Still Alive
T.O.P (from BigBang) Lyrics

Look around don't tell me
Observe your surroundings and don't lie to me

That this shit came from nothing
This situation didn't arise without a cause

'Cause there's beauty in this world
Because there are wonderful things in this world

I know we came here from something
I believe we have a purpose for being here

And it's a long way
It's a difficult and challenging journey

Learning on your own but it's lovely
Even though you have to learn things by yourself, it has its own charm

If you a man, then be a man
If you identify as a man, embody the qualities of a mature man

Can't let your brothers stay hungry
You shouldn't allow your fellow people to suffer from lack

Don't let your demons take control
Do not allow your inner struggles and negative influences dominate your actions

You gotta alternate the road
You must choose a different path

You gotta push delete then trust
You need to delete negative elements from your life and have faith

That God gon' take care of your own
Believe that God will watch over and protect your loved ones

If you a long way from home
If you are far away from home

And ain't got nowhere to go
And have no destination

Just call me up on your phone
Simply contact me through your phone

I'll fly a jet to your location
I will travel swiftly to reach you

Have some patience you on a waitlist
Be patient, you're on a list of people waiting for something

No one knows when their time comes
Nobody knows when their moment arrives

And that's why I'm a real one
This is why I am authentic and genuine

So when I die Ima live on
My legacy will live on even after my death

Some people die for their money
Certain individuals prioritize wealth above all else, even risking their lives

But Ima die bout my respect
I will prioritize preserving my honor and reputation

'Cause money ain't on my mind
Because money is not my primary concern

When your loyalty ain't in check
When your loyalty and fidelity are questionable

I just can't fuck with that objective
I simply cannot agree with that mindset or goal

I know life can get real hectic
I understand that life can become extremely chaotic

And that money treats a wound
Financial wealth can temporarily alleviate pain or suffering

But it can also leave a bandage
But it can also create its own set of problems

So I pour my heart into a setlist
I express my emotions and passion through a carefully curated list of songs

Hope they understand my message
I hope that people comprehend the meaning behind my music

And if they don't then just forget it
And if they fail to understand, then simply disregard it

And my mama told me stay outta trouble
My mother advised me to avoid getting into difficult situations

And no matter what you do, just know that mama still love you
Regardless of your actions, remember that your mother still loves you

That shit went thru one ear, but then came out of my heart
Although I initially disregarded that advice, it ultimately resonated with me

I do this shit because I'm tryna shine a light in the dark
I engage in this pursuit because I aim to bring hope and positivity to difficult situations

Yeah, like if anyone saw it they might shoot for the stars, yeah
If anyone witnessed the impact, they might also strive for greatness

Instead of robberies and shooting out cars
Instead of engaging in criminal activities and violence

I came a long way from smelling smoke from grandpa's cigars
I have made significant progress from the days of smelling my grandfather's cigar smoke

And losing some of my loved ones that shit still hit hard
The pain of losing cherished individuals still affects me deeply

Yeah it still hits heart, and I know it's hard, yeah
Yes, it still deeply affects me emotionally, and I understand it's challenging

I feel like I can feel it 'cause I've known from the start
I can empathize because I have been aware of the pain from the beginning

And if I play my role I know I will get far
If I fulfill my purpose, I am confident I will achieve great success

That's why I know that Ima get it when they cast for the part
That's why I am certain I will attain success when opportunities arise

I'm curious bout the future and shit
I'm intrigued about what lies ahead

But I'll just take it day by day and let the present exist
However, I will focus on each day as it comes and appreciate the present moment

'Cause what's so special bout a gift when you know what's inside
Because a gift loses its excitement when you already know its contents

That's why I never show my heart until it's ready to shine
That's why I refrain from revealing my emotions until they are fully prepared

I never show my feelings I just let 'em hide
I don't display my emotions, I keep them concealed

And when the right time comes I just speak my mind
And when the appropriate moment arrives, I express my thoughts and opinions

There's more to prove then what you do with that iron
There is more to demonstrate than displaying physical strength or weaponry

Don't wanna face facts, step back, or leave it behind
You don't want to confront reality, retreat, or abandon it

You'd rather let your demons take control so you can get some peace of mind
You prefer allowing your inner struggles to dominate in order to find tranquility

You went with your first thought instead of giving it some time
You acted upon your initial impulse without allowing for reflection

I promise you'll regret it when the time comes
I assure you, at some point, you will feel remorse

I just hope you learn your lesson if you still alive, son
I simply wish for you to gain wisdom if you are still alive, my dear