Dystopia
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Talking in my sleep
I am so troubled by what I face during the day that it haunts me even when I sleep.

cursing through my teeth
I am so angry and frustrated that I cannot help but vent my feelings even when there is no one around to hear me.

sweating in the heat
The intensity of my emotions is so high that it feels like my body is on fire and I am drenched in sweat.

stuck inside this dream of darkening frustration
I feel trapped in a never-ending cycle of negativity and disillusionment.

liars in my dream
Even in my dreams, I cannot escape the lies and deceit that I encounter in my waking life.

I'm frightened and I'm weak
I feel vulnerable and afraid as I face the challenges that life presents.

there's nothing left for me
I feel like I have exhausted all of my options and there is no hope left for me.

and the vision I endure are simply entertainment
Despite my struggles, it seems that others are more interested in watching my misery and pain than helping me overcome it.

Dark figures chasing me
My fears and insecurities are always haunting me, no matter where I go or what I do.

I hear the wolf that cries
I can sense the impending danger and chaos that is about to engulf me.

see them multiply
As my fears consume me, they seem to take on a life of their own and grow in intensity.

You're ablaze behind the eyes
Your passion and intensity are overwhelming and all-consuming, like a raging fire behind your eyes.

They burn into my memory
The pain and trauma of our interactions stay with me long after they are over, searing into my memory.

A sudden sense of hope
Just when I feel like all is lost, a glimmer of hope appears and gives me the strength to keep going.

the virtue of my ghost
Even though I feel like I am no longer alive, somehow the essence of who I am continues to guide me forward.

you're another ugly host
You are another person who wants to take advantage of my vulnerability and use me for your own gain.

And I can't believe that you would just
I am shocked and dismayed by your callousness and lack of empathy.

Deny everything
You refuse to take responsibility for your actions and your impact on my life.

I choose to live free
Despite all the pain and suffering, I refuse to let my circumstances control me and choose to live my life on my own terms.

It took a second warning then i said goodbye
Even though it was hard to let go, I knew that I had to remove myself from a toxic situation and cut ties with you.

With tainted eyes i need to believe
Even though I have been hurt and jaded by my experiences, I still cling to the hope that things can get better and that I can find happiness.

It took a little longer to sympathise
It was hard for me to understand and empathize with your pain until I had experienced it myself.

And you were hoping i would give in to you
You wanted me to be weak and desperate enough to come crawling back to you, but I refused to give you that satisfaction.

I won't dance because you want me to
I refuse to play by your rules or let you dictate my actions and behavior.

No Romance
I am not interested in engaging in romantic or emotional entanglements with you.

Deep down I only want to be the same
At my core, I just want to be true to myself and not be influenced or controlled by others.

Now there's nowhere left to hide
I have exposed my true self and left myself vulnerable, with no more secrets or defenses left to hide behind.

Game of chance
Life is unpredictable and full of surprises, and sometimes we just have to take risks and see what happens.

I roll the dice for you
I am willing to take a chance on you, despite the risks and the potential for heartbreak.

Hopeless glance
I look into the unknown future with a sense of uncertainty and apprehension, unsure of what lies ahead.

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
The most important lesson in life is to love and be loved in return.

Is just to love and be loved in return
The true purpose and meaning of life is to give and receive love, to connect with others and build meaningful relationships.

I'm living such a life
Despite all the struggles and setbacks, I am still alive and moving forward, making the most of every day.

therein lies your problem
Your inability to appreciate life and find joy in the little things is what is holding you back from true happiness and fulfillment.

Imperfect, circular, entropy
Life is full of imperfections and chaos, spinning endlessly in a cycle of birth, death, and rebirth.

The fatal conclusion
Despite our best efforts to cheat death and cling to life, we must all eventually face our own mortality and meet our end.

with a little sympathy it'll burn inside
Even though life can be difficult and painful, showing compassion and kindness to others can create a warmth and light that burns brightly in our hearts.

let the fires decide
Sometimes, we have to let go and allow life to take its course, trusting that the fire within us will guide us and keep us warm.

I won't comfort you
I refuse to be your emotional crutch or help you avoid facing your own problems and challenges.

no it won't be the same
Things have changed between us, and we can never go back to the way things used to be.

there's nowhere left to hide
We have exposed ourselves to each other, and there are no more secrets left to keep or walls left to hide behind.