate
I am driven by a sense of dark energy and intensity that makes me feel both powerful and dangerous in equal measure.

Sacrificing sexual flesh
I am willing to give up the physical pleasures and intimacy of human relationships in order to maintain my personal illusions and fantasies.

Serpent tongue is licking skin
I am consumed by a sense of darkness and temptation that often leads me to indulge in perverse or taboo desires and behaviors.

Poisoned love with no regrets
I am caught in a cycle of toxic relationships and deep emotional pain, but refuse to let go of the things that are hurting me the most.

Further away my mind drifts off
I am losing touch with reality and becoming more entrenched in my own internal world of delusions and fantasies.

Twisting worlds and turning days
My sense of reality is becoming more distorted and warped, with each passing moment blurring into the next in a never-ending cycle.

Into hell nights, forever black
I am consumed by a sense of darkness and despair that seems to stretch on endlessly, with no hope of reprieve or escape from my inner demons.

With agonizing pain
My struggles and hardships are causing me great suffering and torment, with no clear path towards resolution or healing.