Sorry I'm Away So Much
Suga Free Lyrics


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(Xzibit talking)
Come here Tre, what's up son, come on
To whom it may concern, yeah, listen
Sorry I'm away so much, yeah, yeah
All the sons, daughters, penitentiary niggas, yeah feel me
Uh, sorry I'm away so much, yeah

(Xzibit)
My son was born about four and a half years ago
Loved and protected him, amazin how fast they grow
I came to know about his likes and his dislikes (yeah)
Video games, taught him how to ride his first bike (that's it)
This is the life my little nigga, I see you gettin all upset
When I leave the house, poutin, let me tell you about
Tryna make it in this world and provide for you
Cause on them overseat plane rides I miss you too
Never knew that I would have to be away so much
Five thousand dollar phone bills keepin in touch
We Starskey and Hutch, yeah, we partners for life, yeah
I rock mics, so I'm sorry when I hug you if I squeeze too tight
Long nights in the studio take me away
Gettin mad 'cause I'm tired and you want me to play
Money can't replace time, I'm just tryna get you outta the fine relyin
And expand your mind my lil' ni', yeah
Yeah, c'mon

(Chorus-X)
Look, sorry I'm away so much
Understand me, yeah
It's for you, hah, yeah (you, and you, and you)
c'mon, look, sorry I'm away so much
Huh, we keep it gangsta
Look

(Xzibit)
I got a brother locked down, he be out in a couple
Knuckle for knuckle, a veteran and nothin but muscle
Now broadcastin live from behind the wall
Stayin tight through long kites and telephone calls
Gettin hype when you see your brother on T.V.
Can't wait for your release so you can roll with me
Arrange everything exactly how it's supposed to be
For right now here's a thousand, J, stay lo-key
You say damn Xzibit, whyn't you pay a nigga a visit
Time limits got me movin a million miles a minute
Knee deep, gotta strike while the iron is hot
Still gotta eat and keep the lights on when it's not
Sleepin on cots, bullet wounds got you in knots
I wish I was there to snatch you up instead of the cops
Muthafuck it, do the time and get it out of the way
You goin from convict to corporate nigga in one day (in one day)

(Chorus)

(Quik)
Now I ain't never been this hot before
So in essence it's obvious, I ain't never been this out before
I'm spending 25-8 days, 366 times a year
Up in the studio freakin and mixin rhymes in here
Nothin but beer, bud smoke, Hen and Coke, women and sheer
Callin playa niggas there
Not the kinda place I really want to bring my son
Get on lil' Dane, gon' in there and have you some fun
Used to be that ??? be up there sewin ya clothes
While I'm with you on the PlayStation showin you codes
Hit the X button stupid, forward, left, right, X
Now I'm tryna get your college fund, bustin with X

(Suga Free)
Come here, give that here dada,
no no don't do that mama 'cause dada be back
Here go your ba-ba, Pampers, flashy ???, you can see that
You tryna figure out
why dada talkin to you through this glass on the phone
Ooh, I socked a bitch and then she snitched, but I'll be home
Can't keep me away, just can't stay away





(Chorus-Suga Free)
(Suga Free talkin to fade)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Suga Free's song "I'm So Textbook" are a collaborative effort between Xzibit, Quik, and Suga Free. Xzibit starts off the song by apologizing to his son for being away so much due to work, stating that he tries to provide for him by making music. He mentions the difficulties of being away, including missing important milestones and racking up expensive phone bills. Despite this, he emphasizes the importance of providing for his son and expanding his mind.


Quik's verse is about the toll that success takes on him, spending long hours in the studio to create music. He describes the studio as a place with drugs, alcohol, and women, not something he would want to expose his son to. He also discusses his desire to financially provide for his child's future.


Suga Free's verse begins with him talking to his child through a phone while in jail, explaining why he is not physically present. He mentions the consequences of his actions, getting arrested for domestic violence, but assures his child that he will be back soon.


Overall, the song is an introspective reflection on the struggles of being a father trying to balance a successful career with providing for one's family. It touches on themes of sacrifice, regret, and trying to make up for missed time with loved ones.


Line by Line Meaning

My son was born about four and a half years ago
Xzibit is reminiscing about the birth of his son and the time he has spent with him since then.


Loved and protected him, amazin how fast they grow
Xzibit is amazed at how quickly his son has grown up and the experiences they have shared together.


I came to know about his likes and his dislikes (yeah)
Xzibit has gotten to know his son on a personal level, understanding what he likes and dislikes.


