Goodbye Blue Sky
The Chill-Out Orchestra Lyrics

I made this a sad song
I purposely created this song to convey sadness and sorrow

Know I wont be here long
I am aware that my time here is limited

So I just want my mom
I desire for my mother to be the one

To be the one to monetize
To benefit financially from

From every single, ep, song
From each individual episode and song

Made whenever im finally done
Produced when I am ultimately finished

Bury me as a tree, give the money
When I die, plant me as a tree and allocate the funds

To my mommy, she was always
To my mother, who has consistently been

My biggest fan, on full blast
My strongest supporter, at the highest volume

Shes the only one to ask
She is the sole person to inquire

About my problem
Regarding my issue

So I took a xan, ask if she needs one
Therefore, I consumed a Xanax pill and inquired if she required one as well

Shes pissed and I feel dumb
She is angry and I feel foolish

If you know the way
If you are familiar with the path

Take my hand I cant
Hold my hand because I am unable to

Stand here you cant either
Remain here as you also cannot

take everything we could need
Acquire all the necessities we might require

Im takin me and your hand
I am holding both your hand and mine

Lead me anywhere
Guide me to any destination

You and my family
You and my relatives

The only ones who believe
The only individuals who have faith

So after you baby
Therefore, once you are gone, my dear

They all think im crazy
Everyone considers me to be insane

But Id follow you to the
Nevertheless, I would pursue you until

Bottom of the ocean blue
The deepest part of the blue sea

Was that a little cliche? Maybe
Perhaps that was a bit predictable and overused

Soon enough ill be numb
In due time, I will become emotionally numb

Try to forget all of this
Attempt to erase all of these memories

It was wrong, she knew
She was aware that it was not right

All my songs, sang along
Every single one of my songs, sung along to

To every single ep, song, and I
To each and every episode and song of mine

Wonder if I werent gone
I contemplate if I were still present

Would you still check me out
Would you still listen to my music

Would you start to sing along
Would you begin to sing along with me

would you wish I hadnt done
Would you desire that I had not engaged in

All those drugs been a fuck up
All those drugs, which were a mistake

Fucked up still here, been gone
Damaged, still existing, but emotionally absent

But when its all said and done
However, when everything is complete

Then youll listen to these songs
Then you will listen to these songs of mine

Im a pacifist
I advocate for peace

But I still make hits
However, I still create successful songs

If you know the way
If you are aware of the path

Take my hand anywhere
Hold my hand and lead me to any location

But here, city by the sea
Except for here, in this coastal city

Isnt what it seems
Does not appear as it truly is

Hate it, youve been down
Disliking it, you have experienced sadness

Feels like you cant breathe
It feels as if you are unable to breathe

And I been drowning
And I have been struggling and suffocating

Welcome to my pity party
Welcome to the event where I wallow in self-pity

I Just know its time to leave
I simply understand that it is time to depart

Need a change of scenery
Require a different environment

Cali, DC, Washington
California, Washington D.C., and Washington state

Anywhere you wanna go baby
To any destination you desire, my dear

Feel like TI might sue me
I feel as if TI, the rapper, might file a lawsuit against me

(But seriously)
(But in all seriousness)

Not one more week or even
Not even an additional week

Second longer, cant stand to be
Another moment, I cannot tolerate being

Here we should be
Here is where we should exist

In your car like Tracy
In your vehicle similar to Tracy

Finally be fuckin free
Ultimately experience true freedom

Cause you believe in me
Because you have faith in me

I dont always know what you see
I am not always aware of what you perceive

But im gonna be the best I can be
However, I will strive to be the best version of myself

And have love everybody that had love for me
And show love to everyone who has loved me

And fuck everybody that wasnt with the team
And dismiss everyone who was not supportive

Cause now we fucking eat...
Because now we are highly successful...

But id sink with you
However, I would sink alongside you

Under the ocean blue
Beneath the blue ocean's surface

As you eyes
Just as your eyes

That was cliche
That was predictable and overused