My Gift To You
Tengil Lyrics
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Anywhere
Prior to this
And I cannot not stay
Anywhere
Not even now
Not even here
I should spread my roots
You said this place,
My place,
would hold love for me
And now I'm soon all bled out
I held on hard to every drop
But it was never thick enough
So after all this work
After all the sweat and tears
When it bore so little fruit
Why did I even try?
And now there's soon nothing left
Again
But this time
might really be the last time
It goes back around
For better or for worse
Soon there's nothing left here
That keeps me
I'm sorry
For any
Misconceptions
My friend
Yet I'm all but
Sorry
For what ails you
This time
I restarted, I cut my heart out, I did everything you said I should
Still I couldn't find the peace I did it all for
So I let things burn, I let them bleed to death
And you ask me how that is better
Well haven't I already answered?
Because this is...
Or at least it was, for twenty two years
And where ever I'm going now
It cant be worse
It feels great to know
It's really is all the same
And this is my last chance
To go somewhere new
So I'm not waiting another day
With this
You will no longer know me as
The one, who wherever he goes
where ever he tries to stay
Has come to the wrong place
In the song "My Gift to You" by Tengil, the lyrics describe a sense of restlessness and feeling of not belonging anywhere. The singer explains that they were told to put down roots, to settle somewhere and find love, but despite their efforts, they were never able to find the peace they were searching for. The singer has tried everything, but nothing seems to work, and they feel as though they have bled themselves dry trying to make things work.
There is a sense of resignation in the final stanza, as the singer realizes that perhaps they were never meant to find a place to belong. They are no longer waiting for things to change, and instead embrace the idea of going somewhere new, where they can start fresh and let go of the burden of trying to fit in. The song is a poignant reflection on the search for belonging and the realization that sometimes, it's okay to let go and move on.
Line by Line Meaning
I could not stay
I was never able to stay in one place for long
Anywhere
No matter where I went
Prior to this
Before coming here
And I cannot not stay
Even now, I cannot seem to stay in one place
Anywhere
No matter where I try to stay
Not even now
Even in the present moment
Not even here
Not even in this specific place
Were you said
When you told me
I should spread my roots
I should try to settle down and make a home for myself
You said this place,
You told me that this specific place,
My place,
Could be my home
would hold love for me
Would provide me with the love and happiness I've been searching for
And now I'm soon all bled out
I am becoming drained and depleted
I held on hard to every drop
I tried to hold onto every bit of hope and happiness I could find
But it was never thick enough
It was never enough to truly sustain me
So after all this work
After all my efforts
After all the sweat and tears
After all the hard work and emotional pain
When it bore so little fruit
When my efforts resulted in little to no progress
Why did I even try?
Why did I bother putting in so much effort?
And now there's soon nothing left
Soon I will have nothing left
Again
Just like I have experienced before
But this time
This time it feels different
might really be the last time
This time I may not be able to recover
It goes back around
Things come full circle
For better or for worse
Whether it's good or bad
Soon there's nothing left here
Soon there will be nothing left for me in this place
That keeps me
That makes me want to stay
I'm sorry
I apologize
For any
For any mistakes or misunderstandings
Misconceptions
Wrong assumptions or beliefs
My friend
To my friend
Yet I'm all but
But I am anything but
Sorry
Apologetic
For what ails you
For the problems you are facing
This time
Right now
I restarted, I cut my heart out,
I tried everything I could think of
I did everything you said I should
I followed your advice
Still I couldn't find the peace
I still couldn't find the happiness and contentment
I did it all for
All my efforts were for
So I let things burn,
So I let go of everything
I let them bleed to death
I let everything die out
And you ask me how that is better
And you wonder how that could be an improvement
Well haven't I already answered?
I already explained why I did it
Because this is...
Because life is...
Or at least it was, for twenty two years
At least that's how it has been for the past 22 years
And where ever I'm going now
No matter where I end up
It cant be worse
It can only get better
It feels great to know
It's a relief to know
It's really is all the same
It doesn't really matter where I go
And this is my last chance
This is my final opportunity
To go somewhere new
To start fresh in a new place
So I'm not waiting another day
I'm not going to postpone it any longer
With this
With these thoughts and feelings
You will no longer know me as
You won't recognize me as
The one, who wherever he goes
The person who always ends up
where ever he tries to stay
Everywhere he attempts to settle down
Has come to the wrong place
Has made a mistake in choosing where to be
Contributed by Katherine N. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Misanthropic Magnate
Honestly stumbled across this gem on a VK wall and its an incredible fucking album.
just oozes talent and emotion.
Trent Bos
this is still one of the best songs i've heard in the last few years
Bergelmir Oldfag
Круто, реально круто.
Chino Leal
Can't wait to see this band in my city ❤️
Lindirlynx
Snyggt gjort hörrni! :0 ☆°•~♡○•●♤
Carlits ts
<3
HYJER
力める。好きよ