Video games, taught him how to ride his first bike (that's it)
Xzibit has taught his son some important life skills like playing video games and riding a bike.


This is the life my little nigga, I see you gettin all upset
Xzibit acknowledges that his son is upset when he leaves the house, but reminds him that his absence is necessary for their lives.


When I leave the house, poutin, let me tell you about
Xzibit is explaining to his son why he has to leave the house sometimes and it's not because he wants to.


Tryna make it in this world and provide for you
Xzibit is striving to be successful in his career to provide for his son and family.


Cause on them overseat plane rides I miss you too
Xzibit feels the pang of being away from his son during long oversea trips and wishes he could be with him.


Never knew that I would have to be away so much
Xzibit never thought he would have to be away from his son this often, but he has to do what he has to do.


Five thousand dollar phone bills keepin in touch
Xzibit spends a lot of money on phone bills just so that he can stay in touch with his son.


We Starskey and Hutch, yeah, we partners for life, yeah
Xzibit compares his relationship with his son with that of Starsky and Hutch, one that is meant to last a lifetime.


I rock mics, so I'm sorry when I hug you if I squeeze too tight
Xzibit apologizes for his strength when he hugs his son, but it's because he's a rapper and he's strong from rocking mics.


Long nights in the studio take me away
Xzibit spends long nights in the studio, which takes him away from his son and family.


Gettin mad 'cause I'm tired and you want me to play
Xzibit's son gets angry when he's tired and wants to rest, but his son wants to play with him.


Money can't replace time, I'm just tryna get you outta the fine relyin
Xzibit values the time he spends with his son, and he's trying his best to provide for him so that he doesn't have to rely on others.


And expand your mind my lil' ni', yeah
Xzibit wants to teach his son important life lessons and expand his thinking.


Now broadcastin live from behind the wall
Xzibit is singing about his brother who is currently in prison.


Stayin tight through long kites and telephone calls
Xzibit and his brother stay close even though his brother is in prison through letters and phone calls.


Gettin hype when you see your brother on T.V.
Xzibit's brother gets excited when he sees him on TV, giving him the motivation to keep going and get out of prison.


Can't wait for your release so you can roll with me
Xzibit looks forward to his brother's release from prison so they can spend more time together.


Arrange everything exactly how it's supposed to be
Xzibit is planning everything precisely for when his brother gets released from prison and they can reunite.


For right now here's a thousand, J, stay lo-key
Xzibit gives his brother some money to help him stay low key and not get into any trouble while he's in prison.


Never been this hot before
DJ Quik has never been this successful or popular before.


So in essence it's obvious, I ain't never been this out before
DJ Quik is becoming more famous and it's evident in his lifestyle changes.


I'm spending 25-8 days, 366 times a year
DJ Quik spends almost all his time in the studio, working on music every day of the year.


Up in the studio freakin and mixin rhymes in here
DJ Quik is working hard in the studio to produce great music.


Nothin but beer, bud smoke, Hen and Coke, women and sheer
DJ Quik is surrounded by temptation in the studio, including alcohol, drugs, women, and euphoria.


Callin playa niggas there
DJ Quik is hanging out with his friends and colleagues who are also in the music industry.


Not the kinda place I really want to bring my son
DJ Quik acknowledges that the studio is not a suitable place to bring his son because it's not child-friendly.


Used to be that ??? be up there sewin ya clothes
DJ Quik used to have someone who would sew clothes for him and his son in the studio.


While I'm with you on the PlayStation showin you codes
DJ Quik and his son play video games together and he teaches him how to play and shows him codes for the game.


Hit the X button stupid, forward, left, right, X
DJ Quik is showing his son how to play a video game using specific buttons to control the character.


Now I'm tryna get your college fund, bustin with X
DJ Quik is working hard to provide for his son's college fund, while also having fun and making great music.


You tryna figure out why dada talkin to you through this glass on the phone
Suga Free's child is trying to understand the concept of talking to his father through glass during prison visits.


Ooh, I socked a bitch and then she snitched, but I'll be home
Suga Free is referring to his criminal conviction in prison and acknowledges that he made a mistake and got arrested.


Can't keep me away, just can't stay away
Suga Free acknowledges that he can't stay away from his child, even though he is currently incarcerated.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: ALVIN JOINER, ALVIN N. JOINER, ANDRE YOUNG, ANDRE ROMELL YOUNG

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