Foolin' Myself
Susie Arioli Lyrics


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I try to keep you out of my heart
But somehow I find
Trying to keep you out of my heart
I'm out of my mind
I tell myself "I'm through with you
And I'll having nothing more to do with you"
I stay away, but every day
I'm just foolin myself

Tell my friends that I don't care
I shrug my shoulders at the whole affair
But all know it isn't so
I'm just foolin myself

And every time I pass
And see my face in a looking glass
I tip my hat and say
"How do you do, you fool
You're trowing your life away"
I'm acting gay
I'm acting proud
And every time I see you in a crowd
I may pretend




But in the end
I'm just fooling myself

Overall Meaning

The Susie Arioli Band's song, "Foolin' Myself," is a heartfelt ballad that speaks to the pain of unrequited love. The lyrics describe the singer's attempts to keep their love interest out of their heart, but they find themselves continually drawn back in. The singer tells themselves that they're over their love interest and will have nothing more to do with them. However, despite their best efforts, they find that they're just fooling themselves.


The song's chorus highlights the singer's attempts to fool themselves and their friends that they're over their love interest. However, they know deep down that they still care for this person and that they're just pretending to be uninterested.


The bridge of the song provides a moment of reflection for the singer. They see their reflection in the mirror and realize that they're throwing their life away by holding onto this unrequited love. Despite this realization, the singer can't help but act gay and proud whenever they see their love interest. The song ends with the singer admitting that, in the end, they're just fooling themselves.


This song speaks to the experience of many who have struggled to move on from a lost love. Despite telling ourselves that we're over someone, our hearts can't let go of the connection we once had with that person. "Foolin' Myself" is a powerful reminder that it's okay to feel these conflicting emotions and that it takes time to heal from the pain of lost love.


Line by Line Meaning

I try to keep you out of my heart
I attempt to prevent you from occupying my heart


But somehow I find
Nevertheless, I discover that it's not working


Trying to keep you out of my heart
Striving to keep you from entering my heart


I'm out of my mind
I'm crazy about you


I tell myself "I'm through with you
I assure myself that I'm done with you


And I'll having nothing more to do with you"
I won't involve myself with you anymore


I stay away, but every day
I distance myself, yet every day


I'm just foolin myself
I'm only deceiving myself


Tell my friends that I don't care
Inform my acquaintances that I'm indifferent


I shrug my shoulders at the whole affair
I dismiss the matter altogether


But all know it isn't so
However, everyone knows it's not the case


I'm just foolin myself
I'm simply lying to myself


And every time I pass
Whenever I walk by


And see my face in a looking glass
And observe my reflection in the mirror


I tip my hat and say
I acknowledge and greet


"How do you do, you fool
"Greetings, you gullible person


You're trowing your life away"
You're wasting your existence


I'm acting gay
I'm attempting to appear cheerful


I'm acting proud
I'm putting on a show of dignity


And every time I see you in a crowd
And each time I spot you among a group of people


I may pretend
I might act as though


But in the end
But ultimately


I'm just fooling myself
I'm merely deceiving myself




Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc., CARLIN AMERICA INC
Written by: JACK LAWRENCE, PETER TINTURIN

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