Still Still Still
St. Helena Hospital Men's Chorus Lyrics

Peace to my late nigga Henny I love him and miss him
I have love and respect for my friend Henny who passed away and I cherish the memories we shared.

And days when we grew up as children
I remember our childhood days with fondness and appreciate the bond we formed while growing up together.

Where I was a regular civilian and chasing on woman
Back then, I was just a regular guy trying to pursue women and lead a normal life.

Days with your sister, just kidding
I have some light-hearted memories of spending time with your sister, but I'm not being serious about it.

Days with the niggas and my nigga Mac brought the women
I remember hanging out with the guys and how our friend Mac often brought women to us.

Days when I thought you was tripping
I recall moments when I thought you were being irrational or acting strangely.

Cause my girlfriend said you was with it but I don't put nothing past women
I had suspicions about your behavior based on what my girlfriend told me, but I try not to judge anyone based on hearsay.

Babe got a place in the city
I know someone who lives in the city with their significant other.

I said I'd come then you hit me
I promised to visit but then you contacted me first.

Your momma died and you hit me
You reached out to me after your mother passed away.

I told her nothing and I put on my jacket an ain't tell my boss that I'm dipping
I kept the situation to myself, put on my jacket, and left work without telling my boss.

I'm at your yard giving hugs
I went to your house to console you and give you hugs.

Surrounded by people you love
You were surrounded by your family and other loved ones during this difficult time.

Funeral in the same month
Your mother's funeral took place in the same month as other significant events.

I quit the raps after months then I dropped a track after months
I stopped making music for a while but then later released a new track.

Then I saw you pass in a month and it's fucking me up
Just a month later, I heard news of your passing and it shook me deeply.

To think that I gave up on love
I regret having given up on love at times in my life.

Peace to my late homie Khanya
I pay my respects to my friend Khanya who has passed away.

I never told you I love ya
I didn't express my love to Khanya before he passed away.

I thought I showed you in every little reminder
I believed I conveyed my love for Khanya through various small gestures and actions.

I'd always say I'm behind ya
I frequently expressed my support for Khanya and let him know I had his back.

Glad that went out the country and seen things I kind of
I'm happy that Khanya had the opportunity to travel abroad and experience new things.

Wish I could seen whatever
I wish I could have seen and experienced some of the things Khanya did.

You came back glowing an better
Khanya returned from his travels looking and feeling great.

I snuck in your school not to text ya
I went to your school secretly so I could surprise you without texting ahead of time.

Surprise baby homies forever
The surprise visit was a happy moment between close friends.

We watched that play out in Jozi
We observed a scene unfolding in Johannesburg together.

We talking shit bout the acting an clowning on homies
We joked around and made fun of some of our friends' behavior and acting skills.

You roll a J then it's smoking
You rolled a joint and we all smoked it together.

And that one Christmas when my family left for a while
I remember a Christmas when my family was away from home for a period of time.

You hit up Lu said you down
You contacted our friend Lu and expressed interest in getting together.

My nigga Lisa just passed and I'm stuck in the house
I was grieving the loss of my friend Lisa and feeling trapped at home.

Now we in the park an I'm out
But now we're in the park, enjoying each other's company and having a good time.

And the last time we spoke you was down
The last time we talked, you were feeling low or sad about something.

And you threw me my jacket and said I can have it back now
You returned my jacket to me and said I could keep it for good.

Now you always around in them clouds
Even though you are no longer with us, I think about you often and feel your presence in the world around me.