My---Love
Terence Etc. Lyrics

She was dark and lovely
Describing the physical appearance of the person the singer was in love with.

Didn′t see that crazy coming
The singer didn't know that the person he loved would cause him trouble and pain.

Didn't see no beauty leavin′
The singer was unable to find anything positive in the ending of the relationship.

Didn't see much of nothin' really
The singer wasn't able to gain any new insight from the relationship about himself or the person he loved.

Cuz it was all a blur
The relationship went by too fast and the singer was unable to make sense of it at the time.

Me and her
Referring to the relationship between the singer and the person he loved.

Million miles per
The relationship was characterized by intensity and emotional energy.

We in love and do not care
The two people loved each other without thinking about the consequences of their actions.

And I was on my masochistic shit
The singer was self-destructive and in a cycle of pain.

Me hurtin′ me
The singer was causing himself pain and emotional distress.

She hurtin′ she
The person the singer was in love with was also causing herself pain and emotional distress.

Equal opportunity
Both the singer and the person he loved were responsible for causing harm to themselves and each other.

I'm damaging my sanity
The singer recognized that his behavior was causing him to become mentally unwell.

Thinkin′ we could make it work
Despite the problems, the singer still believed that the relationship could be successful.

That's complacency
The singer wasn't putting in enough effort to make the relationship work and was instead being complacent.

Nth degree
The singer was taking the relationship to its highest degree or maximum potential.

L.O.V.E
Referring to the emotion felt by the singer and the person he loved.

Me, an arrogant fool
The singer recognizes that he was foolish and prideful in his behavior in the relationship.

She was unstable too
The person the singer was in love with also had emotional problems.

She had that learners stance
The person the singer was in love with was still learning how to deal with her problems.

Fatherless with no chance
The person the singer was in love with may have had a difficult childhood and lacked support.

Plus she the strong headed type
The singer's love interest was someone who was determined to have her own way.

Fisticuffs when we fight
The singer and his love interest would engage in physical fights.

Swinging wild, that′s her style
The love interest was aggressive and unpredictable when fighting.

Her bite match her bark, woah child
The love interest was as aggressive and dangerous as she sounded when fighting.

Now I'm done
The singer has ended the relationship and moved on.

And free
The singer feels liberated by ending the relationship.

Used all our mercy
The relationship had run its course and there was nothing left to give.

I haven′t seen her in some years
The singer has not had contact with his former love interest in a long time.

And that's how its gotta be
The singer has made a conscious decision to stay away from his former love interest.

Cause unfortunately
The relationship didn't end well and it is unfortunate that it had to end at all.

My first love
Referring to the singer's first romantic relationship.

Feeding on each other and loving every minute
The singer and his former love interest were happy at first, but the relationship turned toxic over time.

Tasted like right at first but in the end all wrong
The relationship seemed promising at the beginning, but turned out to be a failure.

No, I'm not grown
The singer recognizes that he still has a lot to learn about love and relationships.

As we thought we were in love
The singer and his former love interest believed they were truly in love, but were mistaken.

And we were right
The singer and his former love interest were correct in believing that they were in love.

For a second and no more
The love they shared was fleeting and temporary.

She pulled me along through her peace and her wars
The love interest led the singer through her emotional highs and lows.

What for?
The singer is questioning the purpose of the relationship.

Went from sleeping on the couch, to the bed, to the floor
The relationship was tumultuous, and the couple went from living together to sleeping apart.

Flew through her life like a big bird condor
The singer was with his love interest during an adventurous and exciting time in her life.

She often said my heart wanders
The love interest believed that the singer was not fully committed to the relationship.

And that she couldn't ponder Nuptials Romance Intercourse
The love interest was not interested in marriage or any other serious relationship commitment.

If she was correct well yeah my heart wanders
The singer admits that his heart was not fully committed to the relationship, but he was more careful than his love interest.

But far more careful than hers
The singer was more cautious and considerate in his decisions than his love interest.

As it were she was only sort of with me
The love interest was not fully invested in the relationship with the singer.

And with whomever was indeed In need of her loving
The love interest was more interested in helping those who needed it than spending time with the singer.

Except, of course, me
The singer was the exception to the love interest's tendency to help others.

I want you simply And even now You could care less
The singer still has feelings for his former love interest but knows that she does not feel the same.

What a joke What a terrible joke
The singer finds it sad and ironic that he still has feelings for someone who does not reciprocate those feelings.

Hahaha Hahaha Ha ha ha haaaaa
The singer is laughing bitterly at the situation.