Life of the Party
Steve Kroeger & Skye Holland Lyrics

I’m waking up on the bathroom floor
After a night of heavy drinking and partying, I find myself in a vulnerable and regretful state.

Blacked out trying to forget it all
I tried to escape my troubled thoughts and emotions by losing consciousness and erasing any memories of the past.

You wrecked our home and you changed my soul
Your destructive actions not only damaged our relationship and living space but also had a profound impact on my inner self and identity.

Life of the party gets old
Being the center of attention and constantly indulging in a wild and carefree lifestyle eventually becomes tiresome and unfulfilling.

I’m sick of the lies
I have grown tired and frustrated with your constant dishonesty and deception.

And all of the times
Throughout our relationship, there have been numerous instances.

You said that it’s all in my head
You repeatedly dismissed my concerns and blamed me for imagining or exaggerating the problems we faced.

I’m letting it die
I have decided to let our relationship come to an end and fade away.

You got your goodbye
You already had your chance to say farewell and now I expect you to honor it.

So don’t call me
I don't want you to contact me anymore, as I need space and distance from you.

When you’re lonely
When you feel alone and crave companionship.

And you find another way to sorry
Instead of genuinely apologizing and making amends, you try to make up for your actions in different and insincere ways.

Cuz you can’t seem to stick to a story
You have a tendency to continuously change your narrative and can never maintain consistency in the explanations you provide.

I can’t believe I let you disarm me
I'm filled with regret and disbelief that I allowed you to strip away my defenses and leave me vulnerable to your manipulation.

Please don’t call me
I earnestly request you to refrain from contacting me.

Just go back to who was before me
Return to the person you were before our relationship, as I now see that you were always unstable and unreliable.

Cuz you were always coming and going
Your presence in my life has always been inconsistent, with you frequently entering and leaving without substantial reason or commitment.

I can’t believe a word that you told me
I have lost faith in everything you have ever said to me, as your words have proven to be unreliable and deceptive.

When you’re lo-lo-lonely don’t call me
In moments of loneliness and desperation, please refrain from reaching out to me.