That's How I Feel
Simon & Garfunkel Lyrics


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I was sullen and full of dread
Blackbirds circled above my head
And the rain dripped into my bed
From a hole in the foreign sky

And I was then visited by a child
Who entered my room and stood by my side
And as she told me I was too unkind, she sighed
"I'm afraid there's no time to say goodbye"

She left me then, she left me scared
And through a keyhole she disappeared
And my eyes grew heavy with tears
That burned until they closed

The condemned can sing along
Come on, I'll be singing all night long
Oh, how I regret that I've done wrong
Oh, how I regret that I've done wrong
Oh, how I regret that I've done wrong




That I have done wrong
That I have done wrong

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Simon & Garfunkel's song That's How I Feel evoke a sense of hopelessness and despair. The first stanza depicts a dreary, rainy day in which the singer is filled with dread. The use of the imagery of blackbirds circling above his head and the rain pouring into his bed from a hole in the sky gives the impression of an impending doom that the singer cannot escape. Then, a child appears and stands by the singer's side. The child tells the singer that he is unkind and then leaves abruptly, leaving the singer feeling both scared and regretful.


The theme of regret is central to the song, as the singer laments his past mistakes and how they have led him to the place he is now. He sings "Oh, how I regret that I've done wrong" repeatedly, emphasizing his guilt and desire to make amends. The use of the phrase "the condemned can sing along" is particularly poignant, as it suggests that even those who have made grave errors in judgment still have the ability to express themselves and seek redemption.


Overall, the song That's How I Feel is a poignant reflection on regret and redemption. The lyrics evoke a sense of despair and hopelessness, but ultimately offer a glimmer of hope that even the most condemned among us can still find a way to sing.


Line by Line Meaning

I was sullen and full of dread
I was feeling depressed and anxious.


Blackbirds circled above my head
Birds were circling around me, which added to my feelings of darkness and despair.


And the rain dripped into my bed
The rain was coming through the roof and making my bed wet, which was adding to my misery.


From a hole in the foreign sky
The rain was coming from the sky, but it felt foreign and unfamiliar to me.


And I was then visited by a child
A child came into my room and approached me.


Who entered my room and stood by my side
The child walked into the room and stood next to me.


And as she told me I was too unkind, she sighed
The child told me that I was unkind, and then sighed as if disappointed with my behavior.


"I'm afraid there's no time to say goodbye"
The child told me that they had to leave immediately and wouldn't be able to say goodbye properly.


She left me then, she left me scared
The child quickly left, leaving me feeling scared and uncertain.


And through a keyhole she disappeared
The child disappeared through a keyhole, which seemed impossible and bewildering.


And my eyes grew heavy with tears
I started to cry heavily as I realized how lost and alone I felt.


That burned until they closed
My tears felt like they were burning until finally, I closed my eyes and fell asleep.


The condemned can sing along
Even people who are doomed and facing punishment can still find comfort and solace in music.


Come on, I'll be singing all night long
Let's sing together all night long and maybe we can find some hope and joy together.


Oh, how I regret that I've done wrong
I feel so guilty and ashamed of the things I've done wrong in my life.


That I have done wrong
I acknowledge that I've made mistakes and hurt others in the past.




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Written by: Simon Joseph Joyner

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@jucameron

Paul Simon met Kathleen Mary “Kathy” Chitty at the very first English folk club in which he played, the Railway Inn Folk Club in Brentwood, Essex, on 12th April, 1964. Kathy, who worked there, was then 17, Paul was 22, and it appears to have been love at first sight.

A few weeks later Simon wrote "Homeward Bound" as he sat on Widnes Railway Station waiting for the train that would take him back to her. There's a plaque at the station recalling this event. Later that year he invited her to the US where they toured around mainly by bus.

Kathy returned to England on her own with Simon returning to her some weeks later. During this separation he wrote "America" clearly a love song to Kathy:

"Kathy, I'm lost," I said, though I knew she was sleeping
"I'm empty and aching and I don't know why"

During their separation he also wrote the immortal "Kathy’s Song", one of the most beautiful love songs ever written:

I gaze beyond the rain-drenched streets
To England where my heart lies.
My mind's distracted and diffused
My thoughts are many miles away
They lie with you when you're asleep
And kiss you when you start your day.

