by your side
The Blue Rubatos Lyrics

Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
I feel completely overwhelmed and defeated in this situation.

It must have been something you said
Your words had a huge impact on me that led to my downfall.

I keep looking for something I can't get
I am searching for something that seems unattainable.

Broken hearts lie all around me
I am surrounded by the pain of heartbreak.

And I don't see an easy way to get out of this
I am struggling to find a solution to my problems.

Her diary, it sits by the bedside table
There are personal details and emotions of hers right by me.

The curtains are closed, the cat's in the cradle
The environment inside the room is calm and peaceful.

Who would've thought that a boy like me could come to this
It is surprising that I, a seemingly innocent boy, am in such a difficult situation.

Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
I cannot move on from this painful experience.

It must've been some kind of kiss
There was something deeply emotional and significant about our connection.

I should've walked away, I should've walked away
I regret not leaving this situation when I had the chance.

Is there any just cause for feeling like this?
I am questioning whether my feelings are justified.

On the surface, I'm a name on a list
I might seem unimportant and insignificant to others.

I try to be discreet, but then blow it again
I am attempting to handle this situation subtly but end up making it worse.

I've lost and found, it's my final mistake
I have experienced both success and failure, but this time I fear it is the end.

She's loving by proxy, no give and all take
She receives love but does not give it back.

'Cause I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times
I have put too much trust in idealized fantasies.

It was a long hot night
The situation lasted for a lengthy and intense period.

She made it easy, she made it feel right
She created a comfortable and welcoming environment.

But now it's over the moment has gone
The moment, which seemed perfect at the time, is now gone.

I followed my hands not my head, I know I was wrong
I made a mistake by acting without thinking things through.

Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
I am still struggling with the pain of my failure.

It must have been something you said
Your words had a lasting impact on me that I cannot escape from.

I just died in your arms tonight
I feel like I have lost everything in this situation.

Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
I am still suffering the effects of this experience.

It must have been some kind of kiss
Our connection had a deep emotional significance that I cannot deny.

I should have walked away, I should have walked away
I deeply regret not leaving this situation when I had the chance.