Still Alive
TENMON & Eiichiro Yanagi / m.. Lyrics

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Tumko kahan kahan main dhoondu
Tumko kahan kahan main dhoondu
Milti nhi ho tum mujhe
Tumko jahan jahan main dhoondu
Tumko yahan wahan main dhoondu
Jaane kahan kahan main dhoondu
Milti nhi ho tum mujhe
Saare jahan jahan mein dhoondu

Tumko kahan kahan main dhoondu
Tumko kahan kahan main dhoondu
Ye jo meri haalat hai
Bss teri hi badaulat hai
Depression se joojh rha
Khud se nirash hu
Hasne ki main kosish karta
Phir bhi udash hu
Tarash aata hai mujhe khud pe
Ban k reh gya Zinda laash hu
Tere bin saans lena lagta bhari hai
Lgi mujhe na jaane kesi ye beemari hai
Tu kehti main pagal
Pagalpan wali meri baatein
Sone ki main kosish karta
Par kat teen nhi meri raatein
Chal mujhe bata
Kya thi meri khata
Bina kisi galti k dosh deta hu apne aapko
Apni in harkaton se pareshan kar rakha hai
Apne gharwalon ko or apne baap ko
Par aap toh padhe likhe log hein sahib
Iss gawaar ki baaton se kya lena dena aapko
Aaj kal meri haalat dekh
Dang reh jaati hein meri maa behenein
Mujhe khud se karte waqalat dekh
Tujhe sab pta hai
Kyon main lko gya tha
Kyon college maine drop kra
Jab laut k aaya ghar wapas
Toh kyun saalon tak maine
Khud ko ek kamre mein lock kra
Bina kisi nashe k maine music kra
Hip hop kra
Phir bhi kyun reh gya sab kuch
Dhara ka dhara
Sawaal toh hoga
Chal wo bhi batata hu
Mentally disturb ho gya tha
Jab ek dam se papa pad gye the beemar
Unka eklauta main beta hu
Hanth mere the lachar
Us waqt jab mujhe tere sahare ki zaroorat thi
Tu toh tab bhi pathar ki murat thi
Tumko kahan kahan main dhoondu
Tumko kahan kahan main dhoondu
Milti nhi ho tum mujhe
Tumko jahan jahan main dhoondu
Tumko yahan wahan main dhoondu
Jaane kahan kahan main dhoondu
Milti nhi ho tum mujhe
Saare jahan jahan mein dhoondu
Tumko kahan kahan main dhoondu
Tumko kahan kahan main dhoondu
Tu pathar ki murat thi
Kyunki pasand na aati jo
Wo tujhe wo iss mote ki surat thi
Mujhe bhi hasna aata hai
Us pe us mote pe
Akal k chote pe
Kyun pyar kar baitha wo tujhse
Esa kya dikh gya use tujh eklaute mein
Pyar karta nhi wo tujhse
Use tujhse pyar h
Kisi se pyar karne mein aur kisi se pyar hone mein
Kaafi jyada fark hai
Phir bhi na jaane kyun use lagti tu mahan
Sochta hai jese zindgi jeena uska tere bin nark hai
Gym jaake weight toh kam kar liya
Par tujhse pyar kam na kar saka
Tu baithi uske dil mein ghar karke
Na sala chain se jee saka na mar saka
Soch soch k ye sab depress ho gya tha
Depression mein maine poori chaar saalein bitayi hein
Jab bhi tujhe contact karne ki maine kosish ki
Tab tune tere yaaron doston k sath milke
Mujhe meri aukad dikhayi hai
Dil mein dimaag rakhne wali ho yaad toh hoga
Kehti mujhe tere liye koi feeling hi nhi hai
Reh achi khashi lambi hai
Dhoond k dekhle
Koi chhota mota jazbaat toh hoga
Kyonki jab jab pyar ki baatein hoti hein
Main teri yaadon mein khone lag jata hoon
Ye bhi pta ni chalta k kab main
Haste haste rone lag jata hoon
Par tumhe toh dialogue lagengi meri baatein
Meri baaton pe bharosha nhi hoga
Guarantee deta hu soch k dekh lena
Mere jitna pyar tumhe aaj tak kisi ne parosha nhi hoga
Jo londa kabhi rapper hua karta tha
Wo aaj shayar ho gya hai
Kal tak aap jiski inspiration hua karte the sahab
Aaj wahi lagta hai jese kayar ho gya hai
Jo likhta tha kabhi shaan se
Wo aaj kal likhta nhi hai
Jo ek pal ko bhi ojhall na hua karta tha logon ki nazron se

Fb insta pe toh chhodo
Aaj wo apne gharwalon ko bhi dhang se dikhta nhi hai

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Still alive" by TENMON & Eiichiro Yanagi / m..'s convey feelings of searching for someone who is not present. The singer is constantly searching and seeking for the person, but they are unable to find them. They express their profound longing and desperation just to find a glimpse of that person. They mention that their current state is solely because of that person, implying that their absence has deeply affected their emotional well-being. The singer describes battling depression, feeling hopeless, trying to mask their pain by pretending to be happy, but ultimately feeling empty and lifeless. They also mention their struggle to sleep, attempting to find solace but failing to find peace in the nights.

Moving forward, the lyrics discuss the singer's regrets and the blame they constantly put on themselves. They feel burdened by their actions that have worried and disappointed their family and themselves. They express frustration towards educated and sophisticated people who do not understand their struggles. They ask them, "What do you care about this ignorant person's words?" The lyrics then present a vivid picture of the singer's deteriorating mental state and the impact it has on their loved ones. They feel judged and misunderstood by others who are shocked and bewildered by their current condition. They express their longing for support and understanding from someone who was once their pillar of strength. The lyrics end with the singer criticizing themselves, suggesting that they are unable to make any progress in life and that their situation is only getting worse.

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Written by: AKKA S.M.P

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