PILLS
T.O.C Lyrics

The lyrics to T.O.C's song "Pills" depict a tumultuous and intense relationship where the singer is struggling with the aftermath of betrayal and heartbreak. The opening lines, "You left a sour little taste in my mouth, Throw it all away just to get back for it," suggest a sense of bitterness and regret. The singer feels stripped of their innocence and vulnerable, as indicated by the line "Strip me of my innocence, neither pills today, your love is my weakness." The use of "pills" can symbolize both literal medication and a metaphor for seeking solace or escape from emotional pain.

As the lyrics progress, there is a realization that the relationship may not be sustainable, with lines like "And it's gonna be a shame to see you go, I'll have to make it on my own, But troubles lie ahead for me and you." The singer yearns for a deeper connection with their partner, expressing a desire for intimacy and understanding with lines such as "So put your lips close, feel my breath on your cheek, Darling know how good we could be."

The conflicting emotions and turmoil in the relationship are further highlighted in the second verse, with lines such as "Her hand shakes hastily, You said you couldn't breathe, Expose my naivety, Cuz now I can't leave." There is a sense of suffocation and complexity in the dynamic between the singer and their partner, leading to a feeling of helplessness and entrapment.

The closing lines of the song convey a sense of acceptance and resignation, as the singer acknowledges the need to move on and find peace. The plea to "lay your head down, next to someone who you deserve, Let him worry now, your happiness will always come first" suggests a bittersweet farewell and a recognition of the importance of self-love and healing. The poignant repetition of "I'll watch as I cry, These tears cease to lie" encapsulates the raw emotions and vulnerability of the singer, as they come to terms with the end of a tumultuous chapter in their life.