Romance
Taylor Morgan Lyrics

It's not looking good
The situation is unfavorable or unpromising

What else could you possibly Be doing tonight?
I wonder what other activities or plans you might have for tonight

How you abandon who gon' love you right?
Why did you leave someone who was willing to love you correctly?

Then text me like 'Baby Could you slide tonight?'
After leaving, you text me asking if I can come over tonight

Way too many burdens have been Placed on my heart tonight
I'm overwhelmed with a heavy load on my heart tonight

After all this ace I swear I brought it back to life
Despite all the challenges, I managed to revive and succeed

So when I push the bag girl You already know I bite
When I make a move or take a risk, you can expect me to go all in

I trip on these leaves when The fall wind blows
I stumble and struggle when faced with change or challenges

Will I be alive next year? Well I hope so
I wonder if I will still be alive in the coming year, I genuinely hope I will be

Will I be out my mind next year, who knows?
I'm uncertain if I'll still have my sanity in the next year

These drugs inside my bloodstream Will help me (cope)
The substances in my body will assist me in managing or dealing with my struggles

I see these shapes and the colours collide
I witness a chaotic clash of various forms and hues

I'm sick and tired of living this life
I'm exhausted and fed up with this way of living

Any which way it is time, I ignite
No matter which direction, it's time for me to ignite or spark a change

I'm sick and tired of living the right way
I'm worn out from trying to live according to societal standards

And I feel like everybody I Know really hates me
I have a sense that everyone I'm acquainted with strongly dislikes me

Plus my medication flawed and it Make me feel empty emotions
Additionally, my medication is imperfect and it leaves me with a sense of emotional emptiness

And in my dreams I feel My heart remain frozen
In my dreams, I experience my heart staying cold and unfeeling

When I'm awake I smoke a Blunt and pour potion
During my waking hours, I smoke a rolled marijuana cigarette and consume a concoction or drink

But it's old, part of me is growing up
However, those habits are outdated, and I'm maturing as an individual

Last night I felt I had enjoyed throwing up
Yesterday evening, I strangely found pleasure in the act of vomiting

I need to treat me better Before I wreck my gut
I must prioritize self-care and improve my treatment of myself before causing harm to my digestive system

Maybe I was meant for a life this fucked
Perhaps I was destined to live a life filled with chaos and dysfunction

Now I'm hurt, 'cause I'm drunk
Currently, I'm experiencing emotional pain because I'm intoxicated

But she said that shit on purpose
However, she intentionally made that hurtful statement

You can't say shit now so I'm just go
Since you can't provide a response, I'll just leave

I can see it was the same girl I know, wait -wait, or I knew, i guess
I realize now that it was the same girl I was familiar with, or maybe I already knew

Feel like fourty seasons I go Through inside my head
It feels like I've experienced forty seasons or cycles of turmoil within my mind

I'm not tryna' talk no more
I no longer have the desire to engage in conversation

I swear you think I'm Ted
I'm convinced that you believe I resemble or behave like Ted, whoever that may be

I can smell perfume on the duvet on my bed
I detect the fragrance of perfume on the bed's cover

And it's still there
And the scent lingers