When he returned to London he recorded the album "The Paul Simon Songbook" that included "Kathy’s Song", and had a photo of Simon and Kathy on the cover. In the meantime, "The Sound of Silence" started to receive major air-play in America eventually becoming No 1 in the US charts in 1965. Simon felt the need to return to the US to continue his career but this meant splitting up with Kathy because she wanted no part of the crazy US music scene.

Kathy later married and brought up three children in a remote mountain village in North Wales where she still lives - she is now a grandmother. Now well into his 70s, Simon recalls their months together with great tenderness and says it was "by far the most peaceful time of my life". In fact he didn't hear from her for over 20 years but after the success of "Graceland" she wrote to congratulate him. When, in 1991, Simon toured the UK, Kathy and her family attended his show in Sheffield. They met again in July 2004 after his "Old Friends Reunion Tour" stop at Hyde Park in London (where her three children now live).



@TheDaRkUs06

I hear the drizzle of the rain
Like a memory it falls
Soft and warm continuing
Tapping on my roof and walls

And from the shelter of my mind
Through the window of my eyes
I gaze beyond the rain-drenched streets
To England where my heart lies

My mind's distracted and diffused
My thoughts are many miles away
They lie with you when you're asleep
And kiss you when you start your day

And a song I was writing is left undone
I don't know why I spend my time
Writing songs I can't believe
With words that tear and strain to rhyme

And so you see I have come to doubt
All that I once held as true
I stand alone without beliefs
The only truth I know is you

And as I watch the drops of rain
Weave their weary paths and die
I know that I am like the rain
There but for the grace of you go I



All comments from YouTube:

@JamesHH

I’ve just heard this song for the first time at the age of 33, it had me starting to think about life, career and family.

I started to sob. This hits deep and I wonder if others feel as lost as me when they hear it.

Buonanotte 🙏🏻

@christinadrummond8062

@-JamesHH - I first heard this song just three years after the album came out, I was a young teen - and since then I've not heard a more beautiful love song. (I wasn't a typical thirteen-year-old, I loved poetry and history and writers like Dostoyevsky). I didn't know the story behind the song then, but many years later when I read about it I understood the sense of loss that I had felt but couldn't put a name to. You are so right, it does hit deep, and still does. I never did meet anyone who I felt could have written such a song for me, but maybe I expected too much.........

@JamesHH

@@christinadrummond8062 what a beautiful comment. ❤️ Thank you for sharing. I hope you’re well.

@christinadrummond8062

@@JamesHH - bless you and thank you! I do hope that life will be good to you, and that the sense of loss will diminish.

@rimmersbryggeri

I first heard it when I was about 15 or 16 and it has been one of my favourite songs ever since. Had a love interest called Catherine that lived in england for a time to. :)

@axiesimon5252

Growing up, my father sang this song to me as a lullaby. I remember falling asleep to the sound of him singing, and though I am 23 now, I still haven't discovered a greater peace than listening to it or singing it. I'll sing it to my fiancé, I'll sing it to my children, and I know one day, if I'm blessed to be there during his final moments, I'll sing it to my dad once more. There is love in these chords, and it's a shame we don't have artists like Paul Simon in the spotlight nowadays.

@triplem9805

Artists of his stature don't happen along very often, but I'm sure they will continue to appear from time to time. For me, it's important not to miss wonderful songs by expecting them to be similar to the ones we already love. So 'The Winner Takes It All' by Abba, and Billy Joel's 'Innocent Man', and The Hollies' 'The Air That I Breathe' (particularly as covered by kd lang) in very different ways capture something uniquely brilliantly about life and love.


Having said that (and maybe it's because of my generation) it does seem that lyrics that speak right into the soul, woven into wonderful melodies and arrangements, pop up less often now than they did a while ago.

@Videojohnnyboy

Axie Simon - what a lovely memory to share

@mindfulharmony1816

Yes, I agree with you. What lovely memories. And your fiancé , your children and especially your Dad will love hearing you sing it. ❤️🌺🌹

@patriciaryan2134

Thats truly beautiful. Its what life is all about

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