Devotion
Taylor Janzen Lyrics
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Devotion was my virtue
I gave you all my teen years
Fighting in between fears
I needed just a minute away
Which turned to a year astray
I always knew that I would change
But I thought you'd come with me
I don't wanna have to choose between
Loving you and knowing me
I don't wanna have to choose between
Loving you and knowing me
I am only happy when
I've forgotten all I am
Hold my hand over my chest
Vow to give you all my best
I don't know what is good for me (good for me)
Lose myself in everything (everything)
'Cause if you're my identity
Then I wouldn't have to face me
I don't wanna have to choose between
Loving you and knowing me
I don't wanna have to choose between
Loving you and knowing me
I don't wanna have to choose between
Loving you and knowing me
I don't wanna have to choose between
Loving you and knowing me
Please don't make me
Choose between
Please don't make me
Please don't make me
Choose between
Please don't make me
I don't wanna have to choose between
Loving you and knowing me
I don't wanna have to choose between, between
In Taylor Janzen's song "Devotion", she expresses her inner conflict and the feeling of being torn between two important things in her life: her love for her partner and her need to discover and embrace who she truly is. She talks about devotion being a virtue and how she gave her teenage years to the person she loves, but she also speaks of the fights she had to face as she struggled to overcome her fears. The singer then confesses that she needed some time away from this relationship to figure out her own identity and that in the process of doing so, she had to spend a whole year apart from her partner. Despite knowing that change was necessary, she expected her significant other to change along with her.
The chorus of the song is the most emotional part where Taylor expresses her feeling of not wanting to choose between loving her partner and knowing herself. She explains how she always ends up losing herself in everything that she does, especially when her identity is tied to the person she is with. The last lines of the song beg her partner not to make her choose between loving them and knowing herself.
The lyrics of "Devotion" tackle a feeling of insecurity that is common in many relationships where one partner feels lost because of their devotion to the other. The song talks about the importance of finding and embracing your individuality while still being in love with someone else.
Line by Line Meaning
Call it what you want to
I don't care about labels, I just want to express my feelings
Devotion was my virtue
Being loyal and committed to you was my strength
I gave you all my teen years
I dedicated my youth to you
Fighting in between fears
Struggling with my anxieties while trying to make things work
I needed just a minute away
I needed a break from the relationship
Which turned to a year astray
The break from the relationship lasted longer than expected and led me off course
I always knew that I would change
I knew I would evolve and grow as a person
But I thought you'd come with me
I assumed we would grow and develop together
I am only happy when
My happiness depends on
I've forgotten all I am
Forgetting my own identity
Hold my hand over my chest
Making a solemn promise to you
Vow to give you all my best
Promising to give you my all
I don't know what is good for me (good for me)
I am unsure of what is best for me
Lose myself in everything (everything)
I tend to lose my sense of self in relationships
'Cause if you're my identity
If you are the only thing that defines me
Then I wouldn't have to face me
I wouldn't have to confront my own issues and identity
Please don't make me
I am begging you
Choose between
To decide between
Loving you and knowing me
Balancing my love for you and my understanding of myself
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Luke Niccoli, Taylor Janzen
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Obi Gozie
just randomly came across this song is simply amazing thanks alot
IndieForwardMusic
Love that feeling. Not expecting anything, but you end up somewhere you don't regret :)
Martin Gessert
Love it 🧟♂️❤️❤️❤️
penguint
i'm here because of the sims 4! love the song