Bonus
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I'm Here (ccoustic Version)

I put my faith in you
I let you lead me blindly to the darkness
Searching for the light to find you
Only to find that you left me there to die

But now I breathe again
cnd now I dream again
I'm here, I'm here

I stood from here and watched you
cs you welcomed in the fear I denied you
Making all the choices for a life
That wasn't yours but you would never let be mine

But now I breathe again
cnd now I dream again
I'm here, I'm here

cnd now I cry to see the light
cnd I yearn to know why you left me there
Born in the shadow of who I am
I gave life to you so I could breathe again

Now I breathe again
cnd now I dream again
I'm here, I'm here
Now I breathe again
Now I dream again
I'm here, I'm here

Now that I'm awake I can see you
cnd the death that lies within it controls you
I'll keep searching for the light but not to find you
You will die and I will leave you behind

cnd now I breathe again
cnd now I dream again
I'm here, I'm here
cnd now I breathe again
cnd now I dream again
I'm here, I'm here
cnd now I breathe again




cnd now I dream again
I'm here, I'm here

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Tamlin's song "Bonus" convey a powerful narrative of betrayal, resilience, and self-discovery. At the beginning, the singer puts their trust and faith in someone, allowing themselves to be guided blindly towards darkness in the hope of finding light. However, they are left abandoned and alone, left to suffer and potentially die in that darkness.


Despite this betrayal, the singer finds the inner strength to breathe and dream again. The repetition of these lines emphasizes their newfound resilience and determination. They have overcome the pain and despair, refusing to be defeated by the actions of others. The lyrics suggest that the singer's perseverance ultimately brings them to a place of self-empowerment and acceptance of their own worth.


The later verses reveal a deeper reflection on the dynamics of their relationship. The singer acknowledges that they stood by, observing as the other person welcomed fear and made choices that not only influenced their own life but also denied the singer agency over their own life. This experience has made them question why they were born in the shadow of their partner's identity, sacrificing their own well-being for the sake of their relationship.


As the song progresses, the singer expresses a newfound sense of clarity and determination. They not only recognize the darkness within the other person but also vow to keep searching for light, not to find them but to find themselves. They resolve to distance themselves from the toxic influence, symbolized by the death that lies within the other person, and move forward on their own path.


Overall, "Bonus" tells a story of resilience, self-discovery, and breaking free from toxic relationships. It explores the themes of betrayal, agency, and personal growth. Through the lyrics, Tamlin expresses the importance of finding strength within oneself and refusing to be defined by the actions of others.


Line by Line Meaning

I put my faith in you
I trusted and believed in you


I let you lead me blindly to the darkness
I allowed you to guide me into a state of confusion and uncertainty


Searching for the light to find you
Hoping to discover your true intentions and motivations


Only to find that you left me there to die
To my disappointment, you abandoned me in a vulnerable and helpless situation


But now I breathe again
However, I have regained my confidence and strength


And now I dream again
Now I have the ability to envision a better future


I'm here, I'm here
I exist and I assert my presence


I stood from here and watched you
I observed you from a distance, without intervening


As you welcomed in the fear I denied you
While you willingly embraced the fear that I refused to acknowledge


Making all the choices for a life
Taking control of every decision related to your own existence


That wasn't yours but you would never let be mine
Even though it was not your life to dictate, you hindered me from claiming it as my own


And now I cry to see the light
I grieve as I witness the truth and clarity that has emerged


And I yearn to know why you left me there
I strongly desire to understand your reasons for abandoning me


Born in the shadow of who I am
Having been overshadowed by my own identity


I gave life to you so I could breathe again
I provided you with the opportunity to exist, allowing me to find renewed vitality


Now that I'm awake I can see you
Now that I am fully aware, I perceive your true nature


And the death that lies within it controls you
The destructive influence that resides within you maintains power over your actions


I'll keep searching for the light but not to find you
I will continue seeking enlightenment, but not with the intention of encountering you


You will die and I will leave you behind
Your demise is inevitable, and I will distance myself from you


And now I breathe again
Once again, I am able to inhale life's essence


And now I dream again
I have rekindled my ability to envision a brighter future


I'm here, I'm here
I exist and I assert my presence


And now I breathe again
Once again, I am able to inhale life's essence


And now I dream again
I have rekindled my ability to envision a brighter future


I'm here, I'm here
I exist and I assert my presence


And now I breathe again
Once again, I am able to inhale life's essence


And now I dream again
I have rekindled my ability to envision a brighter future


I'm here, I'm here
I exist and I assert my presence




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