PILLS
Selah Sue Lyrics


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I can't do it
Can't feel a thing, I'm numb
All I do is wait
Is there something wrong with me?
Honestly I don't
Get as high
When I medicate
And I can't go on like this

And oh, I blew it
I think I took out the fun
Empty as hell
Made me lose my attitude
I know I won't get as high
When I medicate
And I can't go on like this
I'm useless
Someone wake me up from this life, yeah

I wish that I could feel something
But the pills do what they do (they do, they do, they do)
I was dancing on the ceiling
Now I can't feel nothing new
And if you look real close you'll notice
I lost all my emotions
Is it better when I'm broken?
Aiming for explosion
I wish that I could feel something
But the pills do what they do (they do, they do)

Guess I'm okay
But I keep doubting
If It's better in grey
Hidin' what's real
My chemicals
Just ain't right
And so I medicate
For some peace in my mind

It's useless
Can I wake me up from this life? Yeah

I wish that I could feel something
But the pills do what they do (they do, they do, they do)
I was dancing on the ceiling
Now I can't feel nothing new
And if you look real close you'll notice
I lost all my emotions
Is it better when I'm broken
Aiming for explosion?
I wish that I could feel something
But the pills do what they do (they do, they do)

Wish that I could feel something
(Wish that I could feel something, something)
I don't know who I am lately
(Wish that I could feel something)
Wish that I could feel something
But the pills do what they do

I wish that I could feel something
But the pills do what they do (they do, they do, they do)
I was dancing on the ceiling
Now I can't feel nothing new

And if you look real close you'll notice
I lost all my emotions
Is it better when I'm broken?
Aiming for explosion




I wish that I could feel something
But the pills do what they do (they do, they do)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Selah Sue's "Pills" illustrate the singer's struggle with emotional numbness and dependence on pills to feel something. The singer feels empty and numb, unable to feel any emotions or enjoy life as they used to. The medication that they take doesn't provide the satisfaction and high it used to, leaving them questioning if there is something wrong with them. The lyrics also express the frustration of feeling useless and a desire for something to change.


The repetition of the phrase "I wish that I could feel something" emphasizes the singer's desperate need to feel alive and connected to their emotions. However, the pills take away their emotions and leave them feeling broken, which leads them to consider if it is even better than being numb.


The song's chorus emphasizes on how the singer was once living a good life, dancing on the ceiling and feeling everything to the fullest. However, the pills have left her feeling nothing, and the emptiness is enough to drive her to explore how life would be if she broke down and let everything out.


Line by Line Meaning

I can't do it
I'm struggling to cope with life


Can't feel a thing, I'm numb
The emotional pain is so intense that I've become numb to it


All I do is wait
I'm waiting for something or someone to make me feel better


Is there something wrong with me?
I'm questioning my own sanity and well-being


Honestly I don't
I honestly don't know what to do


Get as high
Experience the same level of joy or happiness


When I medicate
When I take pills or drugs


And I can't go on like this
I can't continue living like this


And oh, I blew it
I messed up really badly


I think I took out the fun
I think I ruined my life or situation


Empty as hell
I feel completely empty inside


Made me lose my attitude
I lost my drive, motivation and positive outlook


I'm useless
I feel useless and worthless


Someone wake me up from this life, yeah
I need someone to shake me out of this state of mind or existence


I wish that I could feel something
I wish I could feel some kind of emotion


But the pills do what they do (they do, they do, they do)
But the pills only numb me further


I was dancing on the ceiling
I used to be really happy and carefree


Now I can't feel nothing new
But now I can't experience any new emotions or feelings


And if you look real close you'll notice
If you look closely, you'll see that


I lost all my emotions
I've become completely devoid of emotions


Is it better when I'm broken?
Would it be better if I were completely broken or destroyed?


Aiming for explosion
I'm trying to reach a point where everything explodes (figuratively)


Guess I'm okay
I seem okay on the surface


But I keep doubting
But deep down I'm full of doubt and insecurity


If It's better in grey
If life is better in a dull and uneventful state


Hidin' what's real
I'm hiding my true self from the world


My chemicals
The pills or drugs I'm taking


Just ain't right
Aren't having the intended effect


And so I medicate
And so I continue taking pills or drugs to feel better


For some peace in my mind
To try and find some peace of mind


Wish that I could feel something
I really wish I could experience some kind of emotion


But the pills do what they do
But the pills only worsen my situation




Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: Birsen Ucar, Joachim Saerens, Matt Parad, Sanne Putseys

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Comments from YouTube:

@victoriavdh9851

Going through depression since march....Can't express how much this album comes along at just the right time. Even more when you were waiting for Selah's return. Amazing coincidence, was'nt expecting that, thank you Selah. I understand so much the distress. But you are an amazing artist, singing will beat the pain for you, it shall transcend it. Whereas for me, I don't know what do you with that s.....period. Can't create a thing....

@EgonMaric

So consume "art". Whatever you do in the day is an expression of a greater art anyways. It's just that we don't acknowledge the artist above and the art expressed through us and the art surrounding us. Get well mate.

@nadademais1234

you just created a comment though

@peterchlechowitz3786

Hope your depression gets better soon. To hear music is very good health, by giving hope and dreams for better future. It can helps to work through dark time. Many do not know what music can do with you. And your choice here seems to be not the worst. ;-)🎉

@aeternapuella8890

Each one of us is special, find your own thing... I feel hope coming from your all your being, maybe thats your thing

@robbertboudewijns7897

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@delmacapagal1097

Selah Sue has a terrific voice. Love the song, it's beautiful.

@simonebyrne188

I've been playing this on loop basicaly last 3 days ❤️👌

@christinecavalan3566

Un retour tellement attendu . Agréablement surprise par cette nouvelle chanson très différente. J'adore cette artiste et quelle belle personne . Merci de nous faire vibrer avec cette voix si atypique et magnifique. Selah tu es si talentueuse ♥🌹👋

@nicolasramos2170

I love it already, Selah never lets us down! Lots of love from Brazil!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️🇧🇷

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