Hold up
Siru Lyrics
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This heavy silence or the words
That we're both too scared to say
You don't talk about your day
When I undress you look away
You didn't use to look away
Hold up
I don't wanna stand here begging like a fool
Hold up
Don't you act like we're just strangers passing through
No we're not done yet
Tell me this is just a phase
Tell me it's just growing pains
Tell me that we are just changing
Or is it that we grew apart
And I'm grasping way too hard
To a love that's not worth saving
Hold up
I don't wanna stand here begging like a fool
But we're not done yet
Hold up
Don't you act like we're just strangers passing through
No we're not done yet
Hold up
I am scared because there's just too much to lose, aren't you?
I'm not sure which is worse
The heavy silence or the words
Either way god damn it hurts
Let me fall out of love first
My favorite shirt still smells like you
Neither one knows what to do
But I am trying why can't you?
Hold up
I don't wanna stand here begging like a fool
But we're not done yet
Hold up
Don't you act like we're just strangers passing through
No we're not done yet
Hold up
I don't wanna stand here begging like a fool
But we're not done yet
Hold up
Don't you act like we're just strangers passing through
'Cos we're not done yet
Hold up
I don't wanna stand here begging like a fool
We're not done yet
Hold up
I am scared because there's just too much to lose, aren't you?
The lyrics of Siru's song "Hold Up" explore the complexities and challenges of a deteriorating relationship. The singer is torn between the oppressive silence that hangs between them and the words left unspoken, which may be even more difficult to bear. The lack of communication is evident as they mention how their partner avoids discussing their day or looks away when they undress, highlighting a growing disconnection. The chorus emphasizes the singer's plea to pause and acknowledge that their relationship is not yet over, expressing their desire for resolution and understanding.
The second verse delves deeper into the singer's apprehensions about the state of their relationship. They question whether the difficulties they are facing are just a phase or if they have simply grown apart. The singer's desperation becomes apparent as they admit to grasping onto a love that may not be worth saving. Despite their efforts, their partner seems to be unwilling to try, leaving the singer feeling scared of losing everything if they cannot find a resolution.
The repeated chorus reinforces the singer's refusal to beg and emphasizes that they are not willing to give up on the relationship just yet. They express frustration at their partner's indifference, urging them to acknowledge the depth of their connection and not treat their situation as something fleeting. The poignant closing lines reveal the singer's anguish, expressing the pain of falling out of love and the lingering reminders of their partner that they still carry.
Overall, "Hold Up" portrays the struggle of two individuals trapped in a relationship on the brink of collapse. The song captures the fear, frustration, and determination to salvage what they have, even in the face of uncertainty.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm not sure which is worse
I cannot decide which is more painful
This heavy silence or the words
Between us, the silence filled with unspoken emotions or the difficult conversations that we avoid
That we're both too scared to say
That we are both too afraid to express
You don't talk about your day
You do not share the details of your day with me
When I undress you look away
You avert your gaze when I undress
You didn't use to look away
You used to maintain eye contact
Hold up
Wait a moment
I don't wanna stand here begging like a fool
I do not want to appear desperate and humiliate myself
But we're not done yet
But our relationship is not over yet
Don't you act like we're just strangers passing through
Do not pretend that we are mere acquaintances who will soon part ways
No we're not done yet
No, our relationship is not finished
Tell me this is just a phase
Assure me that our current state is temporary
Tell me it's just growing pains
Tell me that the discomfort we are experiencing is a natural part of our personal development
Tell me that we are just changing
Tell me that we are evolving as individuals
Or is it that we grew apart
Or is it that we have become emotionally distant from each other
And I'm grasping way too hard
And I am desperately trying to hold on
To a love that's not worth saving
To a relationship that is no longer valuable
I am scared because there's just too much to lose, aren't you?
I am fearful because there are too many important things at stake, don't you feel the same?
The heavy silence or the words
The burden of silence or the weight of the unspoken words between us
Either way god damn it hurts
Either way, it hurts immensely
Let me fall out of love first
Allow me to detach myself from this love before you do
My favorite shirt still smells like you
My preferred garment still carries your scent
Neither one knows what to do
Neither of us knows how to handle the situation
But I am trying why can't you?
But I am making an effort, why aren't you?
'Cos we're not done yet
Because our relationship is not yet over
I am scared because there's just too much to lose, aren't you?
I am fearful because there are too many important things at stake, don't you feel the same?
I don't wanna stand here begging like a fool
I do not wish to remain here pleading in a foolish manner
We're not done yet
Our relationship is not finished
Hold up
Wait a moment
Don't you act like we're just strangers passing through
Do not pretend that we are mere acquaintances who will soon part ways
'Cos we're not done yet
Because our relationship is not yet over
Hold up
Wait a moment
I don't wanna stand here begging like a fool
I do not want to appear desperate and humiliate myself
But we're not done yet
But our relationship is not over yet
Hold up
Wait a moment
Don't you act like we're just strangers passing through
Do not pretend that we are mere acquaintances who will soon part ways
'Cos we're not done yet
Because our relationship is not yet over
Hold up
Wait a moment
I don't wanna stand here begging like a fool
I do not want to appear desperate and humiliate myself
We're not done yet
Our relationship is not finished
Hold up
Wait a moment
I am scared because there's just too much to lose, aren't you?
I am fearful because there are too many important things at stake, don't you feel the same?
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Jouko Lavonen, Sini Hynynen, Siru Airistola
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