All My Addictions
St. Mucus Lyrics
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But I still see it in my head
You changed your way so quick, yeah
I think you might be addicted
To hurting the ones you love
I think you made me a victim
Cause I can't tell what's going on
Between you and I
When all we do is fight
Over and over again
Say you can't slow down
No, you can't stop now
You just like the attention
Can't replace what you had so you miss him
I don't see the point of this
Say you love me but you can't resist
Another year we made a mess
(Made a mess)
I think I might be addicted
To getting my hopes up too damn high
I'm in love with a figment
A dream I made up in my mind
About you and I
Still, I try, I try
Over and over again
My heart was open
You left me broken
Was I too selfless, or was I right
I cannot help it
You're my addiction
Don't let me die here alone
In "All My Addictions," St. Mucus sings about a toxic relationship that is riddled with addiction. The song opens with the singer acknowledging that the other person doesn't seem to care about their relationship, but they can't let go. They believe that the other person has a pattern of hurting the ones they love and they feel like they have become a victim of that behavior. They feel lost, confused, and unable to discern what is really happening in the relationship. Despite the constant fighting, they feel like they can't give up on the other person, no matter how much they hurt them.
As the song progresses, it becomes clear that both parties are dealing with addiction. The other person seems addicted to attention and is unable to let go of a past relationship. The singer, on the other hand, is addicted to the hope of a better future with the other person. They are in love with a version of the other person that exists only in their mind. They keep trying to make things work, even though they know it's a "mess," and they keep getting hurt in the process. They are afraid of being left alone and feel like they can't live without the other person.
Overall, "All My Addictions" is a poignant reminder of how destructive addiction can be, not just to the person who is suffering from it, but also to those around them who are trying to help.
Line by Line Meaning
You say it don't mean shit
Even though you said it doesn’t matter, it still affects me
But I still see it in my head
It's a thought that comes up in my mind again and again
You changed your way so quick, yeah
You suddenly transformed your behavior
I think you might be addicted
I believe you could be hooked on something
To hurting the ones you love
You're becoming addicted to causing pain to those closest to you
I think you made me a victim
I believe you turned me into your target
Cause I can't tell what's going on
I'm struggling to understand what's happening
Between you and I
In our relationship
But still, I try
Regardless, I attempt to make things work
When all we do is fight
Even though all we do is argue
Over and over again
It's the same pattern repeatedly
Say you can't slow down
You claim you can't take things at a slower pace
No, you can't stop now
You can't cease what you're doing
You just like the attention
You crave attention
Can't replace what you had so you miss him
You are unable to find a substitute to what you had, and thus miss that person
I don't see the point of this
I don't understand why we are doing this
Say you love me but you can't resist
You say you love me, but you can't stop what you're doing
Another year we made a mess
We made another mistake this year
(Made a mess)
I think I might be addicted
I believe that I could be hooked on something
To getting my hopes up too damn high
I have an addiction to get my hopes up very high
I'm in love with a figment
I'm in love with something that only exists in my imagination
A dream I made up in my mind
A fantasy I created
About you and I
About our relationship
Still, I try, I try
I keep going despite the difficulties
Over and over again
It's the same pattern repeatedly
My heart was open
I was vulnerable to you
You left me broken
But you damaged me
Was I too selfless, or was I right
I'm unsure if I gave too much of myself or did the right thing
I cannot help it
I can't stop it
You're my addiction
You are the thing I can't stop wanting
Don't let me die here alone
I don't want to be alone when I feel like this
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Triston Salazar
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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