I'm A Loner
Shawn Phillips Lyrics


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Well, I've sat 'neath the shade of an old apple orchard
And watched the big trucks rolling by
I've shared a grape soda with a man from Dakota
And seen a June bug in July
I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
And I've seen every village and town
I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here
Then some stranger will lower me downWell, I've slept in your rains and I've slept in your hails
I've screamed out my hurt while I've slept in your jails
I've heard the lone wail of a slow eastbound freighter
Then wished I could die to go meet my saviour
I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
And I've seen every village and town
I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here
Then some stranger will lower me downWell, I've been lead the ships that sail out of your harbors
I've shared silent thoughts with your children and barbers
I've sung to the stars while a jukebox was playin'
And fought back the tears that come when I am sayin'
I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
And I've seen every village and town
I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here
Then some stranger will lower me downI've made love in your cities to the poor and the pretty
Then thought myself lucky and smart
And then ended up lonely with nothin' but only
A song and a half broken heart
I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
And I've seen every village and town
I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here
Then some stranger will lower me down
(final verse added by Shawn Phillips)
Well, I've played basketball through the hoop of a barrel
And struggled to learn how to swim
And once was a baby sometimes I think maybe
I only pretend I was him
I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
And I've seen every village and town
I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here




And then some stranger will lower me down
Down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Shawn Phillips's song "I'm a Loner" tell the story of a nomadic figure who has traveled far and wide, experiencing the highs and lows of life on the road. He has witnessed the passing of time and witnessed the beauty of nature, such as sitting "beneath the shade of an old apple orchard" and watching "a June bug in July." However, he admits to being a "drifter" and a "loner," seemingly without a fixed home or sense of belonging.


The song further depicts the loneliness and despair of the singer, who has endured hardships such as sleeping "in your rains" and "screaming out [his] hurt" while in jail. He has made love to many, and suffered the consequences of heartbreak, ending up with "nothin' but only a song and a half broken heart." The final verse added by Shawn Phillips speaks directly to the listener, revealing that even as a child, the singer may have been pretending to be someone else. This line speaks to the universal feeling of wanting to escape oneself and one's circumstances, and feeling lost and disconnected from others.


Line by Line Meaning

Well, I've sat 'neath the shade of an old apple orchard
I have spent time in peaceful environments.


And watched the big trucks rolling by
I have observed the busy world around me.


I've shared a grape soda with a man from Dakota
I have had simple, pleasant experiences with strangers.


And seen a June bug in July
I have witnessed the random, unexpected events of life.


I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
I am an independent person who moves from place to place.


And I've seen every village and town
I have traveled extensively and seen many different places.


I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here
I will ultimately end up wherever life takes me and find peace in that.


Then some stranger will lower me down
I will be buried somewhere by people who didn't really know me.


Well, I've slept in your rains and I've slept in your hails
I have endured harsh weather conditions for the sake of travel.


I've screamed out my hurt while I've slept in your jails
I have been in bad situations and expressed my emotions.


I've heard the lone wail of a slow eastbound freighter
I have experienced the haunting sounds of transportation.


Then wished I could die to go meet my saviour
I have had moments of desperation and longing for escape.


I've been lead the ships that sail out of your harbors
I have been involved in various types of transportation.


I've shared silent thoughts with your children and barbers
I have connected with people in small, everyday interactions.


I've sung to the stars while a jukebox was playin'
I have found joy in simple activities like singing and music.


And fought back the tears that come when I am sayin'
I have felt sadness and tried to conceal it.


I've made love in your cities to the poor and the pretty
I have had romantic experiences with different kinds of people.


Then thought myself lucky and smart
I have felt confident and proud of myself.


And then ended up lonely with nothin' but only
I have experienced disappointment and loneliness.


A song and a half broken heart
I have expressed my emotions through music and experienced heartbreak.


Well, I've played basketball through the hoop of a barrel
I have found creative ways to have fun.


And struggled to learn how to swim
I have faced challenges and worked hard to overcome them.


And once was a baby sometimes I think maybe
I have reflected on my own past and origins.


I only pretend I was him
I acknowledge that my childhood self is gone, and I often look back nostalgically.


And then some stranger will lower me down
I will die alone and out of control of what ultimately happens to me.




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@debbieswanson6057

WOW!!!!! Never heard Sean from waay back! A friend turned me onto him in 75.
LBallad was first album of his I purchased....

@dannyboy6114

I've just got this lp for next to nothing in mint condition.

@MrDanielphenix

This album is fantastic!

@yukonnoka

thanks for uploading this...its super hard to find!

@utzuckz

@athegriz1 -- do a YouTube search and you'll find others from the same album, which is one of the early 60's folk classics -- every track sparkles!

@syaifinnuha7304

Well, I've sat 'neath the shade of an old apple orchard
And watched the big trucks rolling by
I've shared a grape soda with a man from Dakota
And seen a June bug in July
I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
And I've seen every village and town
I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here
Then some stranger will lower me downWell, I've slept in your rains and I've slept in your hails
I've screamed out my hurt while I've slept in your jails
I've heard the lone wail of a slow eastbound freighter
Then wished I could die to go meet my saviour
I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
And I've seen every village and town
I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here
Then some stranger will lower me downWell, I've been lead the ships that sail out of your harbors
I've shared silent thoughts with your children and barbers
I've sung to the stars while a jukebox was playin'
And fought back the tears that come when I am sayin'
I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
And I've seen every village and town
I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here
Then some stranger will lower me downI've made love in your cities to the poor and the pretty
Then thought myself lucky and smart
And then ended up lonely with nothin' but only
A song and a half broken heart
I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
And I've seen every village and town
I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here
Then some stranger will lower me down
(final verse added by Shawn Phillips)
Well, I've played basketball through the hoop of a barrel
And struggled to learn how to swim
And once was a baby sometimes I think maybe
I only pretend I was him
I'm a drifter, oh Lord, I'm a loner
And I've seen every village and town
I've passed by here and, oh Lord, I'll die here
And then some stranger will lower me down
Down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down

@MikeBridges88

Anyone have the chords for this song? Cannot figure it out for the life of me

@debbieswanson6057

What year is this from?

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