Friend
Sorry! Lyrics

Hello, friend
A friendly greeting, acknowledging the presence of the listener in a warm and welcoming manner.

Это лето меня убило
This summer destroyed me, implying that the experiences during that time were emotionally devastating.

Я потеряла всё, что у меня было
I lost everything I had, referring to the loss of possessions, relationships, or other valuable aspects of life.

И осень продолжила убивать
And autumn continued to kill, suggesting that the emotional struggles and hardships persisted beyond the summer season.

Теперь мне просто нечего терять
Now I simply have nothing to lose, indicating a sense of emptiness or resignation, as there are no remaining attachments or desired outcomes.

Некому даже подарить подарок
No one to even give a gift to, expressing a lack of meaningful connections or relationships where gestures of kindness would be appreciated.

Написать: 'Привет, встретимся завтра?'
To write: 'Hello, let's meet tomorrow?', reflecting the desire for a simple interaction or plans with someone, possibly a close friend or romantic interest.

И я всё думаю, ну почему? (почему?)
And I keep thinking, well, why? (why?), expressing confusion or frustration about the circumstances and questioning the reasons behind them.

Хотела защитить тебя, теперь тону (я больше не могу)
I wanted to protect you, but now I'm drowning (I can't anymore), conveying a previous intention to safeguard someone from harm but feeling overwhelmed and unable to continue doing so.

Ты думаешь, я тебя предала (навсегда)
You think I betrayed you (forever), suggesting a perceived betrayal or disappointment in the eyes of the listener, possibly due to the artist's actions or choices.

Но я несла этот крест за тебя
But I carried this burden for you, implying that the singer endured hardships or sacrifices on behalf of the listener, possibly out of love or loyalty.

Ведь я хотела уберечь от боли
Because I wanted to protect you from pain, indicating the artist's genuine concern for the well-being and emotional welfare of the listener.

В которой захлебнулась сама (сама)
In which I myself suffocated (myself), metaphorically describing how the singer got overwhelmed or engulfed by the same pain they were trying to shield the listener from.

Будем ли мы снова общаться?
Will we communicate again?, expressing uncertainty or doubt about whether the connection and interaction between the singer and the listener will be reestablished in the future.

Мне страшно знать, что ты чувствуешь (чувствуешь)
I'm scared to know what you feel (you feel), indicating apprehension or fear towards discovering the emotions or thoughts of the listener, possibly anticipating rejection or detachment.

Я не хочу к этому возвращаться
I don't want to return to this, expressing a reluctance or desire to avoid revisiting the past experiences, especially the negative ones that caused pain or discomfort.

Я ненавижу прошлую жизнь
I hate the past life, conveying a strong negative sentiment towards the previous circumstances, choices, or outcomes that shaped the artist's life before the present moment.

И чувства словно атрофировались вновь
And the feelings seemed to atrophy again, suggesting that the singer's emotions or ability to experience deep connections and love have become weakened or diminished over time.

Не чувствую боль и не чувствую любовь
I don't feel pain and I don't feel love, expressing a sense of emotional numbness or detachment, where the singer is unable to experience intense emotions such as pain or love.

Стараюсь не вспоминать о плохом (о плохом)
I try not to think about the bad (the bad), indicating an effort to avoid dwelling on negative memories or experiences, possibly in an attempt to maintain a sense of peace or stability.

Но я не знаю, где мой дом (где?)
But I don't know where my home is (where?), expressing a feeling of displacement or not belonging, where the artist lacks a sense of belonging or a place to call home.

У каждого, кто мне близок, есть кто-то важнее, кто-то важнее меня
Everyone close to me has someone more important, someone more important than me, conveying a sense of inferiority or insignificance compared to others who hold more importance or priority in the lives of those close to the artist.

Теперь у меня просто нет близких
Now I simply have no close ones, implying a lack of meaningful relationships or connections with people, where the singer feels isolated or distant from others.

Я боюсь сделать шаг, сделать шаг
I'm afraid to take a step, take a step, expressing fear or hesitation towards making progress or taking action, possibly due to the fear of failure or further disappointment.

Я чувствую тепло и связь, когда общаюсь с тобой
I feel warmth and connection when I communicate with you, indicating that interactions with the listener bring a sense of comfort, intimacy, and emotional connection to the singer's life.

Может всё-таки мы созданы быть вместе
Maybe we are meant to be together after all, suggesting a hopeful possibility that the singer and the listener are destined or meant to have a deeper bond or relationship.

Порой я привыкаю быть одной
Sometimes I get used to being alone, conveying a sense of resignation or acceptance towards solitude, where the singer has grown accustomed to being by themselves and finds a certain level of comfort in it.

Боюсь открыться людям, боюсь стать виной
I'm afraid to open up to people, I'm afraid to become the blame, expressing fear or reluctance to be vulnerable and share personal feelings or experiences, as the artist fears being judged or blamed by others.

Боюсь стать виной
Afraid of becoming the blame, emphasizing the ongoing fear of taking responsibility or being held accountable for negative outcomes or consequences.