Selfish
Sheffdan Lyrics

Checking the receipt for what I'm worth
I'm trying to evaluate my value in this relationship

Looked once or twice so I didn't learn
I didn't pay much attention before

I was sitting on not too much
I didn't have much in the relationship

But enough to say that I'm worth some love
I'm deserving of love regardless of what I have to offer

So I tried to cash out everything I earned
I tried to get what I deserved from the relationship

But I came back broke cause you stolen
You took everything from me

All that I have
I had nothing left

So love isn't the plan
I'm not interested in love anymore

Take it to the left (Nah)
I don't want to deal with this

Take it to the backroom
Let's be intimate without getting to know each other

I'm just tryna fuck
I'm only interested in sex

Don't act like I know you like that
Don't think I have any real feelings for you

Man I left you
I walked away from you

Crying in my bedroom
You were upset and I didn't care

Girl I don't have the time to waste
I'm not interested in wasting my time

On anyone yet alone myself
Not even on myself

Yeah I'm fucking selfish (Huh)
I only care about myself

Tell me about it
I know I'm selfish

Well it's not like I tried my best
I didn't put much effort into this

We don't talk about that
I don't want to discuss how I didn't try

Organize the time and place
Let's plan when and where to have sex

Reorganize the time and place
Let's change our previous plan for sex

Reorganize, reorganize like every time
We keep changing our plans

Yeah fucking right I'm thinking I
I know better

Was stupid to accept
I regret agreeing to this

Happiness might be coming true
I had hope for happiness

But it left with a pair of high heels owned by you
You took my hope away

I knew it wasn't true
I knew I wouldn't find happiness in this relationship

That's that bullshit coming through (Yeah yeah)
I see through your lies

You said I feel the same as you so
You claimed to have the same feelings as me

Why the fuck do I wait on you
But I'm always waiting for you

This aging like some spoiled milk
Our relationship is getting worse over time

I set aside my feelings true they were
I ignored my true feelings

And I won't hide it
I won't continue to ignore my feelings

I got over them but I then
I tried to move on, but

Have to deal with all these games
You keep playing games with me

I grew up but I'm still playing
I'm tired of playing games but I'm still stuck in this cycle

I don't wanna be that way no more
I don't want to continue being stuck in this cycle

I had hope for the first time
I was optimistic for the first time in a while

In such a long time and you gave it up
But you took that hope away from me

At least that's how I feel
That's how it feels to me

Tell me about it baby
I know how it